It was a steep ascent and grew steeper as
the valley sank away. He turned for a moment, and looked down towards the
stream which now seemed to wind remote between the alders; above the valley
there were small dark figures moving in the cornfield, and now and again there
came the faint echo of a high-pitched voice singing through the air as on a
wire. He was wet with heat; the sweat streamed off his face, and he could feel
it trickling all over his body. But above him the green bastions rose defiant,
and the dark ring of oaks promised coolness. He pressed on, and higher, and at
last began to crawl up the vallum, on hands and knees, grasping the turf and here and
there the roots that had burst through the red earth. And then he lay, panting
with deep breaths, on the summit.
Within
the fort it was all dusky and cool and hollow; it was as if one stood at the
bottom of a great cup. Within, the wall seemed higher than without, and the
ring of oaks curved up like a dark green vault. There were nettles growing
thick and rank in the foss; they looked different
from the common nettles in the lanes, and Lucian, letting his hand touch a leaf by accident, felt the sting burn like fire.
Beyond the ditch there was an undergrowth, a dense
thicket of trees, stunted and old, crooked and withered by the winds into
awkward and ugly forms; beech and oak and hazel and ash and yew twisted and so
shortened and deformed that each seemed, like the nettle, of no common kind. He
began to fight his way through the ugly growth, stumbling and getting hard
knocks from the rebound of twisted boughs. His foot struck once or twice
against something harder than wood, and looking down he saw stones white with
the leprosy of age, but still showing the work of the axe. And farther, the
roots of the stunted trees gripped the foot-high relics of a wall; and a round
heap of fallen stones nourished rank, unknown herbs, that smelt poisonous. The
earth was black and unctuous, and bubbling under the feet, left no track
behind. From it, in the darkest places where the shadow was thickest, swelled
the growth of an abominable fungus, making the still air sick with its corrupt
odor, and he shuddered as he felt the horrible thing pulped beneath his feet.
Then there was a gleam of sunlight, and as he thrust the last boughs apart, he
stumbled into the open space in the heart of the camp. It was a lawn of sweet
close turf in the center of the matted brake, of clean firm earth from which no
shameful growth sprouted, and near the middle of the glade was a stump of a
felled yew-tree, left untrimmed by the woodman. Lucian thought it must have
been made for a seat; a crooked bough through which a little sap still ran was
a support for the back, and he sat down and rested after his toil. It was not
really so comfortable a seat as one of the school forms, but the satisfaction
was to find anything at all that would serve for a chair. He sat there, still
panting after the climb and his struggle through the dank and jungle-like
thicket, and he felt as if he were growing hotter and hotter; the sting of the
nettle was burning his hand, and the tingling fire seemed to spread all over
his body.
Suddenly,
he knew that he was alone. Not merely solitary; that he had often been amongst
the woods and deep in the lanes; but now it was a wholly different and a very
strange sensation. He thought of the valley winding far below him, all its
fields by the brook green and peaceful and still, without path or track. Then
he had climbed the abrupt surge of the hill, and passing the green and swelling
battlements, the ring of oaks, and the matted thicket, had come to the central
space. And behind there were, he knew, many desolate fields, wild as common, untrodden, unvisited. He was utterly alone. He still grew
hotter as he sat on the stump, and at last lay down at
full length on the soft grass, and more at his ease felt the waves of heat pass
over his body.
And
then he began to dream, to let his fancies stray over half-imagined, delicious
things, indulging a virgin mind in its wanderings. The hot air seemed to beat
upon him in palpable waves, and the nettle sting tingled and itched
intolerably; and he was alone upon the fairy hill, within the great mounds,
within the ring of oaks, deep in the heart of the matted thicket. Slowly and
timidly he began to untie his boots, fumbling with the laces, and glancing all
the while on every side at the ugly misshapen trees that hedged the lawn. Not a
branch was straight, not one was free, but all were interlaced and grew one
about another; and just above ground, where the cankered stems joined the
protuberant roots, there were forms that imitated the human shape, and faces
and twining limbs that amazed him. Green mosses were hair, and tresses were
stark in grey lichen; a twisted root swelled into a limb; in the hollows of the
rotted bark he saw the masks of men. His eyes were fixed and fascinated by the
simulacra of the wood, and could not see his hands, and so at last, and
suddenly, it seemed, he lay in the sunlight, beautiful with his olive skin,
dark haired, dark eyed, the gleaming bodily vision of a strayed faun.
Quick
flames now quivered in the substance of his nerves, hints of mysteries, secrets
of life passed trembling through his brain, unknown desires stung him. As he
gazed across the turf and into the thicket, the sunshine seemed really to
become green, and the contrast between the bright glow poured on the lawn and
the black shadow of the brake made an odd flickering light, in which all the
grotesque postures of stem and root began to stir; the wood was alive. The turf
beneath him heaved and sank as with the deep swell of the sea.
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