Oh, in the afternoon we played cricket. I didn't care
for it much. There was a boy named De Carti there; he
is staying with the Dixons. Mrs. Dixon whispered to
me when we were going in to tea, 'He's a second cousin of Lord De Carti's,' and she looked quite grave as if she were in
church."
The
parson grinned grimly and lit his old pipe.
"Baron
De Carti's great-grandfather was a Dublin attorney," he remarked. "Which his name was Jeremiah M'Carthy.
His prejudiced fellow-citizens called him the Unjust Steward, also the Bloody
Attorney, and I believe that 'to hell with M'Carthy'
was quite a popular cry about the time of the Union."
Mr.
Taylor was a man of very wide and irregular reading and a tenacious memory; he
often used to wonder why he had not risen in the Church. He had once told Mr.
Dixon a singular and drolatique
anecdote concerning the bishop's college days, and he never discovered why the
prelate did not bow according to his custom when the name of Taylor was called at the next visitation. Some
people said the reason was lighted candles, but that was impossible, as the
Reverend and Honorable Smallwood Stafford, Lord Beamys's
son, who had a cure of souls in the cathedral city, was well known to burn no
end of candles, and with him the bishop was on the best of terms. Indeed the
bishop often stayed at Coplesey (pronounced "Copsey") Hall, Lord Beamys's
place in the west.
Lucian
had mentioned the name of De Carti with intention,
and had perhaps exaggerated a little Mrs. Dixon's respectful manner. He knew
such incidents cheered his father, who could never look at these subjects from
a proper point of view, and, as people said, sometimes made the strangest
remarks for a clergyman. This irreverent way of treating serious things was one
of the great bonds between father and son, but it tended to increase their
isolation. People said they would often have liked to asked Mr. Taylor to
garden-parties, and tea-parties, and other cheap entertainments, if only he had
not been such an extreme man and so queer. Indeed, a year before, Mr. Taylor
had gone to a garden-party at the Castle, Caermaen,
and had made such fun of the bishop's recent address on missions to the
Portuguese, that the Gervases and Dixons
and all who heard him were quite shocked and annoyed. And, as Mrs. Meyrick of Lanyravon observed,
his black coat was perfectly green
with age; so on the whole the Gervases did not like
to invite Mr. Taylor again. As for the son, nobody cared to have him; Mrs.
Dixon, as she said to her husband, really asked him out of charity.
"I
am afraid he seldom gets a real meal at home," she remarked, "so I
thought he would enjoy a good wholesome tea for once in a way. But he is such
an unsatisfactory boy, he would only
have one slice of that nice plain cake, and I couldn't get him to take more
than two plums. They were really quite ripe too, and boys are usually so fond
of fruit."
Thus
Lucian was forced to spend his holidays chiefly in his own company, and make
the best he could of the ripe peaches on the south wall of the rectory garden.
There was a certain corner where the heat of that hot August seemed
concentrated, reverberated from one wall to the other, and here he liked to
linger of mornings, when the mists were still thick in the valleys, "mooning,"
meditating, extending his walk from the quince to the medlar
and back again, beside the moldering walls of mellowed brick. He was full of a
certain wonder and awe, not unmixed with a swell of strange exultation, and
wished more and more to be alone, to think over that wonderful afternoon within
the fort. In spite of himself the impression was fading; he could not
understand that feeling of mad panic terror that drove him through the thicket
and down the steep hillside; yet, he had experienced so clearly the physical
shame and reluctance of the flesh; he recollected that for a few seconds after
his awakening the sight of his own body had made him shudder and writhe as if
it had suffered some profoundest degradation. He saw before him a vision of two
forms; a faun with tingling and prickling flesh lay expectant in the sunlight,
and there was also the likeness of a miserable shamed boy, standing with
trembling body and shaking, unsteady hands. It was all confused, a procession
of blurred images, now of rapture and ecstasy, and now of terror and shame,
floating in a light that was altogether phantasmal and unreal. He dared not
approach the fort again; he lingered in the road to Caermaen
that passed behind it, but a mile away, and separated by the wild land and a
strip of wood from the towering battlements. Here he was looking over a gate
one day, doubtful and wondering, when he heard a heavy step behind him, and
glancing round quickly saw it was old Morgan of the White House.
"Good
afternoon, Master Lucian," he began. "Mr. Taylor pretty well, I
suppose? I be goin' to the house a minute; the men in
the fields are wantin' some more cider.
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