The blinds were
all evenly and duly drawn, but it was a June night, and
beyond the walls, beyond that desolate world and
wilderness of grey Shepherd's Bush, a great golden
moon had floated up through magic films of cloud,
above the hill, and the earth was filled with a wonderful
light between red sunset lingering over the mountain
and that marvellous glory that shone into the
woods from the summit of the hill. Darnell seemed
to see some reflection of that wizard brightness in
the room; the pale walls and the white bed and his
wife's face lying amidst brown hair upon the pillow
were illuminated, and listening he could almost hear
the corncrake in the fields, the fern-owl sounding his
strange note from the quiet of the rugged place where
the bracken grew, and, like the echo of a magic song,
the melody of the nightingale that sang all night in
the alder by the little brook. There was nothing[16]
that he could say, but he slowly stole his arm under
his wife's neck, and played with the ringlets of brown
hair. She never moved, she lay there gently breathing,
looking up to the blank ceiling of the room with
her beautiful eyes, thinking also, no doubt, thoughts
that she could not utter, kissing her husband obediently
when he asked her to do so, and he stammered
and hesitated as he spoke.
They were nearly asleep, indeed Darnell was on the
very eve of dreaming, when she said very softly—
'I am afraid, darling, that we could never afford
it.' And he heard her words through the murmur of
the water, dripping from the grey rock, and falling
into the clear pool beneath.
Sunday morning was always an occasion of idleness.
Indeed, they would never have got breakfast if Mrs.
Darnell, who had the instincts of the housewife, had
not awoke and seen the bright sunshine, and felt that
the house was too still. She lay quiet for five
minutes, while her husband slept beside her, and listened
intently, waiting for the sound of Alice stirring
down below. A golden tube of sunlight shone through
some opening in the Venetian blinds, and it shone
on the brown hair that lay about her head on the pillow,
and she looked steadily into the room at the
'duchesse' toilet-table, the coloured ware of the washstand,
and the two photogravures in oak frames,
'The Meeting' and 'The Parting,' that hung upon the
wall. She was half dreaming as she listened for the
servant's footsteps, and the faint shadow of a shade
of a thought came over her, and she imagined dimly,
for the quick moment of a dream, another world where
rapture was wine, where one wandered in a deep and[17]
happy valley, and the moon was always rising red
above the trees. She was thinking of Hampstead,
which represented to her the vision of the world beyond
the walls, and the thought of the heath led her away to
Bank Holidays, and then to Alice. There was not a
sound in the house; it might have been midnight for
the stillness if the drawling cry of the Sunday paper
had not suddenly echoed round the corner of Edna
Road, and with it came the warning clank and shriek
of the milkman with his pails.
Mrs. Darnell sat up, and wide awake, listened more
intently. The girl was evidently fast asleep, and must
be roused, or all the work of the day would be out of
joint, and she remembered how Edward hated any
fuss or discussion about household matters, more
especially on a Sunday, after his long week's work in
the City. She gave her husband an affectionate glance
as he slept on, for she was very fond of him, and so
she gently rose from the bed and went in her nightgown
to call the maid.
The servant's room was small and stuffy, the night
had been very hot, and Mrs. Darnell paused for a
moment at the door, wondering whether the girl on
the bed was really the dusty-faced servant who bustled
day by day about the house, or even the strangely bedizened
creature, dressed in purple, with a shiny face,
who would appear on the Sunday afternoon, bringing
in an early tea, because it was her 'evening out.'
Alice's hair was black and her skin was pale, almost
of the olive tinge, and she lay asleep, her head resting
on one arm, reminding Mrs. Darnell of a queer print
of a 'Tired Bacchante' that she had seen long ago
in a shop window in Upper Street, Islington. And a[18]
cracked bell was ringing; that meant five minutes to
eight, and nothing done.
She touched the girl gently on the shoulder, and only
smiled when her eyes opened, and waking with a start,
she got up in sudden confusion. Mrs. Darnell went
back to her room and dressed slowly while her husband
still slept, and it was only at the last moment, as she
fastened her cherry-coloured bodice, that she roused
him, telling him that the bacon would be overdone
unless he hurried over his dressing.
Over the breakfast they discussed the question of the
spare room all over again. Mrs. Darnell still admitted
that the plan of furnishing it attracted her, but
she could not see how it could be done for the ten
pounds, and as they were prudent people they did not
care to encroach on their savings. Edward was highly
paid, having (with allowances for extra work in busy
weeks) a hundred and forty pounds a year, and Mary
had inherited from an old uncle, her godfather, three
hundred pounds, which had been judiciously laid out in
mortgage at 4½ per cent. Their total income, then,
counting in Aunt Marian's present, was a hundred and
fifty-eight pounds a year, and they were clear of debt,
since Darnell had bought the furniture for the house
out of money which he had saved for five or six years
before. In the first few years of his life in the City
his income had, of course, been smaller, and at first
he had lived very freely, without a thought of laying
by. The theatres and music-halls had attracted him,
and scarcely a week passed without his going (in the
pit) to one or the other; and he had occasionally
bought photographs of actresses who pleased him.
These he had solemnly burnt when he became engaged[19]
to Mary; he remembered the evening well; his heart
had been so full of joy and wonder, and the landlady
had complained bitterly of the mess in the grate when
he came home from the City the next night. Still, the
money was lost, as far as he could recollect, ten or
twelve shillings; and it annoyed him all the more to
reflect that if he had put it by, it would have gone far
towards the purchase of an 'Orient' carpet in brilliant
colours. Then there had been other expenses of his
youth: he had purchased threepenny and even fourpenny
cigars, the latter rarely, but the former frequently,
sometimes singly, and sometimes in bundles
of twelve for half-a-crown. Once a meerschaum pipe
had haunted him for six weeks; the tobacconist had
drawn it out of a drawer with some air of secrecy as
he was buying a packet of 'Lone Star.' Here was
another useless expense, these American-manufactured
tobaccos; his 'Lone Star,' 'Long Judge,' 'Old Hank,'
'Sultry Clime,' and the rest of them cost from a shilling
to one and six the two-ounce packet; whereas now
he got excellent loose honeydew for threepence halfpenny
an ounce. But the crafty tradesman, who had
marked him down as a buyer of expensive fancy goods,
nodded with his air of mystery, and, snapping open the
case, displayed the meerschaum before the dazzled
eyes of Darnell. The bowl was carved in the likeness
of a female figure, showing the head and torso, and the
mouthpiece was of the very best amber—only twelve
and six, the man said, and the amber alone, he declared,
was worth more than that. He explained that he
felt some delicacy about showing the pipe to any but
a regular customer, and was willing to take a little
under cost price and 'cut the loss.' Darnell resisted[20]
for the time, but the pipe troubled him, and at last
he bought it. He was pleased to show it to the
younger men in the office for a while, but it never
smoked very well, and he gave it away just before his
marriage, as from the nature of the carving it would
have been impossible to use it in his wife's presence.
Once, while he was taking his holidays at Hastings, he
had purchased a malacca cane—a useless thing that
had cost seven shillings—and he reflected with sorrow
on the innumerable evenings on which he had rejected
his landlady's plain fried chop, and had gone out to
flaner among the Italian restaurants in Upper Street,
Islington (he lodged in Holloway), pampering himself
with expensive delicacies: cutlets and green peas,
braised beef with tomato sauce, fillet steak and chipped
potatoes, ending the banquet very often with a small
wedge of Gruyère, which cost twopence.
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