There were some whom he remembered well and whom he
could have called out. His heart was silent. He was ashamed. They loved him, and he
was ashamed that they loved him because he could feel only sympathy for them. He sat
on his sunlit and doubly luminous white horse, his head uncovered, hemmed and
pressed by the jubilation. Inside the squares the old soldiers now began to beat
their drums. How well they drummed! Now he waved his hat, and loosening the reins a
bit and easing the pressure of his knees so that the horse understood and started to
frisk, the Emperor began to speak — and it seemed to the people in the crowd as if
the drums that they had just heard at this point were bestowed with a human voice,
an Imperial voice. “My comrades,” began the Emperor, “connoisseurs of my battles and
my victories, witnesses to my fortunes and misfortunes . . .”
The white horse perked its ears and gently pawed with its front hoof in
time with the Emperor’s words.
The sun stood at its zenith and glowed, youthful and mild.
The Emperor put on his hat and dismounted.
IX
He approached the crowd. Their adoration hit him with their every
breath, it shone from their faces as brightly as the sun from the heavens, and he
suddenly felt that he had always been one of them. At that moment the Emperor saw
himself as his devotees saw him, on thousands of pictures on plates, knives, and
walls; already a legend, yet still living.
During his long months in exile, he had missed these people. They were
the people of France; he knew them. They were ready to love or hate in an instant.
They were solemn and derisive, easily inspired but difficult to persuade, proud in
squalor, generous in good fortune, devout and thoughtless in victory, bitter and
vengeful in defeat, playful and childlike in peace, merciless and irresistible in
battle, easily disappointed, trusting and distrusting at the same time, forgetful
and quickly appeased by the right word, always ready for thrills, yet ever loving of
moderation. These were the people of Gaul, the French people, and the Emperor liked
them.
He no longer felt mistrust. They surrounded him. They shouted at him
“Long live the Emperor!” as he stood in their midst, and it was as if they wished to
prove to him that even when he stood among them, they could not forget he was their
Emperor. He was their child and their Emperor.
He embraced one of the older non-commissioned officers. The man had a
somber, sallow, bold, and bony face, a long, flowing, thick, and neatly combed
graying mustache, and he towered a full head above the Emperor. During their embrace
it looked as though the Emperor was under the protection of the thin, bony soldier.
The man leaned forward clumsily, a bit comically, hindered by his own awkward height
and the corpulent shortness of His Majesty, and allowed himself to receive a kiss on
the right cheek. The Emperor tasted the smell of his sallow skin, the sharp vinegar
that the man had rubbed on his freshly shaved cheeks, the tiny beads of sweat that
dripped from his forehead, and also the tobacco on his breath. There was an intimate
familiarity to the entire crowd. Yes, this was the odor of the people from whom the
soldiers had sprung, the wonderful soldiers of the country of France; this was the
very scent of loyalty, the loyalty of the soldiers — sweat, tobacco, blood, and
vinegar. When he embraced one of them, he embraced all of them, the whole of his
great army, all its dead and all its living descendants. And the people who saw the
short, chubby Emperor in the protective arms of the tall, thin soldier felt as if
they too were being embraced by the Emperor, as if they themselves held him. Tears
filled the spectators’ eyes, and with hoarse voices they cried out: “Long live the
Emperor!” but the lustful desire to cry stifled their cheering throats. The Emperor
relaxed his arms. The man took three steps backward. The old soldier stiffened.
Under his bushy, bristling eyebrows his small black eyes lit up with the dangerous
yet obedient fire of loyalty.
“Where have you fought?” asked the Emperor.
“At Jena, Austerlitz, Eylau, and Moscow, my Emperor!” replied the
sergeant.
“What is your name?”
“Lavernoile, Pierre Antoine!” thundered the soldier.
“I thank you,” cried the Emperor loudly enough so that all could hear
him. “I thank you, Lieutenant Pierre Antoine Lavernoile!”
The newly minted lieutenant stiffened again.
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