He was lonely and aloof — for true kings are all lonely and aloof. He was
poor and old, portly and slow, dignified, deliberate, and unhappy. Few loved him,
but there were many in the land who liked him.
The old King was fleeing a menacing shadow — the shadow of the mighty
Emperor Napoleon, who had for the last twenty days been on the march toward the
capital. The Emperor cast his shadow before him, and it was a ponderous one. He cast
it over France and over practically the entire world. He was known throughout France
and the entire earth. His majesty was not derived through birth. Power was his
majesty. His crown was a conquest and a capture, not an inheritance. He came from an
unknown family. He even brought glory to his nameless ancestors. He had conferred
splendor upon them instead of gaining it through them, as was the case for those who
were born emperors and kings. Thus he was equally related to all the nameless masses
as he was to old-fashioned majesty. By exalting himself he ennobled, crowned, and
exalted each and every one of the nameless masses, and they loved him for that. For
many years he had terrorized, besieged, and reined in the great ones of this earth,
and that was the reason the commoners saw him as their avenger and accepted him as
their lord. They loved him because he seemed to be one of them — and because he was
nonetheless greater than them. He was an encouraging example to them.
The Emperor’s name was known across the world — but few actually knew
anything about him. For, like a true king, he was also lonely. He was loved and
hated, feared and venerated, but seldom understood. People could only hate him or
love him; fear him or worship him as a god. He was human.
He knew hate, love, fear, and veneration. He was strong and weak, daring
and despondent, loyal and treacherous, passionate and cold, arrogant and simple,
proud and humble, powerful and pitiable, trusting and suspicious.
He promised the people liberty and dignity — but whoever entered into
his service surrendered their freedom and gave themselves completely to him. He held
the people and the nations in low regard, yet nonetheless he courted their favor. He
despised those who were born kings but desired their friendship and recognition. He
believed in God yet did not fear Him. He was familiar with death but did not want to
die. He placed little value upon life yet wished to enjoy it. He had no use for love
but wanted to have women. He did not believe in loyalty and friendship yet searched
tirelessly for friends. He scorned the world but wanted to conquer it anyway.
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