Soon afterwards my
mistress and the slave returned, and, not seeing me, they searched
all the house, but not finding me, and I not making answer when
they called to me, they thought I had run away, and the whole
neighbourhood was raised in the pursuit of me. In that part of the
country (as in ours) the houses and villages were skirted with
woods, or shrubberies, and the bushes were so thick that a man
could readily conceal himself in them, so as to elude the strictest
search. The neighbours continued the whole day looking for me, and
several times many of them came within a few yards of the place
where I lay hid. I then gave myself up for lost entirely, and
expected every moment, when I heard a rustling among the trees, to
be found out, and punished by my master: but they never discovered
me, though they were often so near that I even heard their
conjectures as they were looking about for me; and I now learned
from them, that any attempt to return home would be hopeless. Most
of them supposed I had fled towards home; but the distance was so
great, and the way so intricate, that they thought I could never
reach it, and that I should be lost in the woods. When I heard this
I was seized with a violent panic, and abandoned myself to despair.
Night too began to approach, and aggravated all my fears. I had
before entertained hopes of getting home, and I had determined when
it should be dark to make the attempt; but I was now convinced it
was fruitless, and I began to consider that, if possibly I could
escape all other animals, I could not those of the human kind; and
that, not knowing the way, I must perish in the woods. Thus was I
like the hunted deer:
—"Ev'ry leaf and ev'ry whisp'ring
breath
Convey'd a foe, and ev'ry foe a
death."
I heard frequent rustlings among the leaves; and being pretty
sure they were snakes I expected every instant to be stung by them.
This increased my anguish, and the horror of my situation became
now quite insupportable. I at length quitted the thicket, very
faint and hungry, for I had not eaten or drank any thing all the
day; and crept to my master's kitchen, from whence I set out at
first, and which was an open shed, and laid myself down in the
ashes with an anxious wish for death to relieve me from all my
pains. I was scarcely awake in the morning when the old woman
slave, who was the first up, came to light the fire, and saw me in
the fire place. She was very much surprised to see me, and could
scarcely believe her own eyes. She now promised to intercede for
me, and went for her master, who soon after came, and, having
slightly reprimanded me, ordered me to be taken care of, and not to
be ill-treated.
Soon after this my master's only daughter, and child by his
first wife, sickened and died, which affected him so much that for
some time he was almost frantic, and really would have killed
himself, had he not been watched and prevented. However, in a small
time afterwards he recovered, and I was again sold. I was now
carried to the left of the sun's rising, through many different
countries, and a number of large woods. The people I was sold to
used to carry me very often, when I was tired, either on their
shoulders or on their backs. I saw many convenient well-built sheds
along the roads, at proper distances, to accommodate the merchants
and travellers, who lay in those buildings along with their wives,
who often accompany them; and they always go well armed.
From the time I left my own nation I always found somebody that
understood me till I came to the sea coast. The languages of
different nations did not totally differ, nor were they so copious
as those of the Europeans, particularly the English. They were
therefore easily learned; and, while I was journeying thus through
Africa, I acquired two or three different tongues. In this manner I
had been travelling for a considerable time, when one evening, to
my great surprise, whom should I see brought to the house where I
was but my dear sister! As soon as she saw me she gave a loud
shriek, and ran into my arms—I was quite overpowered: neither of us
could speak; but, for a considerable time, clung to each other in
mutual embraces, unable to do any thing but weep. Our meeting
affected all who saw us; and indeed I must acknowledge, in honour
of those sable destroyers of human rights, that I never met with
any ill treatment, or saw any offered to their slaves, except tying
them, when necessary, to keep them from running away. When these
people knew we were brother and sister they indulged us together;
and the man, to whom I supposed we belonged, lay with us, he in the
middle, while she and I held one another by the hands across his
breast all night; and thus for a while we forgot our misfortunes in
the joy of being together: but even this small comfort was soon to
have an end; for scarcely had the fatal morning appeared, when she
was again torn from me for ever! I was now more miserable, if
possible, than before. The small relief which her presence gave me
from pain was gone, and the wretchedness of my situation was
redoubled by my anxiety after her fate, and my apprehensions lest
her sufferings should be greater than mine, when I could not be
with her to alleviate them. Yes, thou dear partner of all my
childish sports! thou sharer of my joys and sorrows! happy should I
have ever esteemed myself to encounter every misery for you, and to
procure your freedom by the sacrifice of my own. Though you were
early forced from my arms, your image has been always rivetted in
my heart, from which neither time nor fortune have been able
to remove it; so that, while the thoughts of your sufferings have
damped my prosperity, they have mingled with adversity and
increased its bitterness. To that Heaven which protects the weak
from the strong, I commit the care of your innocence and virtues,
if they have not already received their full reward, and if your
youth and delicacy have not long since fallen victims to the
violence of the African trader, the pestilential stench of a Guinea
ship, the seasoning in the European colonies, or the lash and lust
of a brutal and unrelenting overseer.
I did not long remain after my sister. I was again sold, and
carried through a number of places, till, after travelling a
considerable time, I came to a town called Tinmah, in the most
beautiful country I have yet seen in Africa. It was extremely rich,
and there were many rivulets which flowed through it, and supplied
a large pond in the centre of the town, where the people washed.
Here I first saw and tasted cocoa-nuts, which I thought superior to
any nuts I had ever tasted before; and the trees, which were
loaded, were also interspersed amongst the houses, which had
commodious shades adjoining, and were in the same manner as ours,
the insides being neatly plastered and whitewashed. Here I also saw
and tasted for the first time sugar-cane. Their money consisted of
little white shells, the size of the finger nail. I was sold here
for one hundred and seventy-two of them by a merchant who lived and
brought me there.
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