The youngest gentleman in
company is pale, but collected, and still sits apart; for his
spirit loves to hold communion with itself, and his soul recoils
from noisy revellers. She has a consciousness of his presence and
adoration. He sees it flashing sometimes in the corner of her eye.
Have a care, Jinkins, ere you provoke a desperate man to
frenzy!
Mr Pecksniff had followed his younger friends upstairs, and
taken a chair at the side of Mrs Todgers. He had also spilt a cup
of coffee over his legs without appearing to be aware of the
circumstance; nor did he seem to know that there was muffin on his
knee.
'And how have they used you downstairs, sir?' asked the
hostess.
'Their conduct has been such, my dear madam,' said Mr Pecksniff,
'as I can never think of without emotion, or remember without a
tear. Oh, Mrs Todgers!'
'My goodness!' exclaimed that lady. 'How low you are in your
spirits, sir!'
'I am a man, my dear madam,' said Mr Pecksniff, shedding tears
and speaking with an imperfect articulation, 'but I am also a
father. I am also a widower. My feelings, Mrs Todgers, will not
consent to be entirely smothered, like the young children in the
Tower. They are grown up, and the more I press the bolster on them,
the more they look round the corner of it.'
He suddenly became conscious of the bit of muffin, and stared at
it intently; shaking his head the while, in a forlorn and imbecile
manner, as if he regarded it as his evil genius, and mildly
reproached it.
'She was beautiful, Mrs Todgers,' he said, turning his glazed
eye again upon her, without the least preliminary notice. 'She had
a small property.'
'So I have heard,' cried Mrs Todgers with great sympathy.
'Those are her daughters,' said Mr Pecksniff, pointing out the
young ladies, with increased emotion.
Mrs Todgers had no doubt about it.
'Mercy and Charity,' said Mr Pecksniff, 'Charity and Mercy. Not
unholy names, I hope?'
'Mr Pecksniff!' cried Mrs Todgers. 'What a ghastly smile! Are
you ill, sir?'
He pressed his hand upon her arm, and answered in a solemn
manner, and a faint voice, 'Chronic.'
'Cholic?' cried the frightened Mrs Todgers.
'Chron-ic,' he repeated with some difficulty. 'Chron-ic. A
chronic disorder. I have been its victim from childhood. It is
carrying me to my grave.'
'Heaven forbid!' cried Mrs Todgers.
'Yes, it is,' said Mr Pecksniff, reckless with despair. 'I am
rather glad of it, upon the whole. You are like her, Mrs
Todgers.'
'Don't squeeze me so tight, pray, Mr Pecksniff. If any of the
gentlemen should notice us.'
'For her sake,' said Mr Pecksniff. 'Permit me—in honour of her
memory. For the sake of a voice from the tomb. You are VERY like
her Mrs Todgers! What a world this is!'
'Ah! Indeed you may say that!' cried Mrs Todgers.
'I'm afraid it is a vain and thoughtless world,' said Mr
Pecksniff, overflowing with despondency. 'These young people about
us. Oh! what sense have they of their responsibilities? None. Give
me your other hand, Mrs Todgers.'
The lady hesitated, and said 'she didn't like.'
'Has a voice from the grave no influence?' said Mr Pecksniff,
with, dismal tenderness. 'This is irreligious! My dear
creature.'
'Hush!' urged Mrs Todgers. 'Really you mustn't.'
'It's not me,' said Mr Pecksniff. 'Don't suppose it's me; it's
the voice; it's her voice.'
Mrs Pecksniff deceased, must have had an unusually thick and
husky voice for a lady, and rather a stuttering voice, and to say
the truth somewhat of a drunken voice, if it had ever borne much
resemblance to that in which Mr Pecksniff spoke just then. But
perhaps this was delusion on his part.
'It has been a day of enjoyment, Mrs Todgers, but still it has
been a day of torture. It has reminded me of my loneliness.
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