I may as well here observe, that amongst these articles
were two books, and, from the positive commands of my companion, not
to touch the book in the cabin, I looked upon them with a degree of
awe, and hesitated upon taking them in my hand; but, at last, I put
them out to dry on the rocks, with the rest of the contents of the
chest.
I felt the knives, the blades were sharp; I put the lanyard of the
clasp knife round my neck; the sheath knife, which was a formidable
weapon, I made fast round my waist, with a piece of the fishing
lines, which I cut off; and I then turned my steps towards the cabin,
as night was coming on, though the moon was high in the heavens, and
shining brightly. On my return, I found Jackson in his bed-place; he
heard me come in, and asked me, in a quiet tone, whether I would
bring him some water? I answered,
"No, that I would not, for what he had said about me, and what he
would do, if he got me into his power. I'll tame you," cried I. "I'm
master now, as you shall find."
"You may be," replied he, quickly, "but still, that is no reason why
you should not let me have some water. Did I ever prevent you from
having water?"
"You never had to fetch it for me," I rejoined, "or you would not
have taken the trouble. What trouble would you take for me, if I were
blind now, and not you? I should become of no use to you, and you
would leave me to die. You only let me live that you might make me
work for you, and beat me cruelly. It's my turn now—you're the boy,
and I'm the master."
The reader must remember that I did not know the meaning of the word
"boy"; my idea of it was, that it was in opposition to "master," and
boy, with me, had the same idea as the word "slave."
"Be it so," replied he, calmly. "I shall not want water long."
There was a quietness about Jackson which made me suspect him, and
the consequence was, that although I turned into my bed-place, which
was on the ground at the side of the cabin opposite to his, I did not
feel inclined to go to sleep, but remained awake, thinking of what
had passed. It was towards morning when I heard him move; my face
being turned that way, I had no occasion to stir to watch his
motions. He crept very softly out of his bed-place towards me,
listening, and advancing on his knees, not more than a foot every ten
seconds. "You want me in your grasp," thought I, "come along," and I
drew my American knife from its sheath, without noise, and awaited
his approach, smiling at the surprise he would meet with. I allowed
him to come right up to me; he felt the side of my bed, and then
passed his right hand over to seize me. I caught his right hand with
my left, and passing the knife across his wrist, more than half
divided it from his arm. He gave a shriek of surprise and pain, and
fell back.
"He has a knife," exclaimed he, with surprise, holding his severed
wrist with the other hand.
"Yes, he has a knife, and more than one," replied I, "and you see
that he knows how to use it. Will you come again? or will you believe
that I'm master?"
"If you have any charity or mercy, kill me at once," said he, as he
sat up in the moonlight, in the centre of the floor of the cabin.
"Charity and mercy," said I, "what are they? I never heard of them."
"Alas! no," replied he, "I have shewed none—it's a judgment on me—
a judgment on me for my many sins; Lord, forgive me! First my eyes,
now my right hand useless. What next, O Lord of Heaven?"
"Why, your other hand next," replied I, "if you try it again."
Jackson made no reply. He attempted to crawl back to his bed, but,
faint with loss of blood, he dropped senseless on the floor of the
cabin. I looked at him, and satisfied that he would make no more
attempts upon me, I turned away, and fell fast asleep. In about two
hours, I awoke, and looking round, perceived him lying on the floor,
where he had fallen the night before. I went to him and examined him—
was he asleep, or was he dead? He lay in a pool of blood. I felt him,
and he was quite warm. It was a ghastly cut on his wrist, and I
thought, if he is dead, he will never tell me what I want to know. I
knew that he bound up cuts to stop the blood. I took some feathers
from the bed, and put a handful on the wound. After I had done it, I
bound his wrist up with a piece of fishing-line I had taken to secure
the sheath knife round my waist, and then I went for some water. I
poured some down his throat; this revived him, and he opened his eyes.
"Where am I?" said he faintly.
"Where are you?—why, in the cabin," said I.
"Give me some more water."
I did so, for I did not wish to kill him. I wanted him to live, and
to be in my power. After drinking the water he roused himself, and
crawled back to his bed-place. I left him then, and went down to bathe.
The reader may exclaim—What a horrid tyrant this boy is—why, he is
as bad as his companion.
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