We
will try it one of these days. And now, to reward you for that
jolly exhibition, you shall see what has been shown to no one
else."
She went to her easel, on which was placed a picture with its
back turned towards the spectator. Reversing the position, there
appeared the portrait of a beautiful woman, such as one sees only
two or three, if even so many times, in all a lifetime; so
beautiful, that she seemed to get into your consciousness and
memory, and could never afterwards be shut out, but haunted your
dreams, for pleasure or for pain; holding your inner realm as a
conquered territory, though without deigning to make herself at
home there.
She was very youthful, and had what was usually thought to be a
Jewish aspect; a complexion in which there was no roseate bloom,
yet neither was it pale; dark eyes, into which you might look as
deeply as your glance would go, and still be conscious of a depth
that you had not sounded, though it lay open to the day. She had
black, abundant hair, with none of the vulgar glossiness of other
women's sable locks; if she were really of Jewish blood, then this
was Jewish hair, and a dark glory such as crowns no Christian
maiden's head. Gazing at this portrait, you saw what Rachel might
have been, when Jacob deemed her worth the wooing seven years, and
seven more; or perchance she might ripen to be what Judith was,
when she vanquished Holofernes with her beauty, and slew him for
too much adoring it.
Miriam watched Donatello's contemplation of the picture, and
seeing his simple rapture, a smile of pleasure brightened on her
face, mixed with a little scorn; at least, her lips curled, and her
eyes gleamed, as if she disdained either his admiration or her own
enjoyment of it.
"Then you like the picture, Donatello?" she asked.
"O, beyond what I can tell!" he answered. "So beautiful!—so
beautiful!"
"And do you recognize the likeness?"
"Signorina," exclaimed Donatello, turning from the picture to
the artist, in astonishment that she should ask the question, "the
resemblance is as little to be mistaken as if you had bent over the
smooth surface of a fountain, and possessed the witchcraft to call
forth the image that you made there! It is yourself!"
Donatello said the truth; and we forebore to speak descriptively
of Miriam's beauty earlier in our narrative, because we foresaw
this occasion to bring it perhaps more forcibly before the
reader.
We know not whether the portrait were a flattered likeness;
probably not, regarding it merely as the delineation of a lovely
face; although Miriam, like all self-painters, may have endowed
herself with certain graces which Other eyes might not discern.
Artists are fond of painting their own portraits; and, in Florence,
there is a gallery of hundreds of them, including the most
illustrious, in all of which there are autobiographical
characteristics, so to speak,—traits, expressions, loftinesses, and
amenities, which would have been invisible, had they not been
painted from within. Yet their reality and truth are none the less.
Miriam, in like manner, had doubtless conveyed some of the intimate
results of her heart knowledge into her own portrait, and perhaps
wished to try whether they would be perceptible to so simple and
natural an observer as Donatello.
"Does the expression please you?" she asked.
"Yes," said Donatello hesitatingly; "if it would only smile so
like the sunshine as you sometimes do. No, it is sadder than I
thought at first. Cannot you make yourself smile a little,
signorina?"
"A forced smile is uglier than a frown," said Miriam, a bright,
natural smile breaking out over her face even as she spoke.
"O, catch it now!" cried Donatello, clapping his hands. "Let it
shine upon the picture! There! it has vanished already! And you are
sad again, very sad; and the picture gazes sadly forth at me, as if
some evil had befallen it in the little time since I looked
last."
"How perplexed you seem, my friend!" answered Miriam. "I really
half believe you are a Faun, there is such a mystery and terror for
you in these dark moods, which are just as natural as daylight to
us people of ordinary mould. I advise you, at all events, to look
at other faces with those innocent and happy eyes, and never more
to gaze at mine!"
"You speak in vain," replied the young man, with a deeper
emphasis than she had ever before heard in his voice; "shroud
yourself in what gloom you will, I must needs follow you."
"Well, well, well," said Miriam impatiently; "but leave me now;
for to speak plainly, my good friend, you grow a little wearisome.
I walk this afternoon in the Borghese grounds. Meet me there, if it
suits your pleasure."
CHAPTER VI
THE VIRGIN'S SHRINE
After Donatello had left the studio, Miriam herself came forth,
and taking her way through some of the intricacies of the city,
entered what might be called either a widening of a street, or a
small piazza. The neighborhood comprised a baker's oven, emitting
the usual fragrance of sour bread; a shoe shop; a linen-draper's
shop; a pipe and cigar shop; a lottery office; a station for French
soldiers, with a sentinel pacing in front; and a fruit-stand, at
which a Roman matron was selling the dried kernels of chestnuts,
wretched little figs, and some bouquets of yesterday. A church, of
course, was near at hand, the facade of which ascended into lofty
pinnacles, whereon were perched two or three winged figures of
stone, either angelic or allegorical, blowing stone trumpets in
close vicinity to the upper windows of an old and shabby palace.
This palace was distinguished by a feature not very common in the
architecture of Roman edifices; that is to say, a mediaeval tower,
square, massive, lofty, and battlemented and machicolated at the
summit.
At one of the angles of the battlements stood a shrine of the
Virgin, such as we see everywhere at the street corners of Rome,
but seldom or never, except in this solitary, instance, at a height
above the ordinary level of men's views and aspirations. Connected
with this old tower and its lofty shrine, there is a legend which
we cannot here pause to tell; but for centuries a lamp has been
burning before the Virgin's image, at noon, at midnight, and at all
hours of the twenty-four, and must be kept burning forever, as long
as the tower shall stand; or else the tower itself, the palace, and
whatever estate belongs to it, shall pass from its hereditary
possessor, in accordance with an ancient vow, and become the
property of the Church.
As Miriam approached, she looked upward, and saw,—not, indeed,
the flame of the never-dying lamp, which was swallowed up in the
broad sunlight that brightened the shrine, but a flock of white
doves, skimming, fluttering, and wheeling about the topmost height
of the tower, their silver wings flashing in the pure transparency
of the air. Several of them sat on the ledge of the upper window,
pushing one another off by their eager struggle for this favorite
station, and all tapping their beaks and flapping their wings
tumultuously against the panes; some had alighted in the street,
far below, but flew hastily upward, at the sound of the window
being thrust ajar, and opening in the middle, on rusty hinges, as
Roman windows do.
A fair young girl, dressed in white, showed herself at the
aperture for a single instant, and threw forth as much as her two
small hands could hold of some kind of food, for the flock of
eleemosynary doves. It seemed greatly to the taste of the feathered
people; for they tried to snatch beakfuls of it from her grasp,
caught it in the air, and rushed downward after it upon the
pavement.
"What a pretty scene this is," thought Miriam, with a kindly
smile, "and how like a dove she is herself, the fair, pure
creature! The other doves know her for a sister, I am sure."
Miriam passed beneath the deep portal of the palace, and turning
to the left, began to mount flight after flight of a staircase,
which, for the loftiness of its aspiration, was worthy to be
Jacob's ladder, or, at all events, the staircase of the Tower of
Babel. The city bustle, which is heard even in Rome, the rumble of
wheels over the uncomfortable paving-stones, the hard harsh cries
reechoing in the high and narrow streets, grew faint and died away;
as the turmoil of the world will always die, if we set our faces to
climb heavenward. Higher, and higher still; and now, glancing
through the successive windows that threw in their narrow light
upon the stairs, her view stretched across the roofs of the city,
unimpeded even by the stateliest palaces. Only the domes of
churches ascend into this airy region, and hold up their golden
crosses on a level with her eye; except that, out of the very heart
of Rome, the column of Antoninus thrusts itself upward, with St.
Paul upon its summit, the sole human form that seems to have kept
her company.
Finally, the staircase came to an end; save that, on one side of
the little entry where it terminated, a flight of a dozen steps
gave access to the roof of the tower and the legendary shrine. On
the other side was a door, at which Miriam knocked, but rather as a
friendly announcement of her presence than with any doubt of
hospitable welcome; for, awaiting no response, she lifted the latch
and entered.
"What a hermitage you have found for yourself, dear Hilda!" she,
exclaimed. "You breathe sweet air, above all the evil scents of
Rome; and even so, in your maiden elevation, you dwell above our
vanities and passions, our moral dust and mud, with the doves and
the angels for your nearest neighbors. I should not wonder if the
Catholics were to make a saint of you, like your namesake of old;
especially as you have almost avowed yourself of their religion, by
undertaking to keep the lamp alight before the Virgin's
shrine."
"No, no, Miriam!" said Hilda, who had come joyfully forward to
greet her friend. "You must not call me a Catholic. A Christian
girl—even a daughter of the Puritans—may surely pay honor to the
idea of divine Womanhood, without giving up the faith of her
forefathers. But how kind you are to climb into my dove-cote!"
"It is no trifling proof of friendship, indeed," answered
Miriam; "I should think there were three hundred stairs at
least."
"But it will do you good," continued Hilda. "A height of some
fifty feet above the roofs of Rome gives me all the advantages that
I could get from fifty miles of distance. The air so exhilarates my
spirits, that sometimes I feel half inclined to attempt a flight
from the top of my tower, in the faith that I should float
upward."
"O, pray don't try it!" said Miriam, laughing; "If it should
turn out that you are less than an angel, you would find the stones
of the Roman pavement very hard; and if an angel, indeed, I am
afraid you would never come down among us again."
This young American girl was an example of the freedom of life
which it is possible for a female artist to enjoy at Rome. She
dwelt in her tower, as free to descend into the corrupted
atmosphere of the city beneath, as one of her companion doves to
fly downward into the street;—all alone, perfectly independent,
under her own sole guardianship, unless watched over by the Virgin,
whose shrine she tended; doing what she liked without a suspicion
or a shadow upon the snowy whiteness of her fame.
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