At all events, grass
grows on the tops of the shattered pillars, and weeds and flowers
root themselves in the chinks of the massive arches and fronts of
temples, and clamber at large over their pediments, as if this were
the thousandth summer since their winged seeds alighted there.
What a strange idea—what a needless labor—to construct
artificial ruins in Rome, the native soil of ruin! But even these
sportive imitations, wrought by man in emulation of what time has
done to temples and palaces, are perhaps centuries old, and,
beginning as illusions, have grown to be venerable in sober
earnest. The result of all is a scene, pensive, lovely, dreamlike,
enjoyable and sad, such as is to be found nowhere save in these
princely villa-residences in the neighborhood of Rome; a scene that
must have required generations and ages, during which growth,
decay, and man's intelligence wrought kindly together, to render it
so gently wild as we behold it now.
The final charm is bestowed by the malaria. There is a piercing,
thrilling, delicious kind of regret in the idea of so much beauty
thrown away, or only enjoyable at its half-development, in winter
and early spring, and never to be dwelt amongst, as the home
scenery of any human being. For if you come hither in summer, and
stray through these glades in the golden sunset, fever walks arm in
arm with you, and death awaits you at the end of the dim vista.
Thus the scene is like Eden in its loveliness; like Eden, too, in
the fatal spell that removes it beyond the scope of man's actual
possessions. But Donatello felt nothing of this dream-like
melancholy that haunts the spot. As he passed among the sunny
shadows, his spirit seemed to acquire new elasticity. The flicker
of the sunshine, the sparkle of the fountain's gush, the dance of
the leaf upon the bough, the woodland fragrance, the green
freshness, the old sylvan peace and freedom, were all intermingled
in those long breaths which he drew.
The ancient dust, the mouldiness of Rome, the dead atmosphere in
which he had wasted so many months, the hard pavements, the smell
of ruin and decaying generations, the chill palaces, the convent
bells, the heavy incense of altars, the life that he had led in
those dark, narrow streets, among priests, soldiers, nobles,
artists, and women,—all the sense of these things rose from the
young man's consciousness like a cloud which had darkened over him
without his knowing how densely.
He drank in the natural influences of the scene, and was
intoxicated as by an exhilarating wine. He ran races with himself
along the gleam and shadow of the wood-paths. He leapt up to catch
the overhanging bough of an ilex, and swinging himself by it
alighted far onward, as if he had flown thither through the air. In
a sudden rapture he embraced the trunk of a sturdy tree, and seemed
to imagine it a creature worthy of affection and capable of a
tender response; he clasped it closely in his arms, as a Faun might
have clasped the warm feminine grace of the nymph, whom antiquity
supposed to dwell within that rough, encircling rind. Then, in
order to bring himself closer to the genial earth, with which his
kindred instincts linked him so strongly, he threw himself at full
length on the turf, and pressed down his lips, kissing the violets
and daisies, which kissed him back again, though shyly, in their
maiden fashion.
While he lay there, it was pleasant to see how the green and
blue lizards, who had beta basking on some rock or on a fallen
pillar that absorbed the warmth of the sun, scrupled not to
scramble over him with their small feet; and how the birds alighted
on the nearest twigs and sang their little roundelays unbroken by
any chirrup of alarm; they recognized him, it may be, as something
akin to themselves, or else they fancied that he was rooted and
grew there; for these wild pets of nature dreaded him no more in
his buoyant life than if a mound of soil and grass and flowers had
long since covered his dead body, converting it back to the
sympathies from which human existence had estranged it.
All of us, after a long abode in cities, have felt the blood
gush more joyously through our veins with the first breath of rural
air; few could feel it so much as Donatello, a creature of simple
elements, bred in the sweet sylvan life of Tuscany, and for months
back dwelling amid the mouldy gloom and dim splendor of old Rome.
Nature has been shut out for numberless centuries from those
stony-hearted streets, to which he had latterly grown accustomed;
there is no trace of her, except for what blades of grass spring
out of the pavements of the less trodden piazzas, or what weeds
cluster and tuft themselves on the cornices of ruins. Therefore his
joy was like that of a child that had gone astray from home, and
finds him suddenly in his mother's arms again.
At last, deeming it full time for Miriam to keep her tryst, he
climbed to the tiptop of the tallest tree, and thence looked about
him, swaying to and fro in the gentle breeze, which was like the
respiration of that great leafy, living thing. Donatello saw
beneath him the whole circuit of the enchanted ground; the statues
and columns pointing upward from among the shrubbery, the fountains
flashing in the sunlight, the paths winding hither and thither, and
continually finding out some nook of new and ancient pleasantness.
He saw the villa, too, with its marble front incrusted all over
with basreliefs, and statues in its many niches. It was as
beautiful as a fairy palace, and seemed an abode in which the lord
and lady of this fair domain might fitly dwell, and come forth each
morning to enjoy as sweet a life as their happiest dreams of the
past night could have depicted. All this he saw, but his first
glance had taken in too wide a sweep, and it was not till his eyes
fell almost directly beneath him, that Donatello beheld Miriam just
turning into the path that led across the roots of his very
tree.
He descended among the foliage, waiting for her to come close to
the trunk, and then suddenly dropped from an impending bough, and
alighted at her side. It was as if the swaying of the branches had
let a ray of sunlight through. The same ray likewise glimmered
among the gloomy meditations that encompassed Miriam, and lit up
the pale, dark beauty of her face, while it responded pleasantly to
Donatello's glance.
"I hardly know," said she, smiling, "whether you have sprouted
out of the earth, or fallen from the clouds. In either case you are
welcome."
And they walked onward together.
CHAPTER IX
THE FAUN AND NYMPH
Miriam's sadder mood, it might be, had at first an effect on
Donatello's spirits. It checked the joyous ebullition into which
they would otherwise have effervesced when he found himself in her
society, not, as heretofore, in the old gloom of Rome, but under
that bright soft sky and in those Arcadian woods. He was silent for
a while; it being, indeed, seldom Donatello's impulse to express
himself copiously in words. His usual modes of demonstration were
by the natural language of gesture, the instinctive movement of his
agile frame, and the unconscious play of his features, which,
within a limited range of thought and emotion, would speak volumes
in a moment.
By and by, his own mood seemed to brighten Miriam's, and was
reflected back upon himself. He began inevitably, as it were, to
dance along the wood-path; flinging himself into attitudes of
strange comic grace. Often, too, he ran a little way in advance of
his companion, and then stood to watch her as she approached along
the shadowy and sun-fleckered path. With every step she took, he
expressed his joy at her nearer and nearer presence by what might
be thought an extravagance of gesticulation, but which doubtless
was the language of the natural man, though laid aside and
forgotten by other men, now that words have been feebly substituted
in the place of signs and symbols. He gave Miriam the idea of a
being not precisely man, nor yet a child, but, in a high and
beautiful sense, an animal, a creature in a state of development
less than what mankind has attained, yet the more perfect within
itself for that very deficiency. This idea filled her mobile
imagination with agreeable fantasies, which, after smiling at them
herself, she tried to convey to the young man.
"What are you, my friend?" she exclaimed, always keeping in mind
his singular resemblance to the Faun of the Capitol. "If you are,
in good truth, that wild and pleasant creature whose face you wear,
pray make me known to your kindred. They will be found hereabouts,
if anywhere. Knock at the rough rind of this ilex-tree, and summon
forth the Dryad! Ask the water-nymph to rise dripping from yonder
fountain, and exchange a moist pressure of the hand with me! Do not
fear that I shall shrink; even if one of your rough cousins, a
hairy Satyr, should come capering on his goat-legs out of the
haunts of far antiquity, and propose to dance with me among these
lawns! And will not Bacchus,—with whom you consorted so familiarly
of old, and who loved you so well,—will he not meet us here, and
squeeze rich grapes into his cup for you and me?"
Donatello smiled; he laughed heartily, indeed, in sympathy with
the mirth that gleamed out of Miriam's deep, dark eyes. But he did
not seem quite to understand her mirthful talk, nor to be disposed
to explain what kind of creature he was, or to inquire with what
divine or poetic kindred his companion feigned to link him.
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