I might make you dread me,—perhaps hate
me,—if I chose; and I must choose, if I find you loving me too
well!"
"I fear nothing!" said Donatello, looking into her unfathomable
eyes with perfect trust. "I love always!"
"I speak in vain," thought Miriam within herself.
"Well, then, for this one hour, let me be such as he imagines
me. To-morrow will be time enough to come back to my reality. My
reality! what is it? Is the past so indestructible? the future so
immitigable? Is the dark dream, in which I walk, of such solid,
stony substance, that there can be no escape out of its dungeon? Be
it so! There is, at least, that ethereal quality in my spirit, that
it can make me as gay as Donatello himself,—for this one hour!"
And immediately she brightened up, as if an inward flame,
heretofore stifled, were now permitted to fill her with its happy
lustre, glowing through her cheeks and dancing in her
eye-beams.
Donatello, brisk and cheerful as he seemed before, showed a
sensibility to Miriam's gladdened mood by breaking into still
wilder and ever-varying activity. He frisked around her, bubbling
over with joy, which clothed itself in words that had little
individual meaning, and in snatches of song that seemed as natural
as bird notes. Then they both laughed together, and heard their own
laughter returning in the echoes, and laughed again at the
response, so that the ancient and solemn grove became full of
merriment for these two blithe spirits. A bird happening to sing
cheerily, Donatello gave a peculiar call, and the little feathered
creature came fluttering about his head, as if it had known him
through many summers.
"How close he stands to nature!" said Miriam, observing this
pleasant familiarity between her companion and the bird. "He shall
make me as natural as himself for this one hour."
As they strayed through that sweet wilderness, she felt more and
more the influence of his elastic temperament. Miriam was an
impressible and impulsive creature, as unlike herself, in different
moods, as if a melancholy maiden and a glad one were both bound
within the girdle about her waist, and kept in magic thraldom by
the brooch that clasped it. Naturally, it is true, she was the more
inclined to melancholy, yet fully capable of that high frolic of
the spirits which richly compensates for many gloomy hours; if her
soul was apt to lurk in the darkness of a cavern, she could sport
madly in the sunshine before the cavern's mouth. Except the
freshest mirth of animal spirits, like Donatello's, there is no
merriment, no wild exhilaration, comparable to that of melancholy
people escaping from the dark region in which it is their custom to
keep themselves imprisoned.
So the shadowy Miriam almost outdid Donatello on his own ground.
They ran races with each other, side by side, with shouts and
laughter; they pelted one another with early flowers, and gathering
them up twined them with green leaves into garlands for both their
heads. They played together like children, or creatures of immortal
youth. So much had they flung aside the sombre habitudes of daily
life, that they seemed born to be sportive forever, and endowed
with eternal mirthfulness instead of any deeper joy. It was a
glimpse far backward into Arcadian life, or, further still, into
the Golden Age, before mankind was burdened with sin and sorrow,
and before pleasure had been darkened with those shadows that bring
it into high relief, and make it happiness.
"Hark!" cried Donatello, stopping short, as he was about to bind
Miriam's fair hands with flowers, and lead her along in triumph,
"there is music somewhere in the grove!"
"It is your kinsman, Pan, most likely," said Miriam, "playing on
his pipe. Let us go seek him, and make him puff out his rough
cheeks and pipe his merriest air! Come; the strain of music will
guide us onward like a gayly colored thread of silk."
"Or like a chain of flowers," responded Donatello, drawing her
along by that which he had twined. "This way!—Come!"
CHAPTER X
THE SYLVAN DANCE
As the music came fresher on their ears, they danced to its
cadence, extemporizing new steps and attitudes. Each varying
movement had a grace which might have been worth putting into
marble, for the long delight of days to come, but vanished with the
movement that gave it birth, and was effaced from memory by
another. In Miriam's motion, freely as she flung herself into the
frolic of the hour, there was still an artful beauty; in
Donatello's, there was a charm of indescribable grotesqueness hand
in hand with grace; sweet, bewitching, most provocative of
laughter, and yet akin to pathos, so deeply did it touch the heart.
This was the ultimate peculiarity, the final touch, distinguishing
between the sylvan creature and the beautiful companion at his
side. Setting apart only this, Miriam resembled a Nymph, as much as
Donatello did a Faun.
There were flitting moments, indeed, when she played the sylvan
character as perfectly as he. Catching glimpses of her, then, you
would have fancied that an oak had sundered its rough bark to let
her dance freely forth, endowed with the same spirit in her human
form as that which rustles in the leaves; or that she had emerged
through the pebbly bottom of a fountain, a water-nymph, to play and
sparkle in the sunshine, flinging a quivering light around her, and
suddenly disappearing in a shower of rainbow drops.
As the fountain sometimes subsides into its basin, so in Miriam
there were symptoms that the frolic of her spirits would at last
tire itself out.
"Ah! Donatello," cried she, laughing, as she stopped to take a
breath; "you have an unfair advantage over me! I am no true
creature of the woods; while you are a real Faun, I do believe.
When your curls shook just now, methought I had a peep at the
pointed ears."
Donatello snapped his fingers above his head, as fauns and
satyrs taught us first to do, and seemed to radiate jollity out of
his whole nimble person. Nevertheless, there was a kind of dim
apprehension in his face, as if he dreaded that a moment's pause
might break the spell, and snatch away the sportive companion whom
he had waited for through so many dreary months.
"Dance! dance!" cried he joyously. "If we take breath, we shall
be as we were yesterday. There, now, is the music, just beyond this
clump of trees. Dance, Miriam, dance!"
They had now reached an open, grassy glade (of which there are
many in that artfully constructed wilderness), set round with stone
seats, on which the aged moss had kindly essayed to spread itself
instead of cushions. On one of the stone benches sat the musicians,
whose strains had enticed our wild couple thitherward. They proved
to be a vagrant band, such as Rome, and all Italy, abounds with;
comprising a harp, a flute, and a violin, which, though greatly the
worse for wear, the performers had skill enough to provoke and
modulate into tolerable harmony. It chanced to be a feast-day; and,
instead of playing in the sun-scorched piazzas of the city, or
beneath the windows of some unresponsive palace, they had bethought
themselves to try the echoes of these woods; for, on the festas of
the Church, Rome scatters its merrymakers all abroad, ripe for the
dance or any other pastime.
As Miriam and Donatello emerged from among the trees, the
musicians scraped, tinkled, or blew, each according to his various
kind of instrument, more inspiringly than ever. A darkchecked
little girl, with bright black eyes, stood by, shaking a tambourine
set round with tinkling bells, and thumping it on its parchment
head. Without interrupting his brisk, though measured movement,
Donatello snatched away this unmelodious contrivance, and,
flourishing it above his head, produced music of indescribable
potency, still dancing with frisky step, and striking the
tambourine, and ringing its little bells, all in one jovial
act.
It might be that there was magic in the sound, or contagion, at
least, in the spirit which had got possession of Miriam and
himself, for very soon a number of festal people were drawn to the
spot, and struck into the dance, singly or in pairs, as if they
were all gone mad with jollity. Among them were some of the
plebeian damsels whom we meet bareheaded in the Roman streets, with
silver stilettos thrust through their glossy hair; the contadinas,
too, from the Campagna and the villages, with their rich and
picturesque costumes of scarlet and all bright hues, such as fairer
maidens might not venture to put on.
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