Then came the modern Roman
from Trastevere, perchance, with his old cloak drawn about him like
a toga, which anon, as his active motion heated him, he flung
aside. Three French soldiers capered freely into the throng, in
wide scarlet trousers, their short swords dangling at their sides;
and three German artists in gray flaccid hats and flaunting beards;
and one of the Pope's Swiss guardsmen in the strange motley garb
which Michael Angelo contrived for them. Two young English tourists
(one of them a lord) took contadine partners and dashed in, as did
also a shaggy man in goat-skin breeches, who looked like rustic Pan
in person, and footed it as merrily as he. Besides the above there
was a herdsman or two from the Campagna, and a few peasants in
sky-blue jackets, and small-clothes tied with ribbons at the knees;
haggard and sallow were these last, poor serfs, having little to
eat and nothing but the malaria to breathe; but still they plucked
up a momentary spirit and joined hands in Donatello's dance.
Here, as it seemed, had the Golden Age come back again within
the Precincts of this sunny glade, thawing mankind out of their
cold formalities, releasing them from irksome restraint, mingling
them together in such childlike gayety that new flowers (of which
the old bosom of the earth is full) sprang up beneath their
footsteps. The sole exception to the geniality of the moment, as we
have understood, was seen in a countryman of our own, who sneered
at the spectacle, and declined to compromise his dignity by making
part of it.
The harper thrummed with rapid fingers; the violin player
flashed his bow back and forth across the strings; the flautist
poured his breath in quick puffs of jollity, while Donatello shook
the tambourine above his head, and led the merry throng with
unweariable steps. As they followed one another in a wild ring of
mirth, it seemed the realization of one of those bas-reliefs where
a dance of nymphs, satyrs, or bacchanals is twined around the
circle of an antique vase; or it was like the sculptured scene on
the front and sides of a sarcophagus, where, as often as any other
device, a festive procession mocks the ashes and white bones that
are treasured up within. You might take it for a marriage pageant;
but after a while, if you look at these merry-makers, following
them from end to end of the marble coffin, you doubt whether their
gay movement is leading them to a happy close. A youth has suddenly
fallen in the dance; a chariot is overturned and broken, flinging
the charioteer headlong to the ground; a maiden seems to have grown
faint or weary, and is drooping on the bosom of a friend. Always
some tragic incident is shadowed forth or thrust sidelong into the
spectacle; and when once it has caught your eye you can look no
more at the festal portions of the scene, except with reference to
this one slightly suggested doom and sorrow.
As in its mirth, so in the darker characteristic here alluded
to, there was an analogy between the sculptured scene on the
sarcophagus and the wild dance which we have been describing. In
the midst of its madness and riot Miriam found herself suddenly
confronted by a strange figure that shook its fantastic garments in
the air, and pranced before her on its tiptoes, almost vying with
the agility of Donatello himself. It was the model.
A moment afterwards Donatello was aware that she had retired
from the dance. He hastened towards her, and flung himself on the
grass beside the stone bench on which Miriam was sitting. But a
strange distance and unapproachableness had all at once enveloped
her; and though he saw her within reach of his arm, yet the light
of her eyes seemed as far off as that of a star, nor was there any
warmth in the melancholy smile with which she regarded him.
"Come back!" cried he. "Why should this happy hour end so
soon?"
"It must end here, Donatello," said she, in answer to his words
and outstretched hand; "and such hours, I believe, do not often
repeat themselves in a lifetime. Let me go, my friend; let me
vanish from you quietly among the shadows of these trees. See, the
companions of our pastime are vanishing already!"
Whether it was that the harp-strings were broken, the violin out
of tune, or the flautist out of breath, so it chanced that the
music had ceased, and the dancers come abruptly to a pause. All
that motley throng of rioters was dissolved as suddenly as it had
been drawn together. In Miriam's remembrance the scene had a
character of fantasy. It was as if a company of satyrs, fauns, and
nymphs, with Pan in the midst of them, had been disporting
themselves in these venerable woods only a moment ago; and now in
another moment, because some profane eye had looked at them too
closely, or some intruder had cast a shadow on their mirth, the
sylvan pageant had utterly disappeared. If a few of the
merry-makers lingered among the trees, they had hidden their racy
peculiarities under the garb and aspect of ordinary people, and
sheltered themselves in the weary commonplace of daily life. Just
an instant before it was Arcadia and the Golden Age. The spell
being broken, it was now only that old tract of pleasure ground,
close by the people's gate of Rome,—a tract where the crimes and
calamities of ages, the many battles, blood recklessly poured out,
and deaths of myriads, have corrupted all the soil, creating an
influence that makes the air deadly to human lungs.
"You must leave me," said Miriam to Donatello more imperatively
than before; "have I not said it? Go; and look not behind you."
"Miriam," whispered Donatello, grasping her hand forcibly, "who
is it that stands in the shadow yonder, beckoning you to follow
him?"
"Hush; leave me!" repeated Miriam. "Your hour is past; his hour
has come."
Donatello still gazed in the direction which he had indicated,
and the expression of his face was fearfully changed, being so
disordered, perhaps with terror,—at all events with anger and
invincible repugnance,—that Miriam hardly knew him. His lips were
drawn apart so as to disclose his set teeth, thus giving him a look
of animal rage, which we seldom see except in persons of the
simplest and rudest natures. A shudder seemed to pass through his
very bones.
"I hate him!" muttered he.
"Be satisfied; I hate him too!" said Miriam.
She had no thought of making this avowal, but was irresistibly
drawn to it by the sympathy of the dark emotion in her own breast
with that so strongly expressed by Donatello. Two drops of water or
of blood do not more naturally flow into each other than did her
hatred into his.
"Shall I clutch him by the throat?" whispered Donatello, with a
savage scowl. "Bid me do so, and we are rid of him forever."
"In Heaven's name, no violence!" exclaimed Miriam, affrighted
out of the scornful control which she had hitherto held over her
companion, by the fierceness that he so suddenly developed. "O,
have pity on me, Donatello, if for nothing else, yet because in the
midst of my wretchedness I let myself be your playmate for this one
wild hour! Follow me no farther. Henceforth leave me to my doom.
Dear friend,—kind, simple, loving friend,—make me not more wretched
by the remembrance of having thrown fierce hates or loves into the
wellspring of your happy life!"
"Not follow you!" repeated Donatello, soothed from anger into
sorrow, less by the purport of what she said, than by the
melancholy sweetness of her voice,—"not follow you! What other path
have I?"
"We will talk of it once again," said Miriam still soothingly;
"soon—to-morrow when you will; only leave me now."
CHAPTER XI
FRAGMENTARY SENTENCES
In the Borghese Grove, so recently uproarious with merriment and
music, there remained only Miriam and her strange follower.
A solitude had suddenly spread itself around them. It perhaps
symbolized a peculiar character in the relation of these two,
insulating them, and building up an insuperable barrier between
their life-streams and other currents, which might seem to flow in
close vicinity.
1 comment