It was evident that a Jael like this would be sure to
search Sisera's pockets as soon as the breath was out of his
body.
In another sketch she had attempted the story of Judith, which
we see represented by the old masters so often, and in such various
styles. Here, too, beginning with a passionate and fiery conception
of the subject in all earnestness, she had given the last touches
in utter scorn, as it were, of the feelings which at first took
such powerful possession of her hand. The head of Holofernes
(which, by the bye, had a pair of twisted mustaches, like those of
a certain potentate of the day) being fairly cut off, was screwing
its eyes upward and twirling its features into a diabolical grin of
triumphant malice, which it flung right in Judith's face. On her
part, she had the startled aspect that might be conceived of a cook
if a calf's head should sneer at her when about to be popped into
the dinner-pot.
Over and over again, there was the idea of woman, acting the
part of a revengeful mischief towards man. It was, indeed, very
singular to see how the artist's imagination seemed to run on these
stories of bloodshed, in which woman's hand was crimsoned by the
stain; and how, too,—in one form or another, grotesque or sternly
sad,—she failed not to bring out the moral, that woman must strike
through her own heart to reach a human life, whatever were the
motive that impelled her.
One of the sketches represented the daughter of Herodias
receiving the head of John the Baptist in a charger. The general
conception appeared to be taken from Bernardo Luini's picture, in
the Uffizzi Gallery at Florence; but Miriam had imparted to the
saint's face a look of gentle and heavenly reproach, with sad and
blessed eyes fixed upward at the maiden; by the force of which
miraculous glance, her whole womanhood was at once awakened to love
and endless remorse.
These sketches had a most disagreeable effect on Donatello's
peculiar temperament. He gave a shudder; his face assumed a look of
trouble, fear, and disgust; he snatched up one sketch after
another, as if about to tear it in pieces. Finally, shoving away
the pile of drawings, he shrank back from the table and clasped his
hands over his eyes.
"What is the matter, Donatello?" asked Miriam, looking up from a
letter which she was now writing. "Ah! I did not mean you to see
those drawings. They are ugly phantoms that stole out of my mind;
not things that I created, but things that haunt me. See! here are
some trifles that perhaps will please you better."
She gave him a portfolio, the sketches in which indicated a
happier mood of mind, and one, it is to be hoped, more truly
characteristic of the artist. Supposing neither of these classes of
subject to show anything of her own individuality, Miriam had
evidently a great scope of fancy, and a singular faculty of putting
what looked like heart into her productions. The latter sketches
were domestic and common scenes, so finely and subtilely idealized
that they seemed such as we may see at any moment, and eye, where;
while still there was the indefinable something added, or taken
away, which makes all the difference between sordid life and an
earthly paradise. The feeling and sympathy in all of them were deep
and true. There was the scene, that comes once in every life, of
the lover winning the soft and pure avowal of bashful affection
from the maiden whose slender form half leans towards his arm, half
shrinks from it, we know not which. There was wedded affection in
its successive stages, represented in a series of delicately
conceived designs, touched with a holy fire, that burned from youth
to age in those two hearts, and gave one identical beauty to the
faces throughout all the changes of feature.
There was a drawing of an infant's shoe, half worn out, with the
airy print of the blessed foot within; a thing that would make a
mother smile or weep out of the very depths of her heart; and yet
an actual mother would not have been likely to appreciate the
poetry of the little shoe, until Miriam revealed it to her. It was
wonderful, the depth and force with which the above, and other
kindred subjects, were depicted, and the profound significance
which they often acquired. The artist, still in her fresh youth,
could not probably have drawn any of these dear and rich
experiences from her own life; unless, perchance, that first sketch
of all, the avowal of maiden affection, were a remembered incident,
and not a prophecy. But it is more delightful to believe that, from
first to last, they were the productions of a beautiful
imagination, dealing with the warm and pure suggestions of a
woman's heart, and thus idealizing a truer and lovelier picture of
the life that belongs to woman, than an actual acquaintance with
some of its hard and dusty facts could have inspired. So
considered, the sketches intimated such a force and variety of
imaginative sympathies as would enable Miriam to fill her life
richly with the bliss and suffering of womanhood, however barren it
might individually be.
There was one observable point, indeed, betokening that the
artist relinquished, for her personal self, the happiness which she
could so profoundly appreciate for others. In all those sketches of
common life, and the affections that spiritualize it, a figure was
portrayed apart, now it peeped between the branches of a shrubbery,
amid which two lovers sat; now it was looking through a frosted
window, from the outside, while a young wedded pair sat at their
new fireside within; and once it leaned from a chariot, which six
horses were whirling onward in pomp and pride, and gazed at a scene
of humble enjoyment by a cottage door. Always it was the same
figure, and always depicted with an expression of deep sadness; and
in every instance, slightly as they were brought out, the face and
form had the traits of Miriam's own.
"Do you like these sketches better, Donatello?" asked Miriam.
"Yes," said Donatello rather doubtfully. "Not much, I fear,"
responded she, laughing. "And what should a boy like you—a Faun
too,—know about the joys and sorrows, the intertwining light and
shadow, of human life? I forgot that you were a Faun. You cannot
suffer deeply; therefore you can but half enjoy. Here, now, is a
subject which you can better appreciate."
The sketch represented merely a rustic dance, but with such
extravagance of fun as was delightful to behold; and here there was
no drawback, except that strange sigh and sadness which always come
when we are merriest.
"I am going to paint the picture in oils," said the artist; "and
I want you, Donatello, for the wildest dancer of them all. Will you
sit for me, some day?—or, rather, dance for me?"
"O, most gladly, signorina!" exclaimed Donatello. "See; it shall
be like this."
And forthwith he began to dance, and flit about the studio, like
an incarnate sprite of jollity, pausing at last on the extremity of
one toe, as if that were the only portion of himself whereby his
frisky nature could come in contact with the earth. The effect in
that shadowy chamber, whence the artist had so carefully excluded
the sunshine, was as enlivening as if one bright ray had contrived
to shimmer in and frolic around the walls, and finally rest just in
the centre of the floor.
"That was admirable!" said Miriam, with an approving smile. "If
I can catch you on my canvas, it will be a glorious picture; only I
am afraid you will dance out of it, by the very truth of the
representation, just when I shall have given it the last touch.
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