The trim vineyards were there, and the
fig-trees, and the mulberries, and the smoky-hued tracts of the
olive orchards; there, too, were fields of every kind of grain,
among which, waved the Indian corn, putting Kenyon in mind of the
fondly remembered acres of his father's homestead. White villas,
gray convents, church spires, villages, towns, each with its
battlemented walls and towered gateway, were scattered upon this
spacious map; a river gleamed across it; and lakes opened their
blue eyes in its face, reflecting heaven, lest mortals should
forget that better land when they beheld the earth so
beautiful.
What made the valley look still wider was the two or three
varieties of weather that were visible on its surface, all at the
same instant of time. Here lay the quiet sunshine; there fell the
great black patches of ominous shadow from the clouds; and behind
them, like a giant of league-long strides, came hurrying the
thunderstorm, which had already swept midway across the plain. In
the rear of the approaching tempest, brightened forth again the
sunny splendor, which its progress had darkened with so terrible a
frown.
All round this majestic landscape, the bald-peaked or
forest-crowned mountains descended boldly upon the plain. On many
of their spurs and midway declivities, and even on their summits,
stood cities, some of them famous of old; for these had been the
seats and nurseries of early art, where the flower of beauty sprang
out of a rocky soil, and in a high, keen atmosphere, when the
richest and most sheltered gardens failed to nourish it.
"Thank God for letting me again behold this scene!" Said the
sculptor, a devout man in his way, reverently taking off his hat.
"I have viewed it from many points, and never without as full a
sensation of gratitude as my heart seems capable of feeling. How it
strengthens the poor human spirit in its reliance on His
providence, to ascend but this little way above the common level,
and so attain a somewhat wider glimpse of His dealings with
mankind! He doeth all things right! His will be done!"
"You discern something that is hidden from me," observed
Donatello gloomily, yet striving with unwonted grasp to catch the
analogies which so cheered his friend. "I see sunshine on one spot,
and cloud in another, and no reason for it in either ease. The sun
on you; the cloud on me! What comfort can I draw from this?"
"Nay; I cannot preach," said Kenyon, "with a page of heaven and
a page of earth spread wide open before us! Only begin to read it,
and you will find it interpreting itself without the aid of words.
It is a great mistake to try to put our best thoughts into human
language. When we ascend into the higher regions of emotion and
spiritual enjoyment, they are only expressible by such grand
hieroglyphics as these around us."
They stood awhile, contemplating the scene; but, as inevitably
happens after a spiritual flight, it was not long before the
sculptor felt his wings flagging in the rarity of the upper
atmosphere. He was glad to let himself quietly downward out of the
mid-sky, as it were, and alight on the solid platform of the
battlemented tower. He looked about him, and beheld growing out of
the stone pavement, which formed the roof, a little shrub, with
green and glossy leaves. It was the only green thing there; and
Heaven knows how its seeds had ever been planted, at that airy
height, or how it had found nourishment for its small life in the
chinks of the stones; for it had no earth, and nothing more like
soil than the crumbling mortar, which had been crammed into the
crevices in a long-past age.
Yet the plant seemed fond of its native site; and Donatello said
it had always grown there from his earliest remembrance, and never,
he believed, any smaller or any larger than they saw it now.
"I wonder if the shrub teaches you any good lesson," said he,
observing the interest with which Kenyon examined it. "If the wide
valley has a great meaning, the plant ought to have at least a
little one; and it has been growing on our tower long enough to
have learned how to speak it."
"O, certainly!" answered the sculptor; "the shrub has its moral,
or it would have perished long ago. And, no doubt, it is for your
use and edification, since you have had it before your eyes all
your lifetime, and now are moved to ask what may be its
lesson."
"It teaches me nothing," said the simple Donatello, stooping
over the plant, and perplexing himself with a minute scrutiny. "But
here was a worm that would have killed it; an ugly creature, which
I will fling over the battlements."
CHAPTER XXIX
ON THE BATTLEMENTS
The sculptor now looked through art embrasure, and threw down a
bit of lime, watching its fall, till it struck upon a stone bench
at the rocky foundation of the tower, and flew into many
fragments.
"Pray pardon me for helping Time to crumble away your ancestral
walls," said he. "But I am one of those persons who have a natural
tendency to climb heights, and to stand on the verge of them,
measuring the depth below. If I were to do just as I like, at this
moment, I should fling myself down after that bit of lime. It is a
very singular temptation, and all but irresistible; partly, I
believe, because it might be so easily done, and partly because
such momentous consequences would ensue, without my being compelled
to wait a moment for them. Have you never felt this strange impulse
of an evil spirit at your back, shoving you towards a
precipice?"
"Ah, no!" cried. Donatello, shrinking from the battlemented wall
with a face of horror. "I cling to life in a way which you cannot
conceive; it has been so rich, so warm, so sunny!—and beyond its
verge, nothing but the chilly dark! And then a fall from a
precipice is such an awful death!"
"Nay; if it be a great height," said Kenyon, "a man would leave
his life in the air, and never feel the hard shock at the
bottom."
"That is not the way with this kind of death!" exclaimed
Donatello, in a low, horror-stricken voice, which grew higher and
more full of emotion as he proceeded. "Imagine a fellow
creature,—breathing now, and looking you in the face,—and now
tumbling down, down, down, with a long shriek wavering after him,
all the way! He does not leave his life in the air! No; but it
keeps in him till he thumps against the stones, a horribly long
while; then he lies there frightfully quiet, a dead heap of bruised
flesh and broken bones! A quiver runs through the crushed mass; and
no more movement after that! No; not if you would give your soul to
make him stir a finger! Ah, terrible! Yes, yes; I would fain fling
myself down for the very dread of it, that I might endure it once
for all, and dream of it no more!"
"How forcibly, how frightfully you conceive this!" said the
sculptor, aghast at the passionate horror which was betrayed in the
Count's words, and still more in his wild gestures and ghastly
look. "Nay, if the height of your tower affects your imagination
thus, you do wrong to trust yourself here in solitude, and in the
night-time, and at all unguarded hours. You are not safe in your
chamber. It is but a step or two; and what if a vivid dream should
lead you up hither at midnight, and act itself out as a
reality!"
Donatello had hidden his face in his hands, and was leaning
against the parapet.
"No fear of that!" said he. "Whatever the dream may be, I am too
genuine a coward to act out my own death in it."
The paroxysm passed away, and the two friends continued their
desultory talk, very much as if no such interruption had occurred.
Nevertheless, it affected the sculptor with infinite pity to see
this young man, who had been born to gladness as an assured
heritage, now involved in a misty bewilderment of grievous
thoughts, amid which he seemed to go staggering blindfold. Kenyon,
not without an unshaped suspicion of the definite fact, knew that
his condition must have resulted from the weight and gloom of life,
now first, through the agency of a secret trouble, making
themselves felt on a character that had heretofore breathed only an
atmosphere of joy. The effect of this hard lesson, upon Donatello's
intellect and disposition, was very striking. It was perceptible
that he had already had glimpses of strange and subtle matters in
those dark caverns, into which all men must descend, if they would
know anything beneath the surface and illusive pleasures of
existence. And when they emerge, though dazzled and blinded by the
first glare of daylight, they take truer and sadder views of life
forever afterwards.
From some mysterious source, as the sculptor felt assured, a
soul had been inspired into the young Count's simplicity, since
their intercourse in Rome.
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