At some of its simple cadences,
the tears came quietly into Kenyon's eyes. They welled up slowly
from his heart, which was thrilling with an emotion more delightful
than he had often felt before, but which he forbore to analyze,
lest, if he seized it, it should at once perish in his grasp.
Donatello paused two or three times, and seemed to listen,—then,
recommencing, he poured his spirit and life more earnestly into the
strain. And finally,—or else the sculptor's hope and imagination
deceived him,—soft treads were audible upon the fallen leaves.
There was a rustling among the shrubbery; a whir of wings,
moreover, that hovered in the air. It may have been all an
illusion; but Kenyon fancied that he could distinguish the
stealthy, cat-like movement of some small forest citizen, and that
he could even see its doubtful shadow, if not really its substance.
But, all at once, whatever might be the reason, there ensued a
hurried rush and scamper of little feet; and then the sculptor
heard a wild, sorrowful cry, and through the crevices of the
thicket beheld Donatello fling himself on the ground.
Emerging from his hiding-place, he saw no living thing, save a
brown lizard (it was of the tarantula species) rustling away
through the sunshine. To all present appearance, this venomous
reptile was the only creature that had responded to the young
Count's efforts to renew his intercourse with the lower orders of
nature.
"What has happened to you?" exclaimed Kenyon, stooping down over
his friend, and wondering at the anguish which he betrayed.
"Death, death!" sobbed Donatello. "They know it!"
He grovelled beside the fountain, in a fit of such passionate
sobbing and weeping, that it seemed as if his heart had broken, and
spilt its wild sorrows upon the ground. His unrestrained grief and
childish tears made Kenyon sensible in how small a degree the
customs and restraints of society had really acted upon this young
man, in spite of the quietude of his ordinary deportment. In
response to his friend's efforts to console him, he murmured words
hardly more articulate than the strange chant which he had so
recently been breathing into the air.
"They know it!" was all that Kenyon could yet distinguish,—"they
know it!"
"Who know it?" asked the sculptor. "And what is it their know?"
"They know it!" repeated Donatello, trembling. "They shun me! All
nature shrinks from me, and shudders at me! I live in the midst of
a curse, that hems me round with a circle of fire! No innocent
thing can come near me."
"Be comforted, my dear friend," said Kenyon, kneeling beside
him. "You labor under some illusion, but no curse. As for this
strange, natural spell, which you have been exercising, and of
which I have heard before, though I never believed in, nor expected
to witness it, I am satisfied that you still possess it. It was my
own half-concealed presence, no doubt, and some involuntary little
movement of mine, that scared away your forest friends."
"They are friends of mine no longer," answered Donatello.
"We all of us, as we grow older," rejoined Kenyon, "lose
somewhat of our proximity to nature. It is the price we pay for
experience."
"A heavy price, then!" said Donatello, rising from the ground.
"But we will speak no more of it. Forget this scene, my dear
friend. In your eyes, it must look very absurd. It is a grief, I
presume, to all men, to find the pleasant privileges and properties
of early life departing from them. That grief has now befallen me.
Well; I shall waste no more tears for such a cause!"
Nothing else made Kenyon so sensible of a change in Donatello,
as his newly acquired power of dealing with his own emotions, and,
after a struggle more or less fierce, thrusting them down into the
prison cells where he usually kept them confined. The restraint,
which he now put upon himself, and the mask of dull composure which
he succeeded in clasping over his still beautiful, and once
faun-like face, affected the sensitive sculptor more sadly than
even the unrestrained passion of the preceding scene. It is a very
miserable epoch, when the evil necessities of life, in our tortuous
world, first get the better of us so far as to compel us to attempt
throwing a cloud over our transparency. Simplicity increases in
value the longer we can keep it, and the further we carry it onward
into life; the loss of a child's simplicity, in the inevitable
lapse of years, causes but a natural sigh or two, because even his
mother feared that he could not keep it always. But after a young
man has brought it through his childhood, and has still worn it in
his bosom, not as an early dewdrop, but as a diamond of pure white
lustre,—it is a pity to lose it, then. And thus, when Kenyon saw
how much his friend had now to hide, and how well he hid it, he
would have wept, although his tears would have been even idler than
those which Donatello had just shed.
They parted on the lawn before the house, the Count to climb his
tower, and the sculptor to read an antique edition of Dante, which
he had found among some old volumes of Catholic devotion, in a
seldom-visited room, Tomaso met him in the entrance hall, and
showed a desire to speak.
"Our poor signorino looks very sad to-day!" he said.
"Even so, good Tomaso," replied the sculptor. "Would that we
could raise his spirits a little!"
"There might be means, Signore," answered the old butler, "if
one might but be sure that they were the right ones. We men are but
rough nurses for a sick body or a sick spirit."
"Women, you would say, my good friend, are better," said the
sculptor, struck by an intelligence in the butler's face. "That is
possible! But it depends."
"Ah; we will wait a little longer," said Tomaso, with the
customary shake of his head.
CHAPTER XXVIII
THE OWL TOWER
"Will you not show me your tower?" said the sculptor one day to
his friend.
"It is plainly enough to be seen, methinks," answered the Count,
with a kind of sulkiness that often appeared in him, as one of the
little symptoms of inward trouble.
"Yes; its exterior is visible far and wide," said Kenyon. "But
such a gray, moss-grown tower as this, however valuable as an
object of scenery, will certainly be quite as interesting inside as
out. It cannot be less than six hundred years old; the foundations
and lower story are much older than that, I should judge; and
traditions probably cling to the walls within quite as plentifully
as the gray and yellow lichens cluster on its face without."
"No doubt," replied Donatello,—"but I know little of such
things, and never could comprehend the interest which some of you
Forestieri take in them. A year or two ago an English signore, with
a venerable white beard—they say he was a magician, too—came hither
from as far off as Florence, just to see my tower."
"Ah, I have seen him at Florence," observed Kenyon. "He is a
necromancer, as you say, and dwells in an old mansion of the
Knights Templars, close by the Ponte Vecchio, with a great many
ghostly books, pictures, and antiquities, to make the house gloomy,
and one bright-eyed little girl, to keep it cheerful!"
"I know him only by his white beard," said Donatello; "but he
could have told you a great deal about the tower, and the sieges
which it has stood, and the prisoners who have been confined in it.
And he gathered up all the traditions of the Monte Beni family,
and, among the rest, the sad one which I told you at the fountain
the other day.
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