I only know law French
myself, and I am afraid that wouldn't do."
We were just finishing dinner, and he quaffed off his medicine
with a parade of carousal as if it had been wine from some choicest
bin.
"Has it any particular taste?" I said.
"No; I should not know I was not drinking water," and he got up
from his chair and began to pace up and down the room as if he were
undecided as to what he should do next.
"Shall we have coffee in the drawing-room?" I said; "or would you
like to smoke?"
"No, I think I will take a turn; it seems a pleasant evening. Look
at the afterglow; why, it is as if a great city were burning in
flames, and down there between the dark houses it is raining blood
fast. Yes, I will go out; I may be in soon, but I shall take my key;
so good-night, dear, if I don't see you again."
The door slammed behind him, and I saw him walk lightly down the
street, swinging his malacca cane, and I felt grateful to Dr.
Haberden for such an improvement.
I believe my brother came home very late that night, but he was in
a merry mood the next morning.
"I walked on without thinking where I was going," he said,
"enjoying the freshness of the air, and livened by the crowds as I
reached more frequented quarters. And then I met an old college
friend, Orford, in the press of the pavement, and then—well, we
enjoyed ourselves, I have felt what it is to be young and a man; I
find I have blood in my veins, as other men have. I made an
appointment with Orford for tonight; there will be a little party of
us at the restaurant. Yes; I shall enjoy myself for a week or two,
and hear the chimes at midnight, and then we will go for our little
trip together."
Such was the transmutation of my brother's character that in a few
days he became a lover of pleasure, a careless and merry idler of
western pavements, a hunter out of snug restaurants, and a fine
critic of fantastic dancing; he grew fat before my eyes, and said no
more of Paris, for he had clearly found his paradise in London. I
rejoiced, and yet wondered a little; for there was, I thought,
something in his gaiety that indefinitely displeased me, though I
could not have defined my feeling. But by degrees there came a
change; he returned still in the cold hours of the morning, but I
heard no more about his pleasures, and one morning as we sat at
breakfast together I looked suddenly into his eyes and saw a stranger
before me.
"Oh, Francis!" I cried. "Oh, Francis, Francis, what have you
done?" and rending sobs cut the words short. I went weeping out of
the room; for though I knew nothing, yet I knew all, and by some odd
play of thought I remembered the evening when he first went abroad,
and the picture of the sunset sky glowed before me; the clouds like a
city in burning flames, and the rain of blood. Yet I did battle with
such thoughts, resolving that perhaps, after all, no great harm had
been done, and in the evening at dinner I resolved to press him to
fix a day for our holiday in Paris. We had talked easily enough, and
my brother had just taken his medicine, which he continued all the
while. I was about to begin my topic when the words forming in my
mind vanished, and I wondered for a second what icy and intolerable
weight oppressed my heart and suffocated me as with the unutterable
horror of the coffin-lid nailed down on the living.
We had dined without candles; the room had slowly grown from
twilight to gloom, and the walls and corners were indistinct in the
shadow. But from where I sat I looked out into the street; and as I
thought of what I would say to Francis, the sky began to flush and
shine, as it had done on a well-remembered evening, and in the gap
between two dark masses that were houses an awful pageantry of flame
appeared—lurid whorls of writhed cloud, and utter depths
burning, grey masses like the fume blown from a smoking city, and an
evil glory blazing far above shot with tongues of more ardent fire,
and below as if there were a deep pool of blood. I looked down to
where my brother sat facing me, and the words were shaped on my lips,
when I saw his hand resting on the table. Between the thumb and
forefinger of the closed hand there was a mark, a small patch about
the size of a sixpence, and somewhat of the colour of a bad bruise.
Yet, by some sense I cannot define, I knew that what I saw was no
bruise at all; oh! if human flesh could burn with flame, and if flame
could be black as pitch, such was that before me. Without thought or
fashioning of words grey horror shaped within me at the sight, and in
an inner cell it was known to be a brand. For the moment the stained
sky became dark as midnight, and when the light returned to me I was
alone in the silent room, and soon after I heard my brother go
out.
Late as it was, I put on my hat and went to Dr. Haberden, and in
his great consulting room, ill lighted by a candle which the doctor
brought in with him, with stammering lips, and a voice that would
break in spite of my resolve, I told him all, from the day on which
my brother began to take the medicine down to the dreadful thing I
had seen scarcely half an hour before.
When I had done, the doctor looked at me for a minute with an
expression of great pity on his face.
"My dear Miss Leicester," he said, "you have evidently been
anxious about your brother; you have been worrying over him, I am
sure. Come, now, is it not so?"
"I have certainly been anxious," I said. "For the last week or two
I have not felt at ease."
"Quite so; you know, of course, what a queer thing the brain
is?"
"I understand what you mean; but I was not deceived. I saw what I
have told you with my own eyes."
"Yes, yes of course. But your eyes had been staring at that very
curious sunset we had tonight. That is the only explanation. You will
see it in the proper light tomorrow, I am sure. But, remember, I am
always ready to give any help that is in my power; do not scruple to
come to me, or to send for me if you are in any distress."
I went away but little comforted, all confusion and terror and
sorrow, not knowing where to turn. When my brother and I met the next
day, I looked quickly at him, and noticed, with a sickening at heart,
that the right hand, the hand on which I had clearly seen the patch
as of a black fire, was wrapped up with a handkerchief.
"What is the matter with your hand, Francis?" I said in a steady
voice.
"Nothing of consequence. I cut a finger last night, and it bled
rather awkwardly. So I did it up roughly to the best of my
ability."
"I will do it neatly for you, if you like."
"No, thank you, dear; this will answer very well. Suppose we have
breakfast; I am quite hungry."
We sat down and I watched him.
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