I need not trouble
you now with a detailed account of the painful steps which led me to
my conclusions; a few simple experiments suggested a doubt as to my
then standpoint, and a train of thought that rose from circumstances
comparatively trifling brought me far; my old conception of the
universe has been swept away, and I stand in a world that seems as
strange and awful to me as the endless waves of the ocean seen for
the first time, shining, from a peak in Darien. Now I know that the
walls of sense that seemed so impenetrable, that seemed to loom up
above the heavens and to be founded below the depths, and to shut us
in for evermore, are no such everlasting impassable barriers as we
fancied, but thinnest and most airy veils that melt away before the
seeker, and dissolve as the early mist of the morning about the
brooks. I know that you never adopted the extreme materialistic
position; you did not go about trying to prove a universal negative,
for your logical sense withheld you from that crowning absurdity; but
I am sure that you will find all that I am saying strange and
repellent to your habits of thought. Yet, Haberden, what I tell you
is the truth, nay, to adopt our common language, the sole and
scientific truth, verified by experience; and the universe is verily
more splendid and more awful than we used to dream. The whole
universe, my friend, is a tremendous sacrament; a mystic, ineffable
force and energy, veiled by an outward form of matter; and man, and
the sun and the other stars, and the flower of the grass, and the
crystal in the test-tube, are each and every one as spiritual, as
material, and subject to an inner working.
"You will perhaps wonder, Haberden, whence all this tends; but I
think a little thought will make it clear. You will understand that
from such a standpoint the whole view of things is changed, and what
we thought incredible and absurd may be possible enough. In short, we
must look at legend and belief with other eyes, and be prepared to
accept tales that had become mere fables. Indeed this is no such
great demand. After all, modern science will concede as much, in a
hypocritical manner; you must not, it is true, believe in witchcraft,
but you may credit hypnotism; ghosts are out of date, but there is a
good deal to be said for the theory of telepathy. Give superstition a
Greek name, and believe in it, should almost be a proverb.
"So much for my personal explanation. You sent me, Haberden, a
phial, stoppered and sealed, containing a small quantity of flaky
white powder, obtained from a chemist who has been dispensing it to
one of your patients. I am not surprised to hear that this powder
refused to yield any results to your analysis. It is a substance
which was known to a few many hundred years ago, but which I never
expected to have submitted to me from the shop of a modern
apothecary.
There seems no reason to doubt the truth of the man's tale; he no
doubt got, as he says, the rather uncommon salt you prescribed from
the wholesale chemist's, and it has probably remained on his shelf
for twenty years, or perhaps longer. Here what we call chance and
coincidence begin to work; during all these years the salt in the
bottle was exposed to certain recurring variations of temperature,
variations probably ranging from 40° to 80°. And, as it
happens, such changes, recurring year after year at irregular
intervals, and with varying degrees of intensity and duration, have
constituted a process, and a process so complicated and so delicate,
that I question whether modern scientific apparatus directed with the
utmost precision could produce the same result.
The white powder you sent me is something very different from the
drug you prescribed; it is the powder from which the wine of the
Sabbath, the Vinum Sabbati, was prepared. No doubt you have read of
the Witches' Sabbath, and have laughed at the tales which terrified
our ancestors; the black cats, and the broomsticks, and dooms
pronounced against some old woman's cow.
Since I have known the truth I have often reflected that it is on
the whole a happy thing that such burlesque as this is believed, for
it serves to conceal much that it is better should not be known
generally. However, if you care to read the appendix to Payne
Knight's monograph, you will find that the true Sabbath was something
very different, though the writer has very nicely refrained from
printing all he knew. The secrets of the true Sabbath were the
secrets of remote times surviving into the Middle Ages, secrets of an
evil science which existed long before Aryan man entered Europe. Men
and women, seduced from their homes on specious pretences, were met
by beings well qualified to assume, as they did assume, the part of
devils, and taken by their guides to some desolate and lonely place,
known to the initiate by long tradition, and unknown to all else.
Perhaps it was a cave in some bare and windswept hill, perhaps some
inmost recess of a great forest, and there the Sabbath was held.
There, in the blackest hour of night, the Vinum Sabbati was prepared,
and this evil gruel was poured forth and offered to the neophytes,
and they partook of an infernal sacrament; sumentes calicem principis
inferorum, as an old author well expresses it. And suddenly, each one
that had drunk found himself attended by a companion, a share of
glamour and unearthly allurement, beckoning him apart, to share in
joys more exquisite, more piercing than the thrill of any dream, to
the consummation of the marriage of the Sabbath.
It is hard to write of such things as these, and chiefly because
that shape that allured with loveliness was no hallucination, but,
awful as it is to express, the man himself. By the power of that
Sabbath wine, a few grains of white powder thrown into a glass of
water, the house of life was riven asunder and the human trinity
dissolved, and the worm which never dies, that which lies sleeping
within us all, was made tangible and an external thing, and clothed
with a garment of flesh. And then, in the hour of midnight, the
primal fall was repeated and re-presented, and the awful thing veiled
in the mythos of the Tree in the Garden was done anew. Such was the
nuptiæ Sabbati.
"I prefer to say no more; you, Haberden, know as well as I do that
the most trivial laws of life are not to be broken with impunity; and
for so terrible an act as this, in which the very inmost place of the
temple was broken open and defiled, a terrible vengeance followed.
What began with corruption ended also with corruption."
Underneath is the following in Dr. Haberden's writing:—"The
whole of the above is unfortunately strictly and entirely true. Your
brother confessed all to me on that morning when I saw him in his
room. My attention was first attracted to the bandaged hand, and I
forced him to show it to me. What I saw made me, a medical man of
many years' standing, grow sick with loathing, and the story I was
forced to listen to was infinitely more frightful than I could have
believed possible. It has tempted me to doubt the Eternal Goodness
which can permit nature to offer such hideous possibilities; and if
you had not with your own eyes seen the end, I should have said to
you—disbelieve it all. I have not, I think, many more weeks to
live, but you are young, and may forget all this.
Joseph Haberden,
M.D.
In the course of two or three months I heard that Dr. Haberden had
died at sea shortly after the ship left England.
THE END
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