“How clever of you,
Tim!”—and thus confirmed it.
Thenceforward this was established in his life—that Sleep and her
attendant Dreams hid during the daytime in that unused portion of the
great Elizabethan mansion called the Other Wing. This other wing was
unoccupied, its corridors untrodden, its windows shuttered and its
rooms all closed. At various places green baize doors led into it, but
no one ever opened them.
For many years this part had been shut up; and for the children,
properly speaking, it was out of bounds. They never mentioned it as a
possible place, at any rate; in hide-and-seek it was not considered,
even; there was a hint of the inaccessible about the Other Wing.
Shadows, dust, and silence had it to themselves.
But Tim, having ideas of his own about everything, possessed
special information about the Other Wing. He believed it was
inhabited. Who occupied the immense series of empty rooms, who trod
the spacious corridors, who passed to and fro behind the shuttered
windows, he had not known exactly. He had called these occupants
“they,” and the most important among them was “The Ruler.” The Ruler of the Other Wing was a kind of deity, powerful, far away, ever present
yet never seen.
And about this Ruler he had a wonderful conception for a little
boy; he connected her, somehow, with deep thoughts of his own, the
deepest of all. When he made up adventures to the moon, to the stars,
or to the bottom of the sea, adventures that he lived inside himself as
it were—to reach them he must invariably pass through the chambers of
the Other Wing. Those.corridors and halls, the Nightmare Passage among
them, lay along the route; they were the first stage of the journey.
Once the green baize doors swung to behind him and the long dim passage
stretched ahead, he was well on his way into the adventure of the
moment; the Nightmare Passage once passed, he was safe from capture;
but once the shutters of a window had been flung open, he was free of
the gigantic world that lay beyond. For then light poured in and he
could see his way.
The conception, for a child, was curious. It established a
correspondence between the mysterious chambers of the Other Wing and
the occupied, but unguessed chambers of his Inner Being. Through these
chambers, through these darkened corridors, along a passage, sometimes
dangerous, or at least of questionable repute, he must pass to find
all adventures that were real.
The light—when he pierced far enough to take the shutters
down—was discovery. Tim did not actually think, much less say, all
this. He was aware of it, however. He felt it. The Other Wing was
inside himself as well as through the green baize doors. His inner ma
of wonder included both of them.
But now, for the first time in his life, he knew who lived there
and who the Ruler was. A shutter had fallen of its own accord; light
poured in; he made a guess, and Mother had confirmed it. Sleep and her
Little Ones, the host of dreams, were the daylight occupants. They
stole out when the darkness fell. All adventures in life began and
ended by a dream—discoverable by first passing through the Other
Wing.
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