It had been thus ever since his talk with Mother and Father.
And so he came to make a second discovery: His parents did not really
believe in his Figure. She kept away on that account. They doubted
her; she hid. Here was still another incentive to go and find her
out. He ached for her, she was so kind, she gave herself so much
trouble—just for his little self in the big and lonely bedroom. Yet
his parents spoke of her as though she were of no account. He longed
to see her, face to face, and tell her that he believed in her and
loved her. For he was positive she would like to hear it. She cared.
Though he had fallen asleep of late too quickly for him to see her
flash in at the door, he had known nicer dreams than ever in his life
before-travelling dreams. And it was she who sent them. More—he was
sure she took him out with her.
One evening, in the dusk of a March day, his opportunity came; and
only just in time, for his brother Jack was expected home from school
on the morrow, and with Jack in the other bed, no Figure would ever
care to show itself. Also it was Easter, and after Easter, though Tim
was not aware of it at the time, he was to say good-bye finally to
governesses and become a day-boarder at a preparatory school for
Wellington. The opportunity offered itself so naturally, moreover, that
Tim took it without hesitation. It never occurred to him to question,
much less to refuse it. The thing was obviously meant to be. For he
found himself unexpectedly in front of a green baize door; and the
green baize door was—-swinging! Somebody, therefore, had just passed
through it.
It had come about in this wise. Father, away in Scotland, at
Inglemuir, the shooting place, was expected back next morning; Mother
had driven over to the church upon some Easter business or other; and
the governess had been allowed her holiday at home in France. Tim,
therefore, had the run of the house, and in the hour between tea and
bed-time he made good use of it. Fully able to defy such second-rate
obstacles as nurses and butlers, he explored all manner of forbidden
places with ardent thoroughness, arriving finally in the sacred
precincts of his father’s study. This wonderful room was the very
heart and centre of the whole big house; he had been birched here long
ago; here, too, his father had told him with a grave yet smiling face:
“You’ve got a new companion, Tim, a little sister; you must be very
kind to her.” Also, it was the place where all the money was kept.
What he called “father’s jolly smell” was strong in it—-papers,
tobacco, books, flavoured by hunting crops and gunpowder.
At first he felt awed, standing motionless just inside the door;
but presently, recovering equilibrium, he moved cautiously on tiptoe
towards the gigantic desk where important papers were piled in untidy
patches. These he did not touch; but beside them his quick eye noted
the jagged piece of iron shell his father brought home from his
Crimean campaign and now used as a letter-weight. It was difficult to
lift, however. He climbed into the comfortable chair and swung.round
and round. It was a swivel-chair, and he sank down among the cushions
in it, staring at the strange things on the great desk before him, as
if fascinated.
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