His presence acted as a mildew on all
social intercourse or enjoyment; the game was marred, and ended ere
ever it was well begun. There were whisperings apart—the party
separated, and, in order to shake off the blighting influence of
this dogged persecutor, they entered sundry houses of their
acquaintances, with an understanding that they were to meet on the
Links for a game at cricket.
They did so; and, stripping off part of their clothes, they
began that violent and spirited game. They had not played five
minutes till Wringhim was stalking in the midst of them, and
totally impeding the play. A cry arose from all corners of: "Oh,
this will never do. Kick him out of the play-ground! Knock down the
scoundrel; or bind him, and let him lie in peace."
"By no means," cried George. "It is evident he wants nothing
else. Pray do not humour him so much as to touch him with either
foot or finger." Then, turning to a friend, he said in a whisper:
"Speak to him, Gordon; he surely will not refuse to let us have the
ground to ourselves, if you request it of him."
Gordon went up to him, and requested of him, civilly, but
ardently, "to retire to a certain distance, else none of them could
or would be answerable, however sore he might be hurt."
He turned disdainfully on his heel, uttered a kind of pulpit
hem! and then added, "I will take my chance of that; hurt me, any
of you, at your peril."
The young gentlemen smiled, through spite and disdain of the
dogged animal. Gordon followed him up, and tried to remonstrate
with him; but he let him know that "it was his pleasure to be there
at that time; and, unless he could demonstrate to him what superior
right he and his party had to that ground, in preference to him,
and to the exclusion of all others, he was determined to assert his
right, and the rights of his fellow-citizens, by keeping possession
of whatsoever part of that common field he chose."
"You are no gentleman, Sir," said Gordon.
"Are you one, Sir?" said the other.
"Yes, Sir. I will let you know that I am, by G—!"
"Then, thanks be to Him whose name you have profaned, I am none,
If one of the party be a gentleman, I do hope in God am not!"
It was now apparent to them all that he was courting obloquy and
manual chastisement from their hands, if by any means he could
provoke them to the deed; and, apprehensive that he had some
sinister and deep-laid design in hunting after such a singular
favour, they wisely restrained one another from inflicting the
punishment that each of them yearned to bestow, personally, and
which he so well deserved.
But the unpopularity of the younger George Colwan could no
longer be concealed from his associates. It was manifested wherever
the populace were assembled; and his young and intimate friend,
Adam Gordon, was obliged to warn him of the circumstance that he
might not be surprised at the gentlemen of their acquaintance
withdrawing themselves from his society, as they could not be seen
with him without being insulted. George thanked him; and it was
agreed between them that the former should keep himself retired
during the daytime while he remained in Edinburgh, and that at
night they should meet together, along with such of their
companions as were disengaged.
George found it every day more and more necessary to adhere to
this system of seclusion; for it was not alone the hisses of the
boys and populace that pursued him—a fiend of more malignant aspect
was ever at his elbow, in the form of his brother. To whatever
place of amusement he betook himself, and however well he concealed
his intentions of going there from all flesh living, there was his
brother Wringhim also, and always within a few yards of him,
generally about the same distance, and ever and anon darting looks
at him that chilled his very soul. They were looks that cannot be
described; but they were felt piercing to the bosom's deepest core.
They affected even the onlookers in a very particular manner, for
all whose eyes caught a glimpse of these hideous glances followed
them to the object towards which they were darted: the gentlemanly
and mild demeanour of that object generally calmed their startled
apprehensions; for no one ever yet noted the glances of the young
man's eye, in the black coat, at the face of his brother, who did
not at first manifest strong symptoms of alarm.
George became utterly confounded; not only at the import of this
persecution, but how in the world it came to pass that this
unaccountable being knew all his motions, and every intention of
his heart, as it were intuitively. On consulting his own previous
feelings and resolutions, he found that the circumstances of his
going to such and such a place were often the most casual incidents
in nature—the caprice of a moment had carried him there, and yet he
had never sat or stood many minutes till there was the selfsame
being, always in the same position with regard to himself, as
regularly as the shadow is cast from the substance, or the ray of
light from the opposing denser medium.
For instance, he remembered one day of setting out with the
intention of going to attend divine worship in the High Church, and
when, within a short space of its door, he was overtaken by young
Kilpatrick of Closeburn, who was bound to the Grey-Friars to see
his sweetheart, as he said: "and if you will go with me, Colwan,"
said he, "I will let you see her too, and then you will be just as
far forward as I am."
George assented at once, and went; and, after taking his seat,
he leaned his head forwards on the pew to repeat over to himself a
short ejaculatory prayer, as had always been his custom on entering
the house of God. When he had done, he lifted his eye naturally
towards that point on his right hand where the fierce apparition of
his brother had been wont to meet his view: there he was, in the
same habit, form, demeanour, and precise point of distance, as
usual! George again laid down his head, and his mind was so
astounded that he had nearly fallen into a swoon. He tried shortly
after to muster up courage to look at the speaker, at the
congregation, and at Captain Kilpatrick's sweetheart in particular;
but the fiendish glances of the young man in the black clothes were
too appalling to be withstood—his eye caught them whether he was
looking that way or not: at length his courage was fairly mastered,
and he was obliged to look down during the remainder of the
service.
By night or by day it was the same. In the gallery of the
Parliament House, in the boxes of the play-house, in the church, in
the assembly, in the streets, suburbs, and the fields; and every
day, and every hour, from the first rencounter of the two, the
attendance became more and more constant, more inexplicable, and
altogether more alarming and insufferable, until at last George was
fairly driven from society, and forced to spend his days in his and
his father's lodgings with closed doors. Even there, he was
constantly harassed with the idea that, the next time he lifted his
eyes, he would to a certainty see that face, the most repulsive to
all his feelings of aught the earth contained. The attendance of
that brother was now become like the attendance of a demon on some
devoted being that had sold himself to destruction; his approaches
as undiscerned, and his looks as fraught with hideous malignity. It
was seldom that he saw him either following him in the streets, or
entering any house or church after him; he only appeared in his
place, George wist not how, or whence; and, having sped so ill in
his first friendly approaches, he had never spoken to his equivocal
attendant a second time.
It came at length into George's head, as he was pondering, by
himself, on the circumstances of this extraordinary attendance,
that perhaps his brother had relented, and, though of so sullen and
unaccommodating a temper that he would not acknowledge it, or beg a
reconciliation, it might be for that very purpose that he followed
his steps night and day in that extraordinary manner. "I cannot for
my life see for what other purpose it can be," thought he. "He
never offers to attempt my life; nor dares he, if he had the
inclination; therefore, although his manner is peculiarly repulsive
to me, I shall not have my mind burdened with the reflection that
my own mother's son yearned for a reconciliation with me and was
repulsed by my haughty and insolent behaviour. The next time he
comes to my hand, I am resolved that I will accost him as one
brother ought to address another, whatever it may cost me; and, if
I am still flouted with disdain, then shall the blame rest with
him."
After this generous resolution, it was a good while before his
gratuitous attendant appeared at his side again; and George began
to think that his visits were discontinued. The hope was a relief
that could not be calculated; but still George had a feeling that
it was too supreme to last. His enemy had been too pertinacious to
abandon his design, whatever it was. He, however, began to indulge
in a little more liberty, and for several days he enjoyed it with
impunity.
George was, from infancy, of a stirring active disposition and
could not endure confinement; and, having been of late much
restrained in his youthful exercises by this singular persecutor,
he grew uneasy under such restraint, and, one morning, chancing to
awaken very early, he arose to make an excursion to the top of
Arthur's Seat, to breathe the breeze of the dawning, and see the
sun arise out of the eastern ocean. The morning was calm and
serene; and as he walked down the south back of the Canongate,
towards the Palace, the haze was so close around him that he could
not see the houses on the opposite side of the way. As he passed
the Lord-Commissioner's house, the guards were in attendance, who
cautioned him not to go by the Palace, as all the gates would be
shut and guarded for an hour to come, on which he went by the back
of St. Anthony's gardens, and found his way into that little
romantic glade adjoining to the saint's chapel and well. He was
still involved in a blue haze, like a dense smoke, but yet in the
midst of it the respiration was the most refreshing and delicious.
The grass and the flowers were loaden with dew; and, on taking off
his hat to wipe his forehead, he perceived that the black glossy
fur of which his chaperon was wrought was all covered with a tissue
of the most delicate silver—a fairy web, composed of little
spheres, so minute that no eye could discern any of them; yet there
they were shining in lovely millions.
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