But the white man’s ways and his
life and his God are not the Indian’s. They never can be.”
How strangely productive of thought for Shefford to hear the Indian
talk! What fatality in this meeting and friendship! Upon Nas Ta Bega
had been forced education, training, religion, that had made him
something more and something less than an Indian. It was something
assimilated from the white man which made the Indian unhappy and alien
in his own home–something meant to be good for him and his kind that
had ruined him. For Shefford felt the passion and the tragedy of this
Navajo.
“Bi Nai, the Indian is dying!” Nas Ta Bega’s low voice was deep and
wonderful with its intensity of feeling. “The white man robbed the
Indian of lands and homes, drove him into the deserts, made him a
gaunt and sleepless spiller of blood. . . . The blood is all spilled
now, for the Indian is broken. But the white man sells him rum and
seduces his daughters. . . . He will not leave the Indian in peace
with his own God! . . . Bi Nai, the Indian is dying!”
. . . . . . . . . . .
That night Shefford lay in his blankets out under the open sky and the
stars. The earth had never meant much to him, and now it was a bed.
He had preached of the heavens, but until now had never studied them.
An Indian slept beside him. And not until the gray of morning had
blotted out the starlight did Shefford close his eyes.
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