. .
"Nothing!" repeated Captain Giles, giving some signs of quiet,
deliberate indignation. "Kent warned me you were a peculiar young
fellow. You will tell me next that a command is nothing to you—and
after all the trouble I've taken, too!"
"The trouble!" I murmured, uncomprehending. What trouble? All I
could remember was being mystified and bored by his conversation
for a solid hour after tiffin. And he called that taking a lot of
trouble.
He was looking at me with a self-complacency which would have
been odious in any other man. All at once, as if a page of a book
had been turned over disclosing a word which made plain all that
had gone before, I perceived that this matter had also another than
an ethical aspect.
And still I did not move. Captain Giles lost his patience a
little. With an angry puff at his pipe he turned his back on my
hesitation.
But it was not hesitation on my part. I had been, if I may
express myself so, put out of gear mentally. But as soon as I had
convinced myself that this stale, unprofitable world of my
discontent contained such a thing as a command to be seized, I
recovered my powers of locomotion.
It's a good step from the Officers' Home to the Harbour Office;
but with the magic word "Command" in my head I found myself
suddenly on the quay as if transported there in the twinkling of an
eye, before a portal of dressed white stone above a flight of
shallow white steps.
All this seemed to glide toward me swiftly. The whole great
roadstead to the right was just a mere flicker of blue, and the dim
cool hall swallowed me up out of the heat and glare of which I had
not been aware till the very moment I passed in from it.
The broad inner staircase insinuated itself under my feet
somehow. Command is a strong magic. The first human beings I
perceived distinctly since I had parted with the indignant back of
Captain Giles were the crew of the harbour steam-launch lounging on
the spacious landing about the curtained archway of the shipping
office.
It was there that my buoyancy abandoned me. The atmosphere of
officialdom would kill anything that breathes the air of human
endeavour, would extinguish hope and fear alike in the supremacy of
paper and ink. I passed heavily under the curtain which the Malay
coxswain of the harbour launch raised for me. There was nobody in
the office except the clerks, writing in two industrious rows. But
the head Shipping-Master hopped down from his elevation and hurried
along on the thick mats to meet me in the broad central
passage.
He had a Scottish name, but his complexion was of a rich olive
hue, his short beard was jet black, and his eyes, also black, had a
languishing expression. He asked confidentially:
"You want to see Him?"
All lightness of spirit and body having departed from me at the
touch of officialdom, I looked at the scribe without animation and
asked in my turn wearily:
"What do you think? Is it any use?"
"My goodness! He has asked for you twice today."
This emphatic He was the supreme authority, the Marine
Superintendent, the Harbour-Master—a very great person in the eyes
of every single quill-driver in the room. But that was nothing to
the opinion he had of his own greatness.
Captain Ellis looked upon himself as a sort of divine (pagan)
emanation, the deputy-Neptune for the circumambient seas. If he did
not actually rule the waves, he pretended to rule the fate of the
mortals whose lives were cast upon the waters.
This uplifting illusion made him inquisitorial and peremptory.
And as his temperament was choleric there were fellows who were
actually afraid of him. He was redoubtable, not in virtue of his
office, but because of his unwarrantable assumptions. I had never
had anything to do with him before.
I said: "Oh! He has asked for me twice. Then perhaps I had
better go in."
"You must! You must!"
The Shipping-Master led the way with a mincing gait around the
whole system of desks to a tall and important-looking door, which
he opened with a deferential action of the arm.
He stepped right in (but without letting go of the handle) and,
after gazing reverently down the room for a while, beckoned me in
by a silent jerk of the head. Then he slipped out at once and shut
the door after me most delicately.
Three lofty windows gave on the harbour. There was nothing in
them but the dark-blue sparkling sea and the paler luminous blue of
the sky. My eye caught in the depths and distances of these blue
tones the white speck of some big ship just arrived and about to
anchor in the outer roadstead. A ship from home—after perhaps
ninety days at sea. There is something touching about a ship coming
in from sea and folding her white wings for a rest.
The next thing I saw was the top-knot of silver hair surmounting
Captain Ellis' smooth red face, which would have been apoplectic if
it hadn't had such a fresh appearance.
Our deputy-Neptune had no beard on his chin, and there was no
trident to be seen standing in a corner anywhere, like an umbrella.
But his hand was holding a pen—the official pen, far mightier than
the sword in making or marring the fortune of simple toiling men.
He was looking over his shoulder at my advance.
When I had come well within range he saluted me by a
nerve-shattering: "Where have you been all this time?"
As it was no concern of his I did not take the slightest notice
of the shot. I said simply that I had heard there was a master
needed for some vessel, and being a sailing-ship man I thought I
would apply.
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