Never leave the chair! I came up a Reuther man, you know that, Frank. Lifelong. It’s these gangsters in Washington. All of them. They’re all goddamn criminals, want to run me in the ground. Retire me out of the gasket business. What’s going on at home, anyway? You still divorced?”
“Things’re great, Henry. Today’s Ralph’s birthday.”
“Is that so?” Henry does not like to talk about this, I know, but for me it is a day of some importance, and I don’t mind mentioning it.
“I think he would’ve made a fine adult, Henry. I’m sure of that.”
For a moment then there is stupefied emptiness in our connection while we think over lost chances.
“Why don’t you come out here and we’ll get drunk,” Henry says abruptly. “I’ll have Lula fix duck en brochette. I killed the sons-of-bitches myself. We can call up some whores. I’ve got their private phone numbers right here. Don’t think I don’t call them, either.”
“That’d be great, Henry. But I’m not alone.”
“Got a shady lady with you yourself?” Henry guffaws.
“No, a nice girl.”
“Where’re you staying?”
“Downtown. I have to go back tomorrow. I’m on business today.”
“Okay, okay. Tell me why you think our golfing friend left you, Frank? Tell the truth. I can’t get it off my mind today, for some damn reason.”
“I think she wanted her life put back in her own hands, Henry. There’s not much else to it.”
“She always thought I ruined her life for men. It’s a hell of a thing to hear. I never ruined anybody’s life. And neither did you.”
“I don’t really think she thinks that now.”
“She told me she did last week! As late as that. I’m glad I’m old. It’s enough life. You’re here, then you’re not.”
“I wasn’t always such a great guy, Henry. I tried hard but sometimes you can just fool yourself about yourself.”
“Forget all that,” Henry says. “God forgave Noah. You can forgive yourself. Who’s your shady lady?”
“You’d like her.
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