They are excessively unpleasant. There is a feeling
exactly like that one has upon a switchback—of a helpless headlong
motion! I felt the same horrible anticipation, too, of an imminent
smash. As I put on pace, night followed day like the flapping of a
black wing. The dim suggestion of the laboratory seemed presently
to fall away from me, and I saw the sun hopping swiftly across the
sky, leaping it every minute, and every minute marking a day. I
supposed the laboratory had been destroyed and I had come into the
open air. I had a dim impression of scaffolding, but I was already
going too fast to be conscious of any moving things. The slowest
snail that ever crawled dashed by too fast for me. The twinkling
succession of darkness and light was excessively painful to the
eye. Then, in the intermittent darknesses, I saw the moon spinning
swiftly through her quarters from new to full, and had a faint
glimpse of the circling stars. Presently, as I went on, still
gaining velocity, the palpitation of night and day merged into one
continuous greyness; the sky took on a wonderful deepness of blue,
a splendid luminous color like that of early twilight; the jerking
sun became a streak of fire, a brilliant arch, in space; the moon a
fainter fluctuating band; and I could see nothing of the stars,
save now and then a brighter circle flickering in the blue.
'The landscape was misty and vague. I was still on the hill-side
upon which this house now stands, and the shoulder rose above me
grey and dim. I saw trees growing and changing like puffs of
vapour, now brown, now green; they grew, spread, shivered, and
passed away. I saw huge buildings rise up faint and fair, and pass
like dreams. The whole surface of the earth seemed changed—melting
and flowing under my eyes. The little hands upon the dials that
registered my speed raced round faster and faster. Presently I
noted that the sun belt swayed up and down, from solstice to
solstice, in a minute or less, and that consequently my pace was
over a year a minute; and minute by minute the white snow flashed
across the world, and vanished, and was followed by the bright,
brief green of spring.
'The unpleasant sensations of the start were less poignant now.
They merged at last into a kind of hysterical exhilaration. I
remarked indeed a clumsy swaying of the machine, for which I was
unable to account. But my mind was too confused to attend to it, so
with a kind of madness growing upon me, I flung myself into
futurity. At first I scarce thought of stopping, scarce thought of
anything but these new sensations. But presently a fresh series of
impressions grew up in my mind—a certain curiosity and therewith a
certain dread—until at last they took complete possession of me.
What strange developments of humanity, what wonderful advances upon
our rudimentary civilization, I thought, might not appear when I
came to look nearly into the dim elusive world that raced and
fluctuated before my eyes! I saw great and splendid architecture
rising about me, more massive than any buildings of our own time,
and yet, as it seemed, built of glimmer and mist. I saw a richer
green flow up the hill-side, and remain there, without any wintry
intermission. Even through the veil of my confusion the earth
seemed very fair. And so my mind came round to the business of
stopping.
'The peculiar risk lay in the possibility of my finding some
substance in the space which I, or the machine, occupied. So long
as I travelled at a high velocity through time, this scarcely
mattered; I was, so to speak, attenuated—was slipping like a vapour
through the interstices of intervening substances! But to come to a
stop involved the jamming of myself, molecule by molecule, into
whatever lay in my way; meant bringing my atoms into such intimate
contact with those of the obstacle that a profound chemical
reaction—possibly a far-reaching explosion—would result, and blow
myself and my apparatus out of all possible dimensions—into the
Unknown. This possibility had occurred to me again and again while
I was making the machine; but then I had cheerfully accepted it as
an unavoidable risk—one of the risks a man has got to take! Now the
risk was inevitable, I no longer saw it in the same cheerful light.
The fact is that, insensibly, the absolute strangeness of
everything, the sickly jarring and swaying of the machine, above
all, the feeling of prolonged falling, had absolutely upset my
nerve. I told myself that I could never stop, and with a gust of
petulance I resolved to stop forthwith. Like an impatient fool, I
lugged over the lever, and incontinently the thing went reeling
over, and I was flung headlong through the air.
'There was the sound of a clap of thunder in my ears. I may have
been stunned for a moment. A pitiless hail was hissing round me,
and I was sitting on soft turf in front of the overset machine.
Everything still seemed grey, but presently I remarked that the
confusion in my ears was gone. I looked round me.
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