They say it was the boy's fault. But poor James was so nervous,
God be merciful to him!"
"And was that it?" said my aunt. "I heard something...."
Eliza nodded.
"That affected his mind," she said. "After that he began to mope by
himself, talking to no one and wandering about by himself. So one night he
was wanted for to go on a call and they couldn't find him anywhere. They
looked high up and low down; and still they couldn't see a sight of him
anywhere. So then the clerk suggested to try the chapel. So then they got
the keys and opened the chapel and the clerk and Father O'Rourke and
another priest that was there brought in a light for to look for him....
And what do you think but there he was, sitting up by himself in the dark
in his confession-box, wide-awake and laughing-like softly to himself?"
She stopped suddenly as if to listen. I too listened; but there was no
sound in the house: and I knew that the old priest was lying still in his
coffin as we had seen him, solemn and truculent in death, an idle chalice
on his breast.
Eliza resumed:
"Wide-awake and laughing-like to himself.... So then, of course, when they
saw that, that made them think that there was something gone wrong with
him...."
AN ENCOUNTER
IT WAS Joe Dillon who introduced the Wild West to us. He had a little
library made up of old numbers of The Union Jack, Pluck and The Halfpenny
Marvel. Every evening after school we met in his back garden and arranged
Indian battles. He and his fat young brother Leo, the idler, held the loft
of the stable while we tried to carry it by storm; or we fought a pitched
battle on the grass. But, however well we fought, we never won siege or
battle and all our bouts ended with Joe Dillon's war dance of victory. His
parents went to eight-o'clock mass every morning in Gardiner Street and
the peaceful odour of Mrs. Dillon was prevalent in the hall of the house.
But he played too fiercely for us who were younger and more timid. He
looked like some kind of an Indian when he capered round the garden, an
old tea-cosy on his head, beating a tin with his fist and yelling:
"Ya! yaka, yaka, yaka!"
Everyone was incredulous when it was reported that he had a vocation for
the priesthood. Nevertheless it was true.
A spirit of unruliness diffused itself among us and, under its influence,
differences of culture and constitution were waived. We banded ourselves
together, some boldly, some in jest and some almost in fear: and of the
number of these latter, the reluctant Indians who were afraid to seem
studious or lacking in robustness, I was one. The adventures related in
the literature of the Wild West were remote from my nature but, at least,
they opened doors of escape. I liked better some American detective
stories which were traversed from time to time by unkempt fierce and
beautiful girls. Though there was nothing wrong in these stories and
though their intention was sometimes literary they were circulated
secretly at school. One day when Father Butler was hearing the four pages
of Roman History clumsy Leo Dillon was discovered with a copy of The
Halfpenny Marvel.
"This page or this page? This page Now, Dillon, up! 'Hardly had the
day'... Go on! What day? 'Hardly had the day dawned'... Have you studied
it? What have you there in your pocket?"
Everyone's heart palpitated as Leo Dillon handed up the paper and everyone
assumed an innocent face. Father Butler turned over the pages, frowning.
"What is this rubbish?" he said. "The Apache Chief! Is this what you read
instead of studying your Roman History? Let me not find any more of this
wretched stuff in this college. The man who wrote it, I suppose, was some
wretched fellow who writes these things for a drink. I'm surprised at boys
like you, educated, reading such stuff. I could understand it if you
were...
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