Bartlett, he became
estranged from all the hard-bitten and puritanical members of the
Joyner clan. Not long thereafter, Amelia died. After his wife's
death, Webber's liaison with Mrs. Bartlett continued, to the scandal
of the public and the thin-lipped outrage of his wife's people.
Mark Joyner, Amelia's older brother, was a man
who, after a child hood and youth of bitter poverty, was in the way
of accumulating a modest competence in the hardware business. With
Mag, his wife, he lived in a bright red brick house with hard, new,
cement columns before it--everything about it as hard, new, ugly,
bold, and raw as new got wealth. Mag was a pious Baptist, and her
sense of outraged righteousness at the open scandal of John Webber's
life went beyond the limits of embittered speech. She worked on Mark,
talking to him day and night about his duty to his sister's child,
until at last, with a full consciousness of the approval of all good
people, they took the boy, George, from his father.
The
boy had been devoted to his father, but now the Joyners made him one
of them. From this time forth, with the sanction of the courts, they
kept him.
George Webber's childhood
with his mountain kinsmen was, in spite of his sunny disposition, a
dark and melancholy one. His status was really that of a charity boy,
the poor relation of the clan. He did not live in the fine new house
with his Uncle Mark. Instead, he lived in the little one-story frame
house which his grandfather, Lafayette Joyner, had built with his own
hands forty years before when he came to town.
This
little house was on the same plot of ground as Mark Joyner's new
brick house, a little to the right and to the rear, obscured and
dwarfed by its more splendid neighbor.
Here
John Webber's little boy was growing up, under the guardian ship of a
rusty crone of fate, Aunt Maw, a spinstress, his mother's oldest
sister, old Lafayette's first child. Born thirty years before Amelia,
Aunt Maw was in her seventies, but like some weird sister who
preaches doom forever but who never dies, it seemed that she was
ageless and eternal. From this dark old aunt of doom, and from the
drawling voices of his Joyner kin, a dark picture of his mother's
world, his mother's time, all the universe of the Joyner lives and
blood, was built up darkly, was wrought out slowly, darkly, with an
undefined but over whelming horror, in the memory, mind, and spirit
of the boy. On Win ter evenings, as Aunt Maw talked in her croaking
monotone by the light of a greasy little lamp--they never had
electric lights in his grandfather's cottage--George heard lost
voices in the mountains long ago, the wind-torn rawness, the desolate
bleakness of lost days in March along clay-rutted roads in the bleak
hills a hundred years ago: Someone was dead in a hill cabin long ago.
It was night. He heard the howling of the wind about the eaves of
March. He was within the cabin. The rude, bare boards creaked to the
tread of feet. There was no light except the flickering light of
pine, the soft, swift flare of resinous wood, the crumbling ash.
Against the wall, upon a bed, lay a sheeted figure of someone who had
died. Around the flickering fire flame at the hearth, the drawling
voices of the Joyners, one hundred years ago. The quiet, drawling
voices of the Joyners who could never die and who at tended the death
of others like certain doom and prophecy. And in the room again there
was a soft and sudden flare of pine flame flickering on the faces of
the Joyners, a smell of camphor and of turpentine--a slow, dark
horror in the blooded memory of the boy he could not utter.
In these and in a thousand other ways, from
every intonation of Aunt Maw's life and memory, he heard lost voices
in the hills long, long ago, saw cloud shadows passing in the
wilderness, listened to the rude and wintry desolation of March winds
that howl through the sere grasses of the mountain meadows in the
month before the month when Spring is come. It came to him at night,
in Winter from a room before a dying fire, in Summer from the porch
of his grandfather's little house, where Aunt Maw sat with other
rusty, aged crones of her own blood and kin, with their unceasing
chronicle of death and doom and terror and lost people in the hills
long, long ago. It came to him in all they said and did, in the whole
dark image of the world they came from, and something lost and
stricken in the hills long, long ago.
And
they were always right, invincibly right, triumphant over death and
all the miseries they had seen and known, lived and fed upon. And he
was of their blood and bone, and desperately he felt somehow like
life's criminal, some pariah, an outcast to their invincible
rightness, their infallible goodness, their unsullied integrity. They
filled him with a nameless horror of the lost and lonely world of the
old-time, forgotten hills from which they came, with a loathing, with
a speechless dread.
His father was a
bad man. He knew it. He had heard the chronicle of his father's
infamy recounted a thousand times. The story of his father's crimes,
his father's sinfulness, his father's lecherous, godless, and immoral
life was written on his heart. And yet the image of his father's
world was pleasant and good, and full of secret warmth and joy to
him. All of the parts of town, all of the places, lands, and things
his father's life had touched seemed full of happiness and joy to
him.
He knew that it was wicked.
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