It was a
picture made up of such specific localities as his father's brick and
lumber yard; Ed Battle's cigar and tobacco store--this was a place
where he met and passed his father every Sunday morning on his way to
Sunday School; John Forman's barber shop on the northwest corner of
the Square, and the grizzled, inky heads, the well-known faces, of
the negro barbers-
John Forman was a
negro, and George Webber's father went to his shop almost every day
in the week; the corrugated tin front and the little dusty office of
Miller and Cashman's livery stable, another rendezvous of his
father's; the stalls and booths of the City Market, which was in a
kind of great, sloping, concrete basement underneath the City Hall;
the fire department, with its arched doors, the wooden stomping of
great hoofs, and its circle of shirt-sleeved men--firemen, baseball
players, and local idlers--sitting in split-bottom chairs of
evenings; the look and feet of cellars everywhere--for this,
curiously, was one of his strong obsessions--he always had a love of
secret and enclosed places; the interiors of theatres, and the old
Opera House on nights when a show was in town; McCormack's drug
store, over at the southwest corner of the Square opposite his
uncle's hardware store, with its onyx fountain, its slanting wooden
fans, its cool and dark interior, and its clean and aromatic smells;
Sawyer's grocery store, in one of the old brick buildings over on the
north side of the Square, with its groaning plenty, its crowded
shelves, its great pickle barrels, flour bins, coffee grinders, slabs
of bacon, and its aproned clerks with straw cuffs on their sleeves;
any kind of carnival or circus grounds; anything that had to do with
railway stations, depots, trains, engines, freight cars, station
yards. All of these things, and a thousand others, he had con nected
in a curious but powerful identity with the figure of his father; and
because his buried affections and desires drew him so strongly to
these things, he felt somehow that they must be bad because he
thought them "good," and that he liked them because he was
wicked, and his father's son.
His whole
picture of his father's world--the world in which his father
moved--as he built it in his brain with all the naïve but passionate
intensity of childhood, was not unlike a Currier and Ives drawing,
except that here the canvas was more crowded and the scale more
large. It was a world that was drawn in very bright and very innocent
and very thrilling colors--a world where the grass was very, very
green, the trees sumptuous and full-bodied, the streams like
sapphire, and the skies a crystal blue. It was a rich, compact,
precisely executed world, in which there were no rough edges and no
bleak vacancies, no desolate and empty gaps.
In
later years, George Webber actually discovered such a world as this
in two places. One was the small countryside community in southern
Pennsylvania from which his father had come, with its pattern of
great red barns, prim brick houses, white fences, and swelling
fields, some green with the perfection of young wheat, others rolling
strips of bronze, with red earth, and with the dead-still bloom of
apple orchards on the hills--all of it as exactly rich, precise,
unwasteful, and exciting as any of his childhood dreams could have
imagined it. The other was in certain sections of Germany and the
Austrian Tyrol--places like the Black Forest and the Forest of
Thuringia, and towns like Weimar, Eisenach, old Frankfort, Kufstein
on the Austrian border, and Innsbruck.
2
Three O'Clock
TWENTY-FIVE YEARS AGO OR THEREABOUTS, ONE AFTERNOON
IN MAY, George Webber was lying stretched out in the grass before his
uncle's house in Old Catawba.
Isn't Old
Catawba a wonderful name? People up North or out West or in other
parts of the world don't know much about it, and they don't speak
about it often. But really when you know the place and think about it
more and more its name is wonderful.
Old
Catawba is much better than South Carolina. It is more North, and
"North" is a much more wonderful word than "South,"
as any one with any ear for words will know. The reason why "South"
seems such a wonderful word is because we had the word "North"
to begin with: if there had been no "North," then the word
"South" and all its connotations would not seem so
wonderful. Old Catawba is distinguished by its "Northness,"
and South Carolina by its "Southness." And the "Northness"
of Old Catawba is better than the "Southness" of South
Carolina. Old Catawba has the slants of evening and the mountain
cool. You feel lonely in Old Catawba, but it is not the loneliness of
South Carolina. In Old Catawba, the hill boy helps his father
building fences and hears a soft Spring howling in the wind, and sees
the wind snake through the bending waves of the coarse grasses of the
mountain pastures. And far away he hears the whistle's cry wailed
back, far-flung and faint along some mountain valley, as a great
train rushes towards the cities of the East. And the heart of the
hill boy will know joy because he knows, all world-remote, lonely as
he is, that some day he will meet the world and know those cities
too.
But in South Carolina the
loneliness is not like this. They do not have the mountain cool. They
have dusty, sand-clay roads, great mournful cotton fields, with pine
wood borders and the nigger shacks, and some thing haunting, soft,
and lonely in the air. These people are really lost. They cannot get
away from South Carolina, and if they get away they are no good. They
drawl beautifully. There is the most wonderful warmth, affection,
heartiness in their approach and greeting, but the people are afraid.
Their eyes are desperately afraid, filled with a kind of tortured and
envenomed terror of the old, stricken, wounded "Southness"
of cruelty and lust. Sometimes their women have the honey skins, they
are like gold and longing. They are filled with the most luscious and
seductive sweetness, tenderness, and gentle mercy.
But
the men are stricken. They get fat about the bellies, or they have a
starved, stricken leanness in the loins. They are soft-voiced and
drawling, but their eyes will go about and go again with fear, with
terror and suspicion. They drawl softly in front of the drug store,
they palaver softly to the girls when the girls drive up, they go up
and down the streets of blistered, sun-wide, clay-dust little towns
in their shirt-sleeves, and they are full of hearty, red-faced
greetings.
They cry: "How are y',
Jim? Is it hot enough fer you?"
And
Jim will say, with a brisk shake of the head: "Hotter'n what
Sherman said war was, ain't it, Ed?"
And
the street will roar with hearty, red-faced laughter: "By God!
That's a good 'un. Damned if ole Jim didn't
have it about right too!"- but the eyes keep going back and
forth, and fear, suspicion, hatred, and mistrust, and something
stricken in the South long, long ago, is there among them.
And after a day before the drug stores or
around the empty fountain in the Courthouse Square, they go out to
lynch a nigger. They kill him, and they kill him hard. They get in
cars at night and put the nigger in between them, they go down the
dusty roads until they find the place that they are going to, and
before they get there, they jab little knives into the nigger, not a
long way, not the whole way in, but just a little way. And they laugh
to see him squirm.
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