No! There it is
again!’ he cried, alert once more. Entranced, he was silent for a long space,
spellbound.
‘Now it passes
on and I begin to lose it,’ he said presently. ‘O Mole! the beauty of it! The
merry bubble and joy, the thin, clear, happy call of the distant piping! Such
music I never dreamed of, and the call in it is stronger even than the music is
sweet! Row on, Mole, row! For the music and the call must be for us.’
The Mole,
greatly wondering, obeyed. ‘I hear nothing myself,’ he said, ‘but the wind
playing in the reeds and rushes and osiers.’
The Rat never
answered, if indeed he heard. Rapt, transported, trembling, he was possessed in
all his senses by this new divine thing that caught up his helpless soul and
swung and dandled it, a powerless but happy infant in a strong sustaining
grasp.
In silence
Mole rowed steadily, and soon they came to a point where the river divided, a
long backwater branching off to one side. With a slight movement of his head
Rat, who had long dropped the rudder-lines, directed the rower to take the
backwater. The creeping tide of light gained and gained, and now they could see
the colour of the flowers that gemmed the water’s edge.
‘Clearer and
nearer still,’ cried the Rat joyously. ‘Now you must surely hear it! Ah — at
last — I see you do!’
Breathless and
transfixed the Mole stopped rowing as the liquid run of that glad piping broke
on him like a wave, caught him up, and possessed him utterly. He saw the tears
on his comrade’s cheeks, and bowed his head and understood. For a space they
hung there, brushed by the purple loose-strife that fringed the bank; then the
clear imperious summons that marched hand-in-hand with the intoxicating melody
imposed its will on Mole, and mechanically he bent to his oars again. And the
light grew steadily stronger, but no birds sang as they were wont to do at the
approach of dawn; and but for the heavenly music all was marvellously still.
On either side
of them, as they glided onwards, the rich meadow-grass seemed that morning of a
freshness and a greenness unsurpassable. Never had they noticed the roses so
vivid, the willow-herb so riotous, the meadow-sweet so odorous and pervading.
Then the murmur of the approaching weir began to hold the air, and they felt a
consciousness that they were nearing the end, whatever it might be, that surely
awaited their expedition.
A wide
half-circle of foam and glinting lights and shining shoulders of green water,
the great weir closed the backwater from bank to bank, troubled all the quiet
surface with twirling eddies and floating foam-streaks, and deadened all other
sounds with its solemn and soothing rumble. In midmost of the stream, embraced
in the weir’s shimmering arm-spread, a small island lay anchored, fringed close
with willow and silver birch and alder. Reserved, shy, but full of
significance, it hid whatever it might hold behind a veil, keeping it till the
hour should come, and, with the hour, those who were called and chosen.
Slowly, but
with no doubt or hesitation whatever, and in something of a solemn expectancy,
the two animals passed through the broken tumultuous water and moored their
boat at the flowery margin of the island. In silence they landed, and pushed
through the blossom and scented herbage and undergrowth that led up to the
level ground, till they stood on a little lawn of a marvellous green, set round
with Nature’s own orchard-trees — crab-apple, wild cherry, and sloe.
‘This is the
place of my song-dream, the place the music played to me,’ whispered the Rat,
as if in a trance. ‘Here, in this holy place, here if anywhere, surely we shall
find Him!’
Then suddenly
the Mole felt a great Awe fall upon him, an awe that turned his muscles to
water, bowed his head, and rooted his feet to the ground. It was no panic
terror — indeed he felt wonderfully at peace and happy — but it was an awe that
smote and held him and, without seeing, he knew it could only mean that some
august Presence was very, very near. With difficulty he turned to look for his
friend. and saw him at his side cowed, stricken, and trembling violently. And
still there was utter silence in the populous bird-haunted branches around
them; and still the light grew and grew.
Perhaps he
would never have dared to raise his eyes, but that, though the piping was now
hushed, the call and the summons seemed still dominant and imperious. He might
not refuse, were Death himself waiting to strike him instantly, once he had
looked with mortal eye on things rightly kept hidden. Trembling he obeyed, and
raised his humble head; and then, in that utter clearness of the imminent dawn,
while Nature, flushed with fullness of incredible colour, seemed to hold her
breath for the event, he looked in the very eyes of the Friend and Helper; saw
the backward sweep of the curved horns, gleaming in the growing daylight; saw
the stern, hooked nose between the kindly eyes that were looking down on them humorously,
while the bearded mouth broke into a half-smile at the corners; saw the
rippling muscles on the arm that lay across the broad chest, the long supple
hand still holding the pan-pipes only just fallen away from the parted lips;
saw the splendid curves of the shaggy limbs disposed in majestic ease on the
sward; saw, last of all, nestling between his very hooves, sleeping soundly in
entire peace and contentment, the little, round, podgy, childish form of the
baby otter. All this he saw, for one moment breathless and intense, vivid on
the morning sky; and still, as he looked, he lived; and still, as he lived, he
wondered.
‘Rat!’ he
found breath to whisper, shaking. ‘Are you afraid?’
‘Afraid?’
murmured the Rat, his eyes shining with unutterable love. ‘Afraid! Of Him?
O, never, never! And yet — and yet — O, Mole, I am afraid!’
Then the two
animals, crouching to the earth, bowed their heads and did worship.
Sudden and
magnificent, the sun’s broad golden disc showed itself over the horizon facing
them; and the first rays, shooting across the level water-meadows, took the
animals full in the eyes and dazzled them. When they were able to look once
more, the Vision had vanished, and the air was full of the carol of birds that
hailed the dawn.
As they stared
blankly. in dumb misery deepening as they slowly realised all they had seen and
all they had lost, a capricious little breeze, dancing up from the surface of
the water, tossed the aspens, shook the dewy roses and blew lightly and
caressingly in their faces; and with its soft touch came instant oblivion. For
this is the last best gift that the kindly demi-god is careful to bestow on
those to whom he has revealed himself in their helping: the gift of
forgetfulness. Lest the awful remembrance should remain and grow, and
overshadow mirth and pleasure, and the great haunting memory should spoil all
the after-lives of little animals helped out of difficulties, in order that
they should be happy and light-hearted as before.
Mole rubbed
his eyes and stared at Rat, who was looking about him in a puzzled sort of way.
‘I beg your pardon; what did you say, Rat?’ he asked.
‘I think I was
only remarking,’ said Rat slowly, ‘that this was the right sort of place, and
that here, if anywhere, we should find him. And look! Why, there he is, the
little fellow!’ And with a cry of delight he ran towards the slumbering Portly.
But Mole stood
still a moment, held in thought.
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