"You used
to complain with justice when I was a girl," she said. "But I am a
woman now, and can judge for myself....But it is not that; it is
something else!" Instead of sitting down she went outside the
door.
He was sorry. The petulance that relatives show towards each
other is in truth directed against that intangible Causality which
has shaped the situation no less for the offenders than the
offended, but is too elusive to be discerned and cornered by poor
humanity in irritated mood. Melbury followed her. She had rambled
on to the paddock, where the white frost lay, and where starlings
in flocks of twenties and thirties were walking about, watched by a
comfortable family of sparrows perched in a line along the
string-course of the chimney, preening themselves in the rays of
the sun.
"Come in to breakfast, my girl," he said. "And as to Giles, use
your own mind. Whatever pleases you will please me."
"I am promised to him, father; and I cannot help thinking that
in honor I ought to marry him, whenever I do marry."
He had a strong suspicion that somewhere in the bottom of her
heart there pulsed an old simple indigenous feeling favorable to
Giles, though it had become overlaid with implanted tastes. But he
would not distinctly express his views on the promise. "Very well,"
he said. "But I hope I sha'n't lose you yet. Come in to breakfast.
What did you think of the inside of Hintock House the other
day?"
"I liked it much."
"Different from friend Winterborne's?"
She said nothing; but he who knew her was aware that she meant
by her silence to reproach him with drawing cruel comparisons.
"Mrs. Charmond has asked you to come again—when, did you
say?"
"She thought Tuesday, but would send the day before to let me
know if it suited her." And with this subject upon their lips they
entered to breakfast.
Tuesday came, but no message from Mrs. Charmond. Nor was there
any on Wednesday. In brief, a fortnight slipped by without a sign,
and it looked suspiciously as if Mrs. Charmond were not going
further in the direction of "taking up" Grace at present.
Her father reasoned thereon. Immediately after his daughter's
two indubitable successes with Mrs. Charmond—the interview in the
wood and a visit to the House—she had attended Winterborne's party.
No doubt the out-and-out joviality of that gathering had made it a
topic in the neighborhood, and that every one present as guests had
been widely spoken of—Grace, with her exceptional qualities, above
all. What, then, so natural as that Mrs. Charmond should have heard
the village news, and become quite disappointed in her expectations
of Grace at finding she kept such company?
Full of this post hoc argument, Mr. Melbury overlooked the
infinite throng of other possible reasons and unreasons for a woman
changing her mind. For instance, while knowing that his Grace was
attractive, he quite forgot that Mrs. Charmond had also great
pretensions to beauty. In his simple estimate, an attractive woman
attracted all around.
So it was settled in his mind that her sudden mingling with the
villagers at the unlucky Winterborne's was the cause of her most
grievous loss, as he deemed it, in the direction of Hintock
House.
"'Tis a thousand pities!" he would repeat to himself. "I am
ruining her for conscience' sake!"
It was one morning later on, while these things were agitating
his mind, that, curiously enough, something darkened the window
just as they finished breakfast. Looking up, they saw Giles in
person mounted on horseback, and straining his neck forward, as he
had been doing for some time, to catch their attention through the
window. Grace had been the first to see him, and involuntarily
exclaimed, "There he is—and a new horse!"
On their faces as they regarded Giles were written their
suspended thoughts and compound feelings concerning him, could he
have read them through those old panes. But he saw nothing: his
features just now were, for a wonder, lit up with a red smile at
some other idea. So they rose from breakfast and went to the door,
Grace with an anxious, wistful manner, her father in a reverie,
Mrs. Melbury placid and inquiring.
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