But she looked over their heads, looking at nothing. She led them down green glades into the heart of silence.
"Said it was by Sir Joshua?" Mrs. Manresa broke the silence abruptly.
"No, no," William Dodge said hastily, but under his breath.
"Why's he afraid?" Isabella asked herself. A poor specimen he was; afraid to stick up for his own beliefs--just as she was afraid, of her husband. Didn't she write her poetry in a book bound like an account book lest Giles might suspect? She looked at Giles.
He had finished his fish; he had eaten quickly, not to keep them waiting. Now there was cherry tart. Mrs. Manresa was counting the stones.
"Tinker, tailor, soldier, sailor, apothecary, ploughboy . . . that's me!" she cried, delighted to have it confirmed by the cherry stones that she was a wild child of nature.
"You believe," said the old gentleman, courteously chaffing her, "in that too?"
"Of course, of course I do!" she cried. Now she was on the rails again. Now she was a thorough good sort again. And they too were delighted; now they could follow in her wake and leave the silver and dun shades that led to the heart of silence.
"I had a father," said Dodge beneath his breath to Isa who sat next him, "who loved pictures."
"Oh, I too!" she exclaimed. Flurriedly, disconnectedly, she explained. She used to stay when she was a child, when she had the whooping cough, with an uncle, a clergyman; who wore a skull cap; and never did anything; didn't even preach; but made up poems, walking in his garden, saying them aloud.
"People thought him mad," she said. "I didn't. . . ."
She stopped.
"Tinker, tailor, soldier, sailor, apothecary, ploughboy. . . . It appears," said old Bartholomew, laying down his spoon, "that I am a thief. Shall we take our coffee in the garden?" He rose.
Isa dragged her chair across the gravel, muttering: "To what dark antre of the unvisited earth, or wind-brushed forest, shall we go now? Or spin from star to star and dance in the maze of the moon? Or. . . ."
She held her deck chair at the wrong angle. The frame with the notches was upside down.
"Songs my uncle taught me?" said William Dodge, hearing her mutter. He unfolded the chair and fixed the bar into the right notch.
She flushed, as if she had spoken in an empty room and someone had stepped out from behind a curtain.
"Don't you, if you're doing something with your hands, talk nonsense?" she stumbled.
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