You gittin’ slick as a clay road in the rain.”
He shouted with laughter.
“I fooled you, Ma. Say it, Ma, I got to fool you oncet.”
“You fooled me. And me standin’ over the fire makin’ potato
pone—”
She was not truly angry.
“Now, Ma,” he cajoled her, “suppose I was a varmint and didn’t
eat nothin’ but roots and grass.”
“I’d not have nothin’ then to rile me,” she said.
At the same time he saw her mouth twist. She tried to
straighten it and could not.
“Ma’s a-laughin’! Ma’s a-laughin’! You ain’t riled when you
laugh!”
He darted behind her and untied her apron strings. The apron
slipped to the floor. She turned her bulk quickly and boxed his
ears, but the blows were feather-light and playful. The same
delirium came over him again that he had felt in the afternoon.
He began to whirl around and around as he had done in the
broom-sage.
“You knock them plates offen the table,” she said, “and you’ll
see who’s riled.”
“I cain’t he’p it. I’m dizzy.”
“You’re addled,” she said. “Just plain addled.”
It was true. He was addled with April. He was dizzy with
Spring. He was as drunk as Lem Forrester on a Saturday night. His
head was swimming with the strong brew made up of the sun and the
air and the thin gray rain. The flutter-mill had made him drunk,
and the doe’s coming, and his father’s hiding his absence, and
his mother’s making him a pone and laughing at him. He was
stabbed with the candlelight inside the safe comfort of the
cabin; with the moonlight around it. He pictured old Slewfoot,
the great black outlaw bear with one toe missing, rearing up in
his winter bed and tasting the soft air and smelling the
moonlight, as he, Jody, smelled and tasted them. He went to bed
in a fever and could not sleep. A mark was on him from the day’s
delight, so that all his life, when April was a thin green and
the flavor of rain was on his tongue, an old wound would throb
and a nostalgia would fill him for something he could not quite
remember. A whip-poor-will called across the bright night, and
suddenly he was asleep.
Chapter II
Penny Baxter lay awake beside the vast sleeping bulk of his
wife. He was always wakeful on the full moon. He had often
wondered whether, with the light so bright, men were not meant to
go into their fields and labor. He would like to slip from his
bed and perhaps cut down an oak for wood, or finish the hoeing
that Jody had left undone.
“I reckon I’d ought to of crawled him about it,” he
thought.
In his day, he would have been thoroughly thrashed for
slipping away and idling. His father would have sent him back to
the spring, without his supper, to tear out the flutter-mill.
“But that’s it,” he thought. “A boy ain’t a boy too long.”
As he looked back over the years, he himself had had no
boyhood. His own father had been a preacher, stern as the Old
Testament God. The living had come, however, not from the Word,
but from the small farm near Volusia on which he had raised a
large family. He had taught them to read and write and to know
the Scriptures, but all of them, from the time they could toddle
behind him down the corn rows, carrying the sack of seed, had
toiled until their small bones ached and their growing fingers
cramped. Rations had been short and hookworm abundant. Penny had
grown to maturity no bigger than a boy. His feet were small, his
shoulders narrow, his ribs and hips jointed together in a
continuous fragile framework.
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