"Why did he not value Undine's
love, and what made the fool throw it away?"
"Because he possessed it, you see," said the lady. "That was reason
enough, surely."
Then she told him of the ceasing of Undine's wayward moods after she
had received her soul—of her docility—of her tenderness—of
Huldebrand's certainty of her love. Then of his inevitable
weariness. And at last of the Court, and the meeting again with
Hildegarde, and of all the sorrow that followed, until the end, when
the fountains burst their stoppings and rushed upwards, wreathing
themselves into the figure of Undine, to take her Love to death with
her kiss.
"Oh! he was wise!" Paul said. "He chose to die with her kiss. He knew
at last then—what he had thrown away."
"That one learns often, Paul, when it has grown—too late! Come, let
us live in the sunshine. Live while we may."
And the lady rose, and giving him her hand, she almost ran into the
bright light of day, where even no tender shadows fell.
CHAPTER V
Their return journey was one of quiet. The lady talked little, she
leant back and looked away across the blue lake, often apparently
unconscious of his presence. This troubled Paul. Had he wearied her?
What should he do? He was growing aware of the fact that she was not a
bit like his mother, or Isabella, or any of the other women whom he
knew—people whose moods he had never even speculated about—if they
had any—which he doubted.
Why wouldn't she speak? Had she forgotten him? He felt chilled and
saddened.
At last, as they neared a small bay where another tempting little
chalet-hotel mirrored itself in the clear water, he spoke. A note in
his voice—his charming young voice—as of a child in distress.
"Are—are you cross with me?"
Then she came back from her other world. "Cross with you? Foolish
one! No, I am dreaming. And I forgot that you could not know yet, or
understand. English Paul! who would have me make conversation and
chatter commonplaces or he feels a gêne! See, I will take you
where I have been into this infinite sky and air"—she let her hand
fall on his arm and thrilled him—"look up at Pilatus. Do you see his
head so snowy, and all the delicate shadows upon him, and his look of
mystery? And those dark pines—and the great chasms, and the wild
anger the giants were in when they hurled these huge rocks about? I
have been with them, and you and I seem such little people, Paul. We
cannot throw great rocks about—we are only two small ants in this
grand world."
Paul's face was puzzled, he did not believe in giants. His mind was
not accustomed yet to these flights of speech, he felt stupid and
irritated with himself, and in some way humiliated. The lady leant
over him, her face playfully tender.
"Great blue eyes!" she said. "So pretty, so pretty! What matter
whether they can see or no?" And she touched his lids with her slender
fingers.
Paul quivered in his chair.
"You know!" he gasped. "You make me mad—I——But won't you teach me
to see? No one wants to be blind! Teach me to see with your eyes,
lady—my lady."
"Yes, I will teach you!" she said. "Teach you a number of
things. Together we will put on the hat of darkness and go down into
Hades. We shall taste the apples of the Hesperides—we will rob
Mercure of his sandals—and Gyges of his ring. And one day, Paul—when
together we have fathomed the meaning of it all—what will happen
then, enfant?"
Her last word, "enfant," was a caress, and Paul was too
bewildered with joy to answer her for a moment.
"What will happen?" he said at last. "I shall just love you—that's
all!"
Then he remembered Isabella Waring, and suddenly covered his face with
his hands.
They stopped for tea at the quaint châlet-hotel, and after it they
wandered to pick gentians. The lady was sweet and sympathetic and gay;
she ceased startling him with wild fancies; indeed, she spoke of
simple everyday things, and got him to tell her of his home and
Oxford, and his horses and his dogs. And when they arrived at the
subject of Pike, her sympathy drew Paul nearer to her than ever. Of
course she would love Pike if she only knew him! Who could help loving
a dog like Pike? And his master waxed eloquent. Then, when he looked
away, the lady's weird chameleon eyes melted upon him in that strange
tenderness which might have been a mother's watching the gambols of
her babe.
The shadows were quite deep when at last they decided to return to
Lucerne—a small bunch of heaven's own blue flower the only trophy of
the day.
Paul had never enjoyed himself so much in his twenty-three years of
life. And what would the evening bring? Surely more joy.
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