This New York life
is killing her."
"I'm not unpunctual," said Nona Manford, leaning in the doorway.
"No; and a miracle, too! The way you girls keep up your dancing
all night. You and Lita—what times you two do have!" Miss Bruss
was becoming almost maternal. "But just run your eye down that
list—. You see your mother didn't EXPECT to see you before lunch;
now did she?"
Nona shook her head. "No; but you might perhaps squeeze me in."
It was said in a friendly, a reasonable tone; on both sides the
matter was being examined with an evident desire for impartiality
and good–will. Nona was used to her mother's engagements; used to
being squeezed in between faith–healers, art–dealers, social
service workers and manicures. When Mrs. Manford did see her
children she was perfect to them; but in this killing New York
life, with its ever–multiplying duties and responsibilities, if her
family had been allowed to tumble in at all hours and devour her
time, her nervous system simply couldn't have stood it—and how
many duties would have been left undone!
Mrs. Manford's motto had always been: "There's a time for
everything." But there were moments when this optimistic view
failed her, and she began to think there wasn't. This morning, for
instance, as Miss Bruss pointed out, she had had to tell the new
French sculptor who had been all the rage in New York for the last
month that she wouldn't be able to sit to him for more than fifteen
minutes, on account of the Birth Control committee meeting at 11.30
at Mrs.—
Nona seldom assisted at these meetings, her own time being—through
force of habit rather than real inclination—so fully taken up with
exercise, athletics and the ceaseless rush from thrill to thrill
which was supposed to be the happy privilege of youth. But she had
had glimpses enough of the scene: of the audience of bright elderly
women, with snowy hair, eurythmic movements, and finely–wrinkled
over–massaged faces on which a smile of glassy benevolence sat like
their rimless pince–nez. They were all inexorably earnest,
aimlessly kind and fathomlessly pure; and all rather too well–
dressed, except the "prominent woman" of the occasion, who usually
wore dowdy clothes, and had steel–rimmed spectacles and straggling
wisps of hair. Whatever the question dealt with, these ladies
always seemed to be the same, and always advocated with equal zeal
Birth Control and unlimited maternity, free love or the return to
the traditions of the American home; and neither they nor Mrs.
Manford seemed aware that there was anything contradictory in these
doctrines. All they knew was that they were determined to force
certain persons to do things that those persons preferred not to
do. Nona, glancing down the serried list, recalled a saying of her
mother's former husband, Arthur Wyant: "Your mother and her
friends would like to teach the whole world how to say its prayers
and brush its teeth."
The girl had laughed, as she could never help laughing at Wyant's
sallies; but in reality she admired her mother's zeal, though she
sometimes wondered if it were not a little too promiscuous. Nona
was the daughter of Mrs. Manford's second marriage, and her own
father, Dexter Manford, who had had to make his way in the world,
had taught her to revere activity as a virtue in itself; his tone
in speaking of Pauline's zeal was very different from Wyant's. He
had been brought up to think there was a virtue in work per se,
even if it served no more useful purpose than the revolving of a
squirrel in a wheel. "Perhaps your mother tries to cover too much
ground; but it's very fine of her, you know—she never spares
herself."
"Nor us!" Nona sometimes felt tempted to add; but Manford's
admiration was contagious. Yes; Nona did admire her mother's
altruistic energy; but she knew well enough that neither she nor
her brother's wife Lita would ever follow such an example—she no
more than Lita. They belonged to another generation: to the
bewildered disenchanted young people who had grown up since the
Great War, whose energies were more spasmodic and less definitely
directed, and who, above all, wanted a more personal outlet for
them. "Bother earthquakes in Bolivia!" Lita had once whispered to
Nona, when Mrs. Manford had convoked the bright elderly women to
deal with a seismic disaster at the other end of the world, the
repetition of which these ladies somehow felt could be avoided if
they sent out a commission immediately to teach the Bolivians to do
something they didn't want to do—not to BELIEVE in earthquakes,
for instance.
The young people certainly felt no corresponding desire to set the
houses of others in order. Why shouldn't the Bolivians have
earthquakes if they chose to live in Bolivia? And why must Pauline
Manford lie awake over it in New York, and have to learn a new set
of Mahatma exercises to dispel the resulting wrinkles? "I suppose
if we feel like that it's really because we're too lazy to care,"
Nona reflected, with her incorrigible honesty.
She turned from Miss Bruss with a slight shrug. "Oh, well," she
murmured.
"You know, pet," Miss Bruss volunteered, "things always get worse
as the season goes on; and the last fortnight in February is the
worst of all, especially with Easter coming as early as it does
this year. I never COULD see why they picked out such an awkward
date for Easter: perhaps those Florida hotel people did it. Why,
your poor mother wasn't even able to see your father this morning
before he went down town, though she thinks it's ALL WRONG to let
him go off to his office like that, without finding time for a
quiet little chat first… Just a cheery word to put him in the
right mood for the day… Oh, by the way, my dear, I wonder if
you happen to have heard him say if he's dining at home tonight?
Because you know he never DOES remember to leave word about his
plans, and if he hasn't, I'd better telephone to the office to
remind him that it's the night of the big dinner for the Marchesa—"
"Well, I don't think father's dining at home," said the girl
indifferently.
"Not—not—not? Oh, my gracious!" clucked Miss Bruss, dashing
across the room to the telephone on her own private desk.
The engagement–list had slipped from her hands, and Nona Manford,
picking it up, ran her glance over it. She read: "4 P.M. See A.—
4.30 P.M. Musical: Torfried Lobb."
"4 P.M.
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