She did not pretend to eloquence; she knew her
children smiled at her syntax. Yet she had reached the hearts of
her audience, and who could deny that that was success?
"Oh, Maisie—I don't think it's good enough to appear in print … "
The secretary smiled, made a short–hand memorandum, and went on:
"The Marchesa telephoned that her son is sailing on Wednesday—and
I've sent off her cable about the Cardinal, answer paid."
"Sailing on Wednesday? But it can't be—the day after tomorrow!"
Pauline raised herself on an anxious elbow. She had warned her
husband, and he wouldn't listen. "Telephone downstairs, please,
Maisie—find out if Mr. Manford has come in." But she knew well
enough what the answer would be. Nowadays, whenever there was
anything serious to be talked over, Dexter found some excuse for
avoiding her. She lay back, her lids dropped over her tired eyes,
and waited for the answer: "Mr. Manford isn't in yet."
Something had come over Dexter lately: no closing of her eyes would
shut that out! She supposed it was over–work—the usual reason.
Rich men's doctors always said they were over–worked when they
became cross and trying at home.
"Dinner at the Toys' at 8.30." Miss Bruss continued her recital;
and Pauline drew in her lips on a faintly bitter smile. At the
Toys'—he wouldn't forget that! Whenever there was a woman who
attracted him … why, Lita even … she'd seen him in a
flutter once when he was going to the cinema with Lita, and thought
she had forgotten to call for him! He had stamped up and down,
watch in hand… Well, she supposed it was one of the symptoms
of middle age: a passing phase. She could afford to be generous,
after twenty years of his devotion; and she meant to be. Men
didn't grow old as gracefully as women—she knew enough not to nag
him about his little flirtations, and was really rather grateful to
that silly Gladys Toy for making a fuss over him.
But when it came to serious matters, like this of the Mahatma, it
was different, Dexter owed it to her to treat her opinions with
more consideration—a woman whose oratory was sought for by a dozen
newspapers! And that tiresome business of Michelangelo; another
problem he had obstinately shirked. Discouragement closed in on
Pauline. Of what use were eurythmics, cold douches, mental deep–
breathings and all the other panaceas?
If things went on like this she would have to have her face lifted.
X
It was exasperating, the way the Vollard girl lurked and ogled…
Undoubtedly she was their best typist: mechanically perfect, with a
smattering of French and Italian useful in linguistic emergencies.
There could be no question of replacing her. But, apart from her
job, what a poor Poll! And always—there was no denying it, the
office smiled over it—always finding excuses to intrude on
Manford's privacy: a hurry trunk–call, a signature forgotten, a
final question to ask, a message from one of the other members of
the firm … she seized her pretexts cleverly… And when she
left him nowadays, he always got up, squared his shoulders, studied
himself critically in the mirror over the mantelpiece, and hated
her the more for having caused him to do anything so silly.
This afternoon her excuse had been flimsier than usual: a new point
to be noted against her. "One of the gentlemen left it on his
desk. There's a picture in it that'll amuse you. Oh, you don't
mind my bringing it in?" she gasped.
Manford was just leaving; overcoat on, hat and stick in hand. He
muttered: "Oh, thanks," and took the "Looker–on" in order to cut
short her effusions. A picture that might amuse him! The
simpleton… Probably some of those elaborate "artistic" studies
of the Cedarledge gardens. He remembered that his wife had allowed
the "Looker–on" photographers to take them last summer. She
thought it a duty: it might help to spread the love of gardening
(another of her hobbies); and besides it was undemocratic to refuse
to share one's private privileges with the multitude. He knew all
her catch–words and had reached the point of wondering how much she
would have valued her privileges had the multitude not been there
to share them.
He thrust the magazine under his arm, and threw it down, half an
hour later, in Lita Wyant's boudoir. It was so quiet and shadowy
there that he was almost glad Lita was not in, though sometimes her
unpunctuality annoyed him. This evening, after the rush and
confusion of the day, he found it soothing to await her in this
half–lit room, with its heaped–up cushions still showing where she
had leaned, and the veiled light on two arums in a dark bowl.
Wherever Lita was, there were some of those smooth sculptural
arums.
When she came, the stillness would hardly be disturbed. She had a
way of deepening it by her presence: noise and hurry died on her
threshold. And this evening all the house was quiet. Manford, as
usual, had tiptoed up to take a look at the baby, in the night
nursery where there were such cool silver–coloured walls, and white
hyacinths in pots of silvery lustre. The baby slept, a round pink
Hercules with defiant rosy curls, his pink hands clenched on the
coverlet. Even the nurse by the lamp sat quiet and silver–coloured
as a brooding pigeon.
A house without fixed hours, engagements, obligations … where
none of the clocks went, and nobody was late, because there was no
particular time for anything to happen. Absurd, of course,
maddeningly unpractical—but how restful after a crowded day! And
what a miracle to have achieved, in the tight pattern of New York's
tasks and pleasures—in the very place which seemed doomed to
collapse and vanish if ever its clocks should stop!
These late visits had begun by Manford's dropping in on the way
home for a look at the baby.
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