Euthanasia
heard and understood; her soul, adapted for the reception of all
good, drained the cup of eloquent feeling that her father poured
out before her, and her eyes shone with the deep emotion. Her young
thoughts darted into futurity, to the hope of freedom for Italy, of
revived learning and the reign of peace for all the world: wild
dreams, that still awake the minds of men to high song and glorious
action.
Such was the education of the friend of Castruccio, while he
learned all chivalrous accomplishments under the tuition of his
noble father at Ancona; and now, after three years absence, they
met a Florence, neither having by forgetfulness wronged the
friendship they had vowed in infancy.
When Marco led his young friend to the palace of Adimari, he
found his master and the countess receiving the visits of some of
the Guelph party; and he knew that this was no time or place to
introduce the young Ghibeline. But, as they passed along the great
hall, a sylph- like form came from a room opposite, appearing as a
star from behind a cloud.--"I bring your exiled friend,"
said Marco; "Castruccio dei Antelminelli is come to visit
you."
"Castruccio in Florence!" cried Euthanasia; and she
embraced him with sisterly affection. "But how, dear friend,
do you venture within these walls?--is your father here?--but this
is no place to ask all the questions that I must hear resolved
before you go. Come into this room; none but my father will enter
here; and now you shall tell me all that has passed since you
quitted Lucca."
Castruccio gazed on Euthanasia: he could, he thought, feed for
life on her sweet looks, in which deep sensibility and lively
thought were pictured, and a judgement and reason beyond her years.
Her eyes seemed to read his soul, while they glistened with
pleasure; he wished to hear her speak, but she insisted that his
tale should be first told, of how he had lived at Ancona, and how
he had ventured to Florence. She gently reproached him for having
left his father; and then said,-- "But I must not play the
hypocrite; I am glad you are come; for it gives me more pleasure
than I can express, to see you again. But I hear my father's
step; I must go and lead him, and tell him of the stranger-visitor
he has got."
Castruccio enjoyed the most heartfelt pleasure, as he sat
between Euthanasia and her father. Their manners towards him were
affectionate, and their conversation best calculated to fill an
exile's bosom with hope and joy. He was told by them, that if
they now parted, he must look forward to the moment when he and his
father should be recalled with honour to their country. Adimari
could not see the bright eyes and ardent mien of the boy; but he
heard with pleasure the detail of his occupations at Ancona, and
easily perceived that his young mind slept not on the present,
dreamless of the future. He encouraged his aspirations to honour,
and exhorted him to be faithful to the lessons of his father.
The charmed hours flew past, and the following morning they were
to separate. This consideration, as evening came on, threw more
solemnity into their looks and talk. Castruccio became pensive, and
gazed on his friend, as a treasure that he was about to lose,
perhaps for ever. Euthanasia was silent; her eyes were bent to
earth; and the varying colour of her cheeks shewed that she was
revolving some thought in her mind, to which she knew not how to
give utterance. At length she raised her eyes, and said:--"We
part to-morrow, Castruccio, as we have before parted,--for many
years I fear. But there are two kinds of separation. One, during
which we suffer time to obliterate the past, as we should if death,
that parting to which no meeting succeeds, or a meeting in which
all private ties are superseded, had been the cause of the
separation. But there is another; when we cherish the memory of the
absent, and act for them as if they were with us; when to remember
is a paramount duty. This is alone practicable between friends,
when each in his meditations is sure that the other thinks also of
him: then, methinks to reflect on the words and looks of a friend,
is as if one absolutely saw him. Let this be our separation. We are
both familiar with the ideas of virtue and self-sacrifice; let
friendship be joined to these, to make all sacrifice light, and
virtue more delightful. We are very young; we know not what
misfortunes are in store for us; what losses, perhaps what
calumnies, or even dishonour, may in after times taint our names.
In calumny it is to the friends of our youth that we must turn; for
they alone can know how pure the heart is, with which they were
acquainted at the time when disguise could have no existence. They,
if they are true, dare not leave us without consolation.
Castruccio, I know that you will never dishonour yourself: and,
remember, if in any hard struggle you want a friend who will
console you by sympathy and confidence, and help you as far as her
power will permit, I will always be that friend to you."
Euthanasia was yet a child, when she made this promise. But she
saw Castruccio, the friend of her infancy, a youth of high birth
and nobly bred, an outcast and an exile; she had heard and read how
few friends the unfortunate find, and generosity prompted those
sentiments, to which the frankness of her nature caused her to give
utterance. She felt that Castruccio had a deep affection for her,
and she hoped, that a promise thus voluntary and solemn, would be a
consolation to him during adversity. He felt the kindness of her
motive, and replied earnestly:--"I am an exile, and can do no
good to you who are prosperous; mine must be barren thanks. Yet not
the less will I fulfil my promise, if our fortunes change, of being
your friend, your knight, your rock, on whom you may build your
hope and trust in every misfortune."
The next morning, accompanied by Marco, Castruccio quitted
Florence. In his mind there was a mixture of grief at having left,
and joy at having once more seen, Euthanasia. Every word that she
had said, and every look of her lovely eyes, were treasured in his
soul--to be a consolation and support in trouble, and an incentive
to noble endeavour. Adimari had taken an affectionate leave of him,
telling him, that, as far as a poor blind man could, he would
promote his interests, and seize the first opportunity, if such
should offer, of procuring a repeal for his exile.
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