Friends are great at that. One must look
alive! I once had a friend, who seemed a good fellow; he was always
concerned about me and my reputation. 'I say, what dreadful stories
are being circulated about you!' he would greet me one day. 'They
say that you poisoned your uncle and that on one occasion, when you
were introduced into a certain house, you sat the whole evening
with your back to the hostess and that she was so upset that she
cried at the insult! What awful nonsense! What fools could possibly
believe such things!' Well, and what do you think? A year after I
quarrelled with this same friend, and in his farewell letter to me
he wrote, 'You who killed your own uncle! You who were not ashamed
to insult an honourable lady by sitting with your back to her,' and
so on and so on. Here are friends for you!"
Ostrodumov and Mashurina exchanged glances.
"Alexai Dmitritch!" Ostrodumov exclaimed in his heavy bass
voice; he was evidently anxious to avoid a useless discussion. "A
letter has come from Moscow, from Vassily Nikolaevitch."
Nejdanov trembled slightly and cast down his eyes.
"What does he say?" he asked at last.
"He wants us to go there with her." Ostrodumov indicated to
Mashurina with his eyebrows.
"Do they want her too?'
"Yes."
"Well, what's the difficulty?
"Why, money, of course."
Nejdanov got up from the bed and walked over to the window.
"How much do you want?"
"Not less than fifty roubles."
Nejdanov was silent.
"I have no money just now," he whispered at last, drumming his
fingers on the window pane, "but I could get some. Have you got the
letter?"
"Yes, it... that is... certainly..."
"Why are you always trying to keep things from me?" Paklin
exclaimed. "Have I not deserved your confidence? Even if I were not
fully in sympathy with what you are undertaking, do you think for a
moment that I am in a position to turn around or gossip?"
"Without intending to, perhaps," Ostrodumov remarked.
"Neither with nor without intention! Miss Mashurina is looking
at me with a smile... but I say—"
"I am not smiling!" Mashurina burst out.
"But I say," Paklin went on, "that you have no tact. You are
utterly incapable of recognising your real friends. If a man can
laugh, then you think that he can't be serious—"
"Is it not so?" Mashurina snapped.
"You are in need of money, for instance," Paklin continued with
new force, paying no attention to Mashurina; "Nejdanov hasn't any.
I could get it for you."
Nejdanov wheeled round from the window.
"No, no. It is not necessary. I can get the money. I will draw
some of my allowance in advance. Now I recollect, they owe me
something. Let us look at the letter, Ostrodumov."
Ostrodumov remained motionless for a time, then he looked
around, stood up, bent down, turned up one of the legs of his
trousers, and carefully pulled a piece of blue paper out of his
high boot, blew at it for some reason or another, and handed it to
Nejdanov. The latter took the piece of paper, unfolded it, read it
carefully, and passed it on to Mashurina. She stood up, also read
it, and handed it back to Nejdanov, although Paklin had extended
his hand for it. Nejdanov shrugged his shoulders and gave the
secret letter to Paklin. The latter scanned the paper in his turn,
pressed his lips together significantly, and laid it solemnly on
the table. Ostrodumov took it, lit a large match, which exhaled a
strong odour of sulphur, lifted the paper high above his head, as
if showing it to all present, set fire to it, and, regardless of
his fingers, put the ashes into the stove. No one moved or
pronounced a word during this proceeding; all had their eyes fixed
on the floor. Ostrodumov looked concentrated and business-like,
Nejdanov furious, Paklin intense, and Mashurina as if she were
present at holy mass.
About two minutes went by in this way, everyone feeling
uncomfortable. Paklin was the first to break the silence.
"Well?" he began. "Is my sacrifice to be received on the altar
of the fatherland? Am I permitted to bring, if not the whole at any
rate, twenty-five or thirty roubles for the common cause?"
Nejdanov flared up. He seemed to be boiling over with annoyance,
which was not lessened by the solemn burning of the letter—he was
only waiting for an opportunity to burst out.
"I tell you that I don't want it, don't want, don't want it!
I'll not allow it and I'll not take it! I can get the money. I can
get it at once. I am not in need of anyone's help!
"My dear Alexai," Paklin remarked, "I see that you are not a
democrat in spite of your being a revolutionist!"
"Why not say straight out that I'm an aristocrat?"
"So you are up to a certain point."
Nejdanov gave a forced laugh.
"I see you are hinting at the fact of my being illegitimate.
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