He
took saddle and pack off the horse. He looked among his effects
for a hobble, and, finding that his uncle had failed to put one
in, he suddenly remembered that he seldom used a hobble, and
never on this horse. He cut a few feet off the end of his lasso
and used that. The horse, unused to such hampering of his free
movements, had to be driven out upon the grass.
Duane made a small fire, prepared and ate his supper. This
done, ending the work of that day, he sat down and filled his
pipe. Twilight had waned into dusk. A few wan stars had just
begun to show and brighten. Above the low continuous hum of
insects sounded the evening carol of robins. Presently the
birds ceased their singing, and then the quiet was more
noticeable. When night set in and the place seemed all the more
isolated and lonely for that Duane had a sense of relief.
It dawned upon him all at once that he was nervous, watchful,
sleepless. The fact caused him surprise, and he began to think
back, to take note of his late actions and their motives. The
change one day had wrought amazed him. He who had always been
free, easy, happy, especially when out alone in the open, had
become in a few short hours bound, serious, preoccupied. The
silence that had once been sweet now meant nothing to him
except a medium whereby he might the better hear the sounds of
pursuit. The loneliness, the night, the wild, that had always
been beautiful to him, now only conveyed a sense of safety for
the present. He watched, he listened, he thought. He felt
tired, yet had no inclination to rest. He intended to be off by
dawn, heading toward the southwest. Had he a destination? It
was vague as his knowledge of that great waste of mesquite and
rock bordering the Rio Grande. Somewhere out there was a
refuge. For he was a fugitive from justice, an outlaw.
This being an outlaw then meant eternal vigilance. No home, no
rest, no sleep, no content, no life worth the livingl He must
be a lone wolf or he must herd among men obnoxious to him. If
he worked for an honest living he still must hide his identity
and take risks of detection. If he did not work on some distant
outlying ranch, how was he to live? The idea of stealing was
repugnant to him. The future seemed gray and somber enough. And
he was twenty-three years old.
Why had this hard life been imposed upon him?
The bitter question seemed to start a strange iciness that
stole along his veins. What was wrong with him? He stirred the
few sticks of mesquite into a last flickering blaze. He was
cold, and for some reason he wanted some light. The black
circle of darkness weighed down upon him, closed in around him.
Suddenly he sat bolt upright and then froze in that position.
He had heard a step. It was behind him–no–on the side.
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