The truth about me is simply
that I'm the most unappreciated of—what do you call the
fellows?—'family-men.' Yes, I'm a family-man; upon my honour I
am!"
"Then why on earth," cried Mrs. Beale, "didn't you marry a
family-woman?"
Sir Claude looked at her hard. "You know who one marries,
I think. Besides, there are no family-women—hanged if there
are! None of them want any children—hanged if they do!"
His account of the matter was most interesting, and Maisie, as
if it were of bad omen for her, stared at the picture in some
dismay. At the same time she felt, through encircling arms, her
protectress hesitate. "You do come out with things! But you mean
her ladyship doesn't want any—really?"
"Won't hear of them—simply. But she can't help the one she
has got." And with this Sir Claude's eyes rested on the
little girl in a way that seemed to her to mask her mother's
attitude with the consciousness of his own. "She must make the best
of her, don't you see? If only for the look of the thing, don't you
know? one wants one's wife to take the proper line about her
child."
"Oh I know what one wants!" Mrs. Beale cried with a competence
that evidently impressed her interlocutor.
"Well, if you keep him up—and I dare say you've had worry
enough—why shouldn't I keep Ida? What's sauce for the goose is
sauce for the gander—or the other way round, don't you know? I mean
to see the thing through."
Mrs. Beale, for a minute, still with her eyes on him as he
leaned upon the chimneypiece, appeared to turn this over. "You're
just a wonder of kindness—that's what you are!" she said at last.
"A lady's expected to have natural feelings. But your
horrible sex—! Isn't it a horrible sex, little love?" she demanded
with her cheek upon her stepdaughter's.
"Oh I like gentlemen best," Maisie lucidly replied.
The words were taken up merrily. "That's a good one for
you!" Sir Claude exclaimed to Mrs. Beale.
"No," said that lady: "I've only to remember the women she sees
at her mother's."
"Ah they're very nice now," Sir Claude returned.
"What do you call 'nice'?"
"Well, they're all right."
"That doesn't answer me," said Mrs. Beale; "but I dare say you
do take care of them. That makes you more of an angel to want this
job too." And she playfully whacked her smaller companion.
"I'm not an angel—I'm an old grandmother," Sir Claude declared.
"I like babies—I always did. If we go to smash I shall look for a
place as responsible nurse."
Maisie, in her charmed mood, drank in an imputation on her years
which at another moment might have been bitter; but the charm was
sensibly interrupted by Mrs. Beale's screwing her round and gazing
fondly into her eyes, "You're willing to leave me, you wretch?"
The little girl deliberated; even this consecrated tie had
become as a cord she must suddenly snap. But she snapped it very
gently. "Isn't it my turn for mamma?"
"You're a horrible little hypocrite! The less, I think, now said
about 'turns' the better," Mrs. Beale made answer. "I know
whose turn it is. You've not such a passion for your mother!"
"I say, I say: do look out!" Sir Claude quite amiably
protested.
"There's nothing she hasn't heard. But it doesn't matter—it
hasn't spoiled her. If you knew what it costs me to part with you!"
she pursued to Maisie.
Sir Claude watched her as she charmingly clung to the child.
"I'm so glad you really care for her. That's so much to the
good."
Mrs. Beale slowly got up, still with her hands on Maisie, but
emitting a soft exhalation. "Well, if you're glad, that may help
us; for I assure you that I shall never give up any rights in her
that I may consider I've acquired by my own sacrifices. I shall
hold very fast to my interest in her. What seems to have happened
is that she has brought you and me together."
"She has brought you and me together," said Sir Claude.
His cheerful echo prolonged the happy truth, and Maisie broke
out almost with enthusiasm: "I've brought you and her
together!"
Her companions of course laughed anew and Mrs.
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