Beale might have said to him. He came in and out; he
professed, in joke, to take tremendous precautions; he showed a
positive disposition to romp. He chaffed Mrs. Wix till she was
purple with the pleasure of it, and reminded Maisie of the
reticence he expected of her till she set her teeth like an Indian
captive. Her lessons these first days and indeed for long after
seemed to be all about Sir Claude, and yet she never really
mentioned to Mrs. Wix that she was prepared, under his inspiring
injunction, to be vainly tortured. This lady, however, had
formulated the position of things with an acuteness that showed how
little she needed to be coached. Her explanation of everything that
seemed not quite pleasant—and if her own footing was perilous it
met that danger as well—that her ladyship was passionately in love.
Maisie accepted this hint with infinite awe and pressed upon it
much when she was at last summoned into the presence of her
mother.
There she encountered matters amid which it seemed really to
help to give her a clue—an almost terrifying strangeness, full,
none the less, after a little, of reverberations of Ida's old
fierce and demonstrative recoveries of possession. They had been
some time in the house together, and this demonstration came late.
Preoccupied, however, as Maisie was with the idea of the sentiment
Sir Claude had inspired, and familiar, in addition, by Mrs. Wix's
anecdotes, with the ravages that in general such a sentiment could
produce, she was able to make allowances for her ladyship's
remarkable appearance, her violent splendour, the wonderful colour
of her lips and even the hard stare, the stare of some gorgeous
idol described in a story-book, that had come into her eyes in
consequence of a curious thickening of their already rich
circumference. Her professions and explanations were mixed with
eager challenges and sudden drops, in the midst of which Maisie
recognised as a memory of other years the rattle of her trinkets
and the scratch of her endearments, the odour of her clothes and
the jumps of her conversation. She had all her old clever way—Mrs.
Wix said it was "aristocratic"—of changing the subject as she might
have slammed the door in your face. The principal thing that was
different was the tint of her golden hair, which had changed to a
coppery red and, with the head it profusely covered, struck the
child as now lifted still further aloft. This picturesque parent
showed literally a grander stature and a nobler presence, things
which, with some others that might have been bewildering, were
handsomely accounted for by the romantic state of her affections.
It was her affections, Maisie could easily see, that led Ida to
break out into questions as to what had passed at the other house
between that horrible woman and Sir Claude; but it was also just
here that the little girl was able to recall the effect with which
in earlier days she had practised the pacific art of stupidity.
This art again came to her aid: her mother, in getting rid of her
after an interview in which she had achieved a hollowness beyond
her years, allowed her fully to understand she had not grown a bit
more amusing.
She could bear that; she could bear anything that helped her to
feel she had done something for Sir Claude. If she hadn't told Mrs.
Wix how Mrs. Beale seemed to like him she certainly couldn't tell
her ladyship. In the way the past revived for her there was a queer
confusion. It was because mamma hated papa that she used to want to
know bad things of him; but if at present she wanted to know the
same of Sir Claude it was quite from the opposite motive. She was
awestruck at the manner in which a lady might be affected through
the passion mentioned by Mrs. Wix; she held her breath with the
sense of picking her steps among the tremendous things of life.
What she did, however, now, after the interview with her mother,
impart to Mrs. Wix was that, in spite of her having had her "good"
effect, as she called it—the effect she studied, the effect of
harmless vacancy—her ladyship's last words had been that her
ladyship's duty by her would be thoroughly done. Over this
announcement governess and pupil looked at each other in silent
profundity; but as the weeks went by it had no consequences that
interfered gravely with the breezy gallop of making up. Her
ladyship's duty took at times the form of not seeing her child for
days together, and Maisie led her life in great prosperity between
Mrs. Wix and kind Sir Claude. Mrs. Wix had a new dress and, as she
was the first to proclaim, a better position; so it all struck
Maisie as a crowded brilliant life, with, for the time, Mrs. Beale
and Susan Ash simply "left out" like children not invited to a
Christmas party. Mrs. Wix had a secret terror which, like most of
her secret feelings, she discussed with her little companion, in
great solemnity, by the hour: the possibility of her ladyship's
coming down on them, in her sudden highbred way, with a school. But
she had also a balm to this fear in a conviction of the strength of
Sir Claude's grasp of the situation.
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