There were persons horrified to think what
those in charge of it would combine to try to make of it: no one
could conceive in advance that they would be able to make nothing
ill.
This was a society in which for the most part people were
occupied only with chatter, but the disunited couple had at last
grounds for expecting a time of high activity. They girded their
loins, they felt as if the quarrel had only begun. They felt indeed
more married than ever, inasmuch as what marriage had mainly
suggested to them was the unbroken opportunity to quarrel. There
had been "sides" before, and there were sides as much as ever; for
the sider too the prospect opened out, taking the pleasant form of
a superabundance of matter for desultory conversation. The many
friends of the Faranges drew together to differ about them;
contradiction grew young again over teacups and cigars. Everybody
was always assuring everybody of something very shocking, and
nobody would have been jolly if nobody had been outrageous. The
pair appeared to have a social attraction which failed merely as
regards each other: it was indeed a great deal to be able to say
for Ida that no one but Beale desired her blood, and for Beale that
if he should ever have his eyes scratched out it would be only by
his wife. It was generally felt, to begin with, that they were
awfully good-looking—they had really not been analysed to a deeper
residuum. They made up together for instance some twelve feet three
of stature, and nothing was more discussed than the apportionment
of this quantity. The sole flaw in Ida's beauty was a length and
reach of arm conducive perhaps to her having so often beaten her
ex-husband at billiards, a game in which she showed a superiority
largely accountable, as she maintained, for the resentment finding
expression in his physical violence. Billiards was her great
accomplishment and the distinction her name always first produced
the mention of. Notwithstanding some very long lines everything
about her that might have been large and that in many women
profited by the licence was, with a single exception, admired and
cited for its smallness. The exception was her eyes, which might
have been of mere regulation size, but which overstepped the
modesty of nature; her mouth, on the other hand, was barely
perceptible, and odds were freely taken as to the measurement of
her waist. She was a person who, when she was out—and she was
always out—produced everywhere a sense of having been seen often,
the sense indeed of a kind of abuse of visibility, so that it would
have been, in the usual places rather vulgar to wonder at her.
Strangers only did that; but they, to the amusement of the
familiar, did it very much: it was an inevitable way of betraying
an alien habit. Like her husband she carried clothes, carried them
as a train carries passengers: people had been known to compare
their taste and dispute about the accommodation they gave these
articles, though inclining on the whole to the commendation of Ida
as less overcrowded, especially with jewellery and flowers. Beale
Farange had natural decorations, a kind of costume in his vast fair
beard, burnished like a gold breastplate, and in the eternal
glitter of the teeth that his long moustache had been trained not
to hide and that gave him, in every possible situation, the look of
the joy of life. He had been destined in his youth for diplomacy
and momentarily attached, without a salary, to a legation which
enabled him often to say "In my time in the East": but
contemporary history had somehow had no use for him, had hurried
past him and left him in perpetual Piccadilly. Every one knew what
he had—only twenty-five hundred. Poor Ida, who had run through
everything, had now nothing but her carriage and her paralysed
uncle. This old brute, as he was called, was supposed to have a lot
put away. The child was provided for, thanks to a crafty godmother,
a defunct aunt of Beale's, who had left her something in such a
manner that the parents could appropriate only the income.
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The child was provided for, but the new arrangement was
inevitably confounding to a young intelligence intensely aware that
something had happened which must matter a good deal and looking
anxiously out for the effects of so great a cause. It was to be the
fate of this patient little girl to see much more than she at first
understood, but also even at first to understand much more than any
little girl, however patient, had perhaps ever understood before.
Only a drummer-boy in a ballad or a story could have been so in the
thick of the fight. She was taken into the confidence of passions
on which she fixed just the stare she might have had for images
bounding across the wall in the slide of a magic-lantern. Her
little world was phantasmagoric—strange shadows dancing on a sheet.
It was as if the whole performance had been given for her—a mite of
a half-scared infant in a great dim theatre. She was in short
introduced to life with a liberality in which the selfishness of
others found its account, and there was nothing to avert the
sacrifice but the modesty of her youth.
Her first term was with her father, who spared her only in not
letting her have the wild letters addressed to her by her mother:
he confined himself to holding them up at her and shaking them,
while he showed his teeth, and then amusing her by the way he
chucked them, across the room, bang into the fire. Even at that
moment, however, she had a scared anticipation of fatigue, a guilty
sense of not rising to the occasion, feeling the charm of the
violence with which the stiff unopened envelopes, whose big
monograms—Ida bristled with monograms—she would have liked to see,
were made to whizz, like dangerous missiles, through the air. The
greatest effect of the great cause was her own greater importance,
chiefly revealed to her in the larger freedom with which she was
handled, pulled hither and thither and kissed, and the
proportionately greater niceness she was obliged to show. Her
features had somehow become prominent; they were so perpetually
nipped by the gentlemen who came to see her father and the smoke of
whose cigarettes went into her face. Some of these gentlemen made
her strike matches and light their cigarettes; others, holding her
on knees violently jolted, pinched the calves of her legs till she
shrieked—her shriek was much admired—and reproached them with being
toothpicks. The word stuck in her mind and contributed to her
feeling from this time that she was deficient in something that
would meet the general desire.
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