The only mystification in this was the
imposing time of life that her elders spoke of as youth. For Sir
Claude then Mrs. Beale was "young," just as for Mrs. Wix Sir Claude
was: that was one of the merits for which Mrs. Wix most commended
him. What therefore was Maisie herself, and, in another relation to
the matter, what therefore was mamma? It took her some time to
puzzle out with the aid of an experiment or two that it wouldn't do
to talk about mamma's youth. She even went so far one day, in the
presence of that lady's thick colour and marked lines, as to wonder
if it would occur to any one but herself to do so. Yet if she
wasn't young then she was old; and this threw an odd light on her
having a husband of a different generation. Mr. Farange was still
older—that Maisie perfectly knew; and it brought her in due course
to the perception of how much more, since Mrs. Beale was younger
than Sir Claude, papa must be older than Mrs. Beale. Such
discoveries were disconcerting and even a trifle confounding: these
persons, it appeared, were not of the age they ought to be. This
was somehow particularly the case with mamma, and the fact made her
reflect with some relief on her not having gone with Mrs. Wix into
the question of Sir Claude's attachment to his wife. She was
conscious that in confining their attention to the state of her
ladyship's own affections they had been controlled—Mrs. Wix perhaps
in especial—by delicacy and even by embarrassment. The end of her
colloquy with her stepfather in the schoolroom was her saying:
"Then if we're not to see Mrs. Beale at all it isn't what she
seemed to think when you came for me."
He looked rather blank. "What did she seem to think?"
"Why that I've brought you together."
"She thought that?" Sir Claude asked.
Maisie was surprised at his already forgetting it. "Just as I
had brought papa and her. Don't you remember she said so?"
It came back to Sir Claude in a peal of laughter. "Oh yes—she
said so!"
"And you said so," Maisie lucidly pursued.
He recovered, with increasing mirth, the whole occasion. "And
you said so!" he retorted as if they were playing a
game.
"Then were we all mistaken?"
He considered a little. "No, on the whole not. I dare say it's
just what you have done. We are together—it's really
most odd. She's thinking of us—of you and me—though we don't meet.
And I've no doubt you'll find it will be all right when you go back
to her."
"Am I going back to her?" Maisie brought out with a little gasp
which was like a sudden clutch of the happy present.
It appeared to make Sir Claude grave a moment; it might have
made him feel the weight of the pledge his action had given. "Oh
some day, I suppose! We've plenty of time."
"I've such a tremendous lot to make up," Maisie said with a
sense of great boldness.
"Certainly, and you must make up every hour of it. Oh I'll
see that you do!"
This was encouraging; and to show cheerfully that she was
reassured she replied: "That's what Mrs.
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