The child took it from her with a
flutter of importance that Parliament was his natural sphere, and
she was the less prepared to recognise a hindrance as she had never
heard of any affairs whatever that were not involved. She had in
the old days once been told by Mrs. Beale that her very own were,
and with the refreshment of knowing that she had affairs the
information hadn't in the least overwhelmed her. It was true and
perhaps a little alarming that she had never heard of any such
matters since then. Full of charm at any rate was the prospect of
some day getting Sir Claude in; especially after Mrs. Wix, as the
fruit of more midnight colloquies, once went so far as to observe
that she really believed it was all that was wanted to save him.
This critic, with these words, struck her disciple as cropping up,
after the manner of mamma when mamma talked, quite in a new place.
The child stared as at the jump of a kangaroo. "Save him from
what?"
Mrs. Wix debated, then covered a still greater distance. "Why
just from awful misery."
XII
She had not at the moment explained her ominous speech, but the
light of remarkable events soon enabled her companion to read it.
It may indeed be said that these days brought on a high quickening
of Maisie's direct perceptions, of her sense of freedom to make out
things for herself. This was helped by an emotion intrinsically far
from sweet—the increase of the alarm that had most haunted her
meditations. She had no need to be told, as on the morrow of the
revelation of Sir Claude's danger she was told by Mrs. Wix, that
her mother wanted more and more to know why the devil her father
didn't send for her: she had too long expected mamma's curiosity on
this point to express itself sharply. Maisie could meet such
pressure so far as meeting it was to be in a position to reply, in
words directly inspired, that papa would be hanged before he'd
again be saddled with her. She therefore recognised the hour that
in troubled glimpses she had long foreseen, the hour when—the
phrase for it came back to her from Mrs. Beale—with two fathers,
two mothers and two homes, six protections in all, she shouldn't
know "wherever" to go. Such apprehension as she felt on this score
was not diminished by the fact that Mrs. Wix herself was suddenly
white with terror: a circumstance leading Maisie to the further
knowledge that this lady was still more scared on her own behalf
than on that of her pupil. A governess who had only one frock was
not likely to have either two fathers or two mothers: accordingly
if even with these resources Maisie was to be in the streets, where
in the name of all that was dreadful was poor Mrs. Wix to be? She
had had, it appeared, a tremendous brush with Ida, which had begun
and ended with the request that she would be pleased on the spot to
"bundle." It had come suddenly but completely, this signal of which
she had gone in fear. The companions confessed to each other the
dread each had hidden the worst of, but Mrs. Wix was better off
than Maisie in having a plan of defence. She declined indeed to
communicate it till it was quite mature; but meanwhile, she
hastened to declare, her feet were firm in the schoolroom. They
could only be loosened by force: she would "leave" for the police
perhaps, but she wouldn't leave for mere outrage. That would be to
play her ladyship's game, and it would take another turn of the
screw to make her desert her darling. Her ladyship had come down
with extraordinary violence: it had been one of many symptoms of a
situation strained—"between them all," as Mrs. Wix said, "but
especially between the two"—to the point of God only knew what.
Her description of the crisis made the child blanch. "Between
which two?—papa and mamma?"
"Dear no. I mean between your mother and him."
Maisie, in this, recognised an opportunity to be really deep.
"'Him'?—Mr. Perriam?"
She fairly brought a blush to the scared face. "Well, my dear, I
must say what you don't know ain't worth mentioning.
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