And I
didn’t think of hours or minutes,’ she boasted.
‘Don’t remind me,’ he cried.
‘Ah! Now I’ve reminded myself. I wish I hadn’t. Do you think it’ll be
easier for us to-night?’
‘Oh, don’t.’ The smell of the carriage had brought back all his last
trip to him, and Conroy moved uneasily.
‘I’m sorry. I’ve brought some games,’ she went on. ‘Draughts and
cards—but they all mean counting. I wish I’d brought chess, but I can’t
play chess. What can we do? Talk about something.’
‘Well, how’s Toots, to begin with?’ said Conroy.
‘Why? Did you see him on the platform?’
‘No. Was he there? I didn’t notice.’
‘Oh yes. He doesn’t understand. He’s desperately jealous. I told him it
doesn’t matter. Will you please let me hold your hand? I believe I’m
beginning to get the chill.’
‘Toots ought to envy me,’ said Conroy.
‘He does. He paid you a high compliment the other night. He’s taken to
calling again—in spite of all they say.’
Conroy inclined his head. He felt cold, and knew surely he would be
colder.
‘He said,’ she yawned. ‘(Beg your pardon.) He said he couldn’t see how
I could help falling in love with a man like you; and he called himself a
damned little rat, and he beat his head on the piano last night.’
‘The piano? You play, then?’
‘Only to him. He thinks the world of my accomplishments. Then I told
him I wouldn’t have you if you were the last man on earth instead of only
the best-looking—not with a million in each stocking.’
‘No, not with a million in each stocking,’ said Conroy vehemently.
‘Isn’t that odd?’
‘I suppose so—to any one who doesn’t know. Well, where was I? Oh,
George as good as told me I was deceiving him, and he wanted to go away
without saying good-night. He hates standing a-tiptoe, but he must if I
won’t sit down.’
Conroy would have smiled, but the chill that foreran the coming of the
Lier-inWait was upon him, and his hand closed warningly on hers.
‘And—and so—’ she was trying to say, when her hour also overtook her,
leaving alive only the fear-dilated eyes that turned to Conroy. Hand froze
on hand and the body with it as they waited for the horror in the
blackness that heralded it. Yet through the worst Conroy saw, at an
uncountable distance, one minute glint of light in his night. Thither
would he go and escape his fear; and behold, that light was the light in
the watch-tower of her eyes, where her locked soul signalled to his soul:
‘Look at me!’
In time, from him and from her, the Thing sheered aside, that each soul
might step down and resume its own concerns. He thought confusedly of
people on the skirts of a thunderstorm, withdrawing from windows where the
torn night is, to their known and furnished beds. Then he dozed, till in
some drowsy turn his hand fell from her warmed hand.
‘That’s all. The Faces haven’t come,’ he heard her say. ‘All—thank God!
I don’t feel even I need what Nursey promised me. Do you?’
‘No.’ He rubbed his eyes. ‘But don’t make too sure.’
‘Certainly not. We shall have to try again next month.
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