I’m afraid it
will be an awful nuisance for you.’
‘Not to me, I assure you,’ said Conroy, and they leaned back and
laughed at the flatness of the words, after the hells through which they
had just risen.
‘And now,’ she said, strict eyes on Conroy, ‘why wouldn’t you
take me—not with a million in each stocking?’
‘I don’t know. That’s what I’ve been puzzling over.’
‘So have I. We’re as handsome a couple as I’ve ever seen. Are you well
off, lad?’
‘They call me so,’ said Conroy, smiling.
‘That’s North country.’ She laughed again. Setting aside my good looks
and yours, I’ve four thousand a year of my own, and the rents should make
it six. That’s a match some old cats would lap tea all night to fettle
up.’
‘It is. Lucky Toots!’ said Conroy.
‘Ay,’ she answered, ‘he’ll be the luckiest lad in London if I win
through. Who’s yours?’
‘No—no one, dear. I’ve been in Hell for years. I only want to get out
and be alive and—so on. Isn’t that reason enough?’
‘Maybe, for a man. But I never minded things much till George came. I
was all stu-upid like.’
‘So was I, but now I think I can live. It ought to be less next month,
oughtn’t it?’ he said.
‘I hope so. Ye-es. There’s nothing much for a maid except to be
married, and 7 ask no more. Whoever yours is, when you’ve found her, she
shall have a wedding present from Mrs. George Skinner that—’
‘But she wouldn’t understand it any more than Toots.’
‘He doesn’t matter—except to me. I can’t keep my eyes open, thank God!
Good-night, lad.’
Conroy followed her with his eyes. Beauty there was, grace there was,
strength, and enough of the rest to drive better men than George Skinner
to beat their heads on piano-tops—but for the new-found life of him Conroy
could not feel one flutter of instinct or emotion that turned to herward.
He put up his feet and fell asleep, dreaming of a joyous, normal world
recovered—with interest on arrears. There were many things in it, but no
one face of any one woman.
* * * * *
Thrice afterward they took the same train, and each time their trouble
shrank and weakened. Miss Henschil talked of Toots, his multiplied calls,
the things he had said to his sisters, the much worse things his sisters
had replied; of the late (he seemed very dead to them) M. Najdol’s gifts
for the soul-weary; of shopping, of house rents, and the cost of really
artistic furniture and linen.
Conroy explained the exercises in which he delighted—mighty labours of
play undertaken against other mighty men, till he sweated and, having
bathed, slept. He had visited his mother, too, in Hereford, and he talked
something of her and of the home-life, which his body, cut out of all
clean life for five years, innocently and deeply enjoyed. Nurse Blaber was
a little interested in Conroy’s mother, but, as a rule, she smoked her
cigarette and read her paper-backed novels in her own compartment.
On their last trip she volunteered to sit with them, and buried herself
in The Cloister and the Hearth while they whispered together. On
that occasion (it was near Salisbury) at two in the morning, when the
Lier-inWait brushed them with his wing, it meant no more than that they
should cease talk for the instant, and for the instant hold hands, as even
utter strangers on the deep may do when their ship rolls underfoot.
‘But still,’ said Nurse Blaber, not looking up, ‘I think your Mr.
Skinner might feel jealous of all this.’
‘It would be difficult to explain,’ said Conroy.
‘Then you’d better not be at my wedding,’ Miss Henschil laughed.
‘After all we’ve gone through, too. But I suppose you ought to leave me
out. Is the day fixed?’ he cried.
‘Twenty-second of September—in spite of both his sisters. I can risk it
now.’ Her face was glorious as she flushed.
‘My dear chap!’ He shook hands unreservedly, and she gave back his grip
without flinching. ‘I can’t tell you how pleased I am!’
‘Gracious Heavens!’ said Nurse Blaber, in a new voice.
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