It
was laid on you. It happened on earth to you! Quick, Mr.
Conroy, she’s too heavy for me! I’ll get the flask.’
Miss Henschil leaned forward and collapsed, as Conroy told her
afterwards, like a factory chimney. She came out of her swoon with teeth
that chattered on the cup.
‘No—no,’ she said, gulping. ‘It’s not hysterics. Yo’ see I’ve no call
to hev ’em any more. No call—no reason whatever. God be praised! Can’t yo’
feel I’m a right woman now?’
‘Stop hugging me!’ said Nurse Blaber. ‘You don’t know your strength.
Finish the brandy and water. It’s perfectly reasonable, and I’ll lay long
odds Mr. Conroy’s case is something of the same. I’ve been thinking—’
‘I wonder—’ said Conroy, and pushed the girl back as she swayed
again.
Nurse Blaber smoothed her pale hair. ‘Yes. Your trouble, or something
like it, happened somewhere on earth or sea to the mother who bore you.
Ask her, child. Ask her and be done with it once for all.’
‘I will,’ said Conroy.... ‘There ought to be—’ He opened his bag and
hunted breathlessly.
‘Bless you! Oh, God bless you, Nursey!’ Miss Henschil was sobbing. ‘You
don’t know what this means to me. It takes it all off—from the
beginning.’
‘But doesn’t it make any difference to you now?’ the nurse asked
curiously. ‘Now that you’re rightfully a woman?’
Conroy, busy with his bag, had not heard. Miss Henschil stared across,
and her beauty, freed from the shadow of any fear, blazed up within her.
‘I see what you mean,’ she said. ‘But it hasn’t changed anything. I want
Toots. He has never been out of his mind in his life—except over
silly me.’
‘It’s all right,’ said Conroy, stooping under the lamp, Bradshaw in
hand. ‘If I change at Templecombe—for Bristol (Bristol—Hereford—yes)—I can
be with mother for breakfast in her room and find out.’
‘Quick, then,’ said Nurse Blaber. ‘We’ve passed Gillingham quite a
while. You’d better take some of our sandwiches.’ She went out to get
them. Conroy and Miss Henschil would have danced, but there is no room for
giants in a South–Western compartment.
‘Good-bye, good luck, lad. Eh, but you’ve changed already—like me. Send
a wire to our hotel as soon as you’re sure,’ said Miss Henschil. ‘What
should I have done without you?’
‘Or I?’ said Conroy. ‘But it’s Nurse that’s saving us really.’
‘Then thank her,’ said Miss Henschil, looking straight at him.
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