But, Norah, tell me!” he
breathed hard, “where is my wife? Is she—is she alive?”
He
came nearer to Norah, and would have taken her hand; but she backed away from
him; looking at him all the time with staring eyes, as if he were some horrible
object. Yet he was a handsome, bronzed, good-looking fellow, with beard and
moustache, giving him a foreign-looking aspect; but his eyes! there was no mistaking
those eager, beautiful eyes—the very same that Norah had watched not
half-an-hour ago, till sleep stole softly over them.
“Tell
me, Norah—I can bear it—I have feared it so often. Is she dead?” Norah still
kept silence. “She is dead!” He hung on Norah’s words and looks, as if for
confirmation or contradiction.
“What
shall I do?” groaned Norah. “Oh, sir! why did you come? how did you find me
out? where have you been? We thought you dead, we did, indeed!” She poured out
words and questions to gain time, as if time would help her.
“Norah!
answer me this question, straight, by yes or no—Is my wife dead?”
“No,
she is not!” said Norah, slowly and heavily.
“O
what a relief! Did she receive my letters? But perhaps you don’t know. Why did
you leave her? Where is she? O Norah, tell me all quickly!”
“Mr.
Frank!” said Norah at last, almost driven to bay by her terror lest her
mistress should return at any moment, and find him there—unable to consider
what was best to be done or said—rushing at something decisive, because she
could not endure her present state: “Mr. Frank! we never heard a line from you,
and the shipowners said you had gone down, you and everyone else. We thought
you were dead, if ever man was, and poor Miss Alice and her little sick,
helpless child! Oh, sir, you must guess it,” cried the poor creature at last,
bursting out into a passionate fit of crying, “for indeed I cannot tell it. But
it was no one’s fault. God help us all this night!”
Norah
had sat down. She trembled too much to stand. He took her hands in his. He
squeezed them hard, as if by physical pressure, the truth could be wrung out.
“Norah!”
This time his tone was calm, stagnant as despair. “She has married again!”
Norah
shook her head sadly. The grasp slowly relaxed. The man had fainted.
There
was brandy in the room. Norah forced some drops into Mr. Frank’s mouth, chafed
his hands, and—when mere animal life returned, before the mind poured in its
flood of memories and thoughts—she lifted him up, and rested his head against
her knees. Then she put a few crumbs of bread taken from the supper table,
soaked in brandy into his mouth. Suddenly he sprang to his feet.
“Where
is she? Tell me this instant.” He looked so wild, so mad, so desperate, that
Norah felt herself to be in bodily danger; but her time of dread had gone by.
She had been afraid to tell him the truth, and then she had been a coward. Now,
her wits were sharpened by the sense of his desperate state. He must leave the
house. She would pity him afterwards; but now she must rather command and
upbraid; for he must leave the house before her mistress came home. That one
necessity stood clear before her.
“She
is not here; that is enough for you to know. Nor can I say exactly where she
is” (which was true to the letter if not to the spirit). “Go away, and tell me
where to find you tomorrow, and I will tell you all. My master and mistress may
come back at any minute, and then what would become of me with a strange man in
the house?”
Such
an argument was too petty to touch his excited mind.
“I
don’t care for your master and mistress. If your master is a man, he must feel
for me poor shipwrecked sailor that I am—kept for years a prisoner amongst
savages, always, always, always thinking of my wife and my home—dreaming of her
by night, talking to her, though she could not hear, by day. I loved her more
than all heaven and earth put together. Tell me where she is, this instant, you
wretched woman, who salved over her wickedness to her, as you do to me.”
The
clock struck ten.
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