They were not very unhappy about this.
The
seed of future unhappiness lay rather in Frank’s vehement, passionate
disposition; which led him to resent his wife’s shyness and want of
demonstration as failures in conjugal duty. He was already tormenting himself,
and her too, in a slighter degree, by apprehensions and imaginations of what
might befall her during his approaching absence at sea. At last he went to his
father and urged him to insist upon Alice’s being once more received under his
roof; the more especially as there was now a prospect of her confinement while
her husband was away on his voyage. Captain Wilson was, as he himself expressed
it, “breaking up,” and unwilling to undergo the excitement of a scene; yet he
felt that what his son said was true. So he went to his wife. And before Frank
went to sea, he had the comfort of seeing his wife installed in her old little
garret in his father’s house. To have placed her in the one best spare room was
a step beyond Mrs. Wilson’s powers of submission or generosity. The worst part
about it, however, was that the faithful Norah had to be dismissed. Her place
as housemaid had been filled up; and, even had it not, she had forfeited Mrs.
Wilson’s good opinion for ever. She comforted her young master and mistress by
pleasant prophecies of the time when they would have a household of their own;
of which, in whatever service she might be in the meantime, she should be sure
to form part. Almost the last action Frank Wilson did, before setting sail, was
going with Alice to see Norah once more at her mother’s house. And then he went
away.
Alice’s
father-in-law grew more and more feeble as winter advanced. She was of great
use to her stepmother in nursing and amusing him; and, although there was
anxiety enough in the household, there was perhaps more of peace than there had
been for years; for Mrs. Wilson had not a bad heart, and was softened by the
visible approach of death to one whom she loved, and touched by the lonely
condition of the young creature, expecting her first confinement in her
husband’s absence. To this relenting mood Norah owed the permission to come and
nurse Alice when her baby was born, and to remain to attend on Captain Wilson.
Before
one letter had been received from Frank (who had sailed for the East Indies and
China), his father died. Alice was always glad to remember that he had held her
baby in his arms, and kissed and blessed it before his death. After that, and
the consequent examination into the state of his affairs, it was found that he
had left far less property than people had been led by his style of living to
imagine; and, what money there was, was all settled upon his wife, and at her
disposal after her death. This did not signify much to Alice, as Frank was now
first mate of his ship, and, in another voyage or two, would be captain.
Meanwhile he had left her some hundreds (all his savings) in the bank.
It
became time for Alice to hear from her husband. One letter from the Cape she
had already received. The next was to announce his arrival in India. As week
after week passed over, and no intelligence of the ship’s arrival reached the
office of the owners, and the Captain’s wife was in the same state of ignorant
suspense as Alice herself, her fears grew most oppressive. At length the day
came when, in reply to her inquiry at the Shipping Office, they told her that
the owners had given up Hope of ever hearing more of the Betsy-Jane, and had
sent in their claim upon the underwriters. Now that he was gone for ever, she
first felt a yearning, longing love for the kind cousin, the dear friend, the
sympathising protector, whom she should never see again—first felt a passionate
desire to show him his child, whom she had hitherto rather craved to have all
to herself—her own sole possession. Her grief was, however, noiseless, and
quiet—rather to the scandal of Mrs. Wilson; who bewailed her stepson as if he
and she had always lived together in perfect harmony, and who evidently thought
it her duty to burst into fresh tears at every strange face she saw; dwelling
on his poor young widow’s desolate state, and the helplessness of the
fatherless child, with an unction, as if she liked the excitement of the
sorrowful story.
So
passed away the first days of Alice’s widowhood. Bye-and-bye things subsided
into their natural and tranquil course. But, as if this young creature was
always to be in some heavy trouble, her ewe-lamb began to be ailing, pining and
sickly. The child’s mysterious illness turned out to be some affection of the
spine likely to affect health; but not to shorten life—at least so the doctors
said. But the long dreary suffering of one whom a mother loves as Alice loved
her only child, is hard to look forward to.
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