Only Norah guessed what Alice
suffered; no one but God knew.
And
so it fell out, that when Mrs. Wilson, the elder, came to her one day in
violent distress, occasioned by a very material diminution in the value the
property that her husband had left her—a diminution which made her income
barely enough to support herself, much less Alice—the latter could hardly
understand how anything which did not touch health or life could cause such
grief; and she received the intelligence with irritating composure. But when,
that afternoon, the little sick child was brought in, and the grandmother—who
after all loved it well—began a fresh moan over her losses to its unconscious
ears—saying how she had planned to consult this or that doctor, and to give it
this or that comfort or luxury in after yearn but that now all chance of this
had passed away—Alice’s heart was touched, and she drew near to Mrs. Wilson
with unwonted caresses, and, in a spirit not unlike to that of, Ruth,
entreated, that come what would, they might remain together. After much
discussion in succeeding days, it was arranged that Mrs. Wilson should take a
house in Manchester, furnishing it partly with what furniture she had, and
providing the rest with Alice’s remaining two hundred pounds. Mrs. Wilson was
herself a Manchester woman, and naturally longed to return to her native town.
Some connections of her own at that time required lodgings, for which they were
willing to pay pretty handsomely. Alice undertook the active superintendence
and superior work of the household. Norah, willing faithful Norah, offered to
cook, scour, do anything in short, so that, she might but remain with them.
The
plan succeeded. For some years their first lodgers remained with them, and all
went smoothly—with the one sad exception of the little girl’s increasing
deformity. How that mother loved that child, is not for words to tell!
Then
came a break of misfortune. Their lodgers left, and no one succeeded to them.
After some months they had to remove to a smaller house; and Alice’s tender conscience
was torn by the idea that she ought not to be a burden to her mother-in-law,
but ought to go out and seek her own maintenance. And leave her child! The
thought came like the sweeping boom of a funeral bell over her heart.
Bye-and-bye,
Mr. Openshaw came to lodge with them. He had started in life as the errand boy
and sweeper-out of a warehouse; had struggled up through all the grades of
employment in the place, fighting his way through the hard striving Manchester
life with strong pushing energy of character. Every spare moment of time had
been sternly given up to self-teaching. He was a capital accountant, a good
French and German scholar, a keen, far-seeing tradesman; understanding markets,
and the bearing of events, both near and distant, on trade: and yet, with such
vivid attention to present details, that I do not think he ever saw a group of
flowers in the fields without thinking whether their colours would, or would
not, form harmonious contrasts in the coming spring muslins and prints. He went
to debating societies, and threw himself with all his heart and soul into
politics; esteeming, it must be owned, every man a fool or a knave who differed
from him, and overthrowing his opponents rather by the loud strength of his
language than the calm strength if his logic. There was something of the Yankee
in all this. Indeed his theory ran parallel to the famous Yankee motto—“England
flogs creation, and Manchester flogs England.” Such a man, as may be fancied,
had had no time for falling in love, or any such nonsense. At the age when most
young men go through their courting and matrimony, he had not the means of
keeping a wife, and was far too practical to think of having one. And now that
he was in easy circumstances, a rising man, he considered women almost as encumbrances
to the world, with whom a man had better have as little to do as possible. His
first impression of Alice was indistinct, and he did not care enough about her
to make it distinct. “A pretty yea-nay kind of woman,” would have been his
description of her, if he had been pushed into a corner. He was rather afraid,
in the beginning, that her quiet ways arose from a listlessness and laziness of
character which would have been exceedingly discordant to his active energetic
nature. But, when he found out the punctuality with which his wishes were
attended to, and her work was done; when he was called in the morning at the
very stroke of the clock, his shaving water scalding hot, his fire bright, his
coffee made exactly as his peculiar fancy dictated, (for he was a man who had
his theory about everything, based upon what he knew of science, and often
perfectly original)—then he began to think: not that Alice had any peculiar
merit; but that he had got into remarkably good lodgings: his restlessness wore
away, and he began to consider himself as almost settled for life in them.
Mr.
Openshaw had been too busy, all his life, to be introspective. He did not know
that he had any tenderness in his nature; and if he had become conscious of its
abstract existence, he would have considered it as a manifestation of disease
in some part of his nature. But he was decoyed into pity unawares; and pity led
on to tenderness. That little helpless child—always carried about by one of the
three busy women of the house, or else patiently threading coloured beads in
the chair from which, by no effort of its own, could it ever move; the great
grave blue eyes, full of serious, not uncheerful, expression, giving to the
small delicate face a look beyond its years; the soft plaintive voice dropping
out but few words, so unlike the continual prattle of a child—caught Mr.
Openshaw’s attention in spite of himself.
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