I
would have. I would at any time. I have always thought of her as
beautiful and kind. But I heard you say the words: "has been
behaving very badly," and I thought you meant that Captain Tietjens
had. I denied it. If you meant that his wife has, I deny it, too. She's
an admirable wife...and mother...that sort of thing, for all I
know...
She said to herself:
'Now why do I say that? What's Hecuba to me?' and then:
'It's to defend his honour, of course...I'm trying to present
Captain Tietjens as English Country Gentleman complete with admirably
arranged establishment, stables, kennels, spouse, offspring...That's a
queer thing to want to do!'
Miss Wanostrocht who had breathed deeply said now:
'I'm extremely glad to hear that. Lady Macmaster certainly said that
Mrs Tietjens was--let us say--at least a neglectful wife...Vain, you
know; idle; overdressed...All that...And you appeared to defend Mrs
Tietjens.'
'She's a smart woman in smart Society,' Valentine said, 'but it's
with her husband's concurrence. She has a right to be...
'We shouldn't,' Miss Wanostrocht said, 'be in the extraordinary
muddle to which you referred if you did not so continually interrupt
me. I was trying to say that, for you, an inexperienced girl, brought
up in a sheltered home, no pitfall could be more dangerous than a man
with a wife who neglected her duties!'
Valentine said:
'You will have to excuse my interrupting you. It is, you know,
rather more my funeral than yours.'
Miss Wanostrocht said quickly:
'You can't say that. You don't know how ardently...Valentine
said:
'Yes, yes...Your schwärm for my father's memory and
all...But my father couldn't bring it about that I should lead a
sheltered life...I'm about as experienced as any girl of the lower
classes...No doubt it was his doing, but don't make any mistakes.'
She added:
'Still, it's I that's the corpse. You're conducting the inquest. So
it's more fun for you.'
Miss Wanostrocht had grown slightly pale:
'If; if ...' she stammered slightly, 'by "experience" you
mean...'
'I don't,' Valentine exclaimed, 'and you have no right to infer that
I do on the strength of a conversation you've had, but shouldn't have
had, with one of the worst tongues in London...I mean that my father
left us so that I had to earn my and my mother's living as a servant
for some months after his death. That was what his training came to.
But I can look after myself...In consequence...
Miss Wanostrocht had thrown herself back in her chair.
'But...' she exclaimed: she had grown completely pale--like
discoloured wax. 'There was a subscription...We...' She began again:
'We knew that he hadn't...'
'You subscribed,' Valentine said, 'to purchase his library and
presented it to his wife...who had nothing to eat but what my wages as
a tweeny maid got for her.' But before the pallor of the other lady she
tried to add a touch of generosity: 'Of course the subscribers wanted,
very naturally, to preserve as much as they could of his personality. A
man's books are very much himself. That was all right.' She added: 'All
the same I had that training: in a suburban basement. So you cannot
teach me a great deal about the shady in life. I was in the family of a
Middlesex County Councillor. In Ealing.'
Miss Wanostrocht said faintly:
'This is very dreadful!'
'It isn't really!' Valentine said. 'I wasn't badly treated as tweeny
maids go. It would have been better if the Mistress hadn't been a
constant invalid and the cook constantly drunk...After that I did a
little office work. For the suffragettes. That was after old Mr
Tietjens came back from abroad and gave mother some work on a paper he
owned. We scrambled along then, somehow. Old Mr Tietjens was father's
greatest friend, so father's side, as you might say, turned up
trumps--If you like to think that to console you...
Miss Wanostrocht was bending her face down over her table,
presumably to hide a little of it from Valentine or to avoid the girl's
eyes.
Valentine went on:
'One knows all about the conflict between a man's private duties and
his public achievements. But with a very little less of the flamboyant
in his life my father might have left us very much better off. It isn't
what I want--to be a cross between a sergeant in the army and an
upper housemaid. Any more than I wanted to be an under one.'
Miss Wanostrocht uttered an 'Oh!' of pain.
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