She exclaimed
rapidly:
'It was your moral rather than your mere athletic influence that
made me so glad to have you here...It was because I felt that you did
not set such a high value on the physical...'
'Well, you aren't going to have me here much longer,' Valentine
said. 'Not an instant more than I can in decency help. I'm going
to...
She said to herself:
'What on earth am I going to do?...What do I want?'
She wanted to lie in a hammock beside a blue, tideless sea and think
about Tibullus...There was no nonsense about her. She did not want to
engage in intellectual pursuits herself. She had not the training. But
she intended to enjoy the more luxurious forms of the intellectual
products of others...That appeared to be the moral of the day!
And, looking rather minutely at Miss Wanostrocht's inclined face,
she wondered if, in the history of the world, there had ever been such
another day. Had Miss Wanostrocht, for instance, ever known what it was
to have a man come back? Ah, but amid the tumult of a million other men
coming back! A collective impulse to slacken off! Immense!
Softening!
Miss Wanostrocht had apparently loved her father. No doubt in
company with fifty damsels. Did they even get a collective kick out of
that affair? It was even possible that she had spoken as she
had...pour cause. Warning her, Valentine, against the
deleterious effect of being connected with a man whose wife was
unsatisfactory...Because the fifty damsels had all, in duty bound,
thought that her mother was an unsatisfactory wife for the brilliant,
greyblack-haired Eminence with the figure of a stripling that her
father had been...They had probably thought that, without the untidy
figure of Mrs Wannop as a weight upon him, he might have become...Well,
with one of them!...Anything! Any sort of figure in the councils
of the nation. Why not Prime Minister? For along with his pedagogic
theories he had had political occupations. He had certainly had the
friendship of Disraeli. He supplied--it was historic!--materials for
eternally famous, meretricious speeches. He would have been
head-trainer of the Empire's pro-consuls if the other fellow, at
Balliol, had not got in first...As it was he had had to specialize in
the Education of Women. Building up Primrose Dames...
So Miss Wanostrocht warned her against the deleterious effect of
neglected wives upon young, attached virgins! It probably was
deleterious. Where would she, Valentine Wannop, have been by now if she
had thought that Sylvia Tietjens was really a bad one!
Miss Wanostrocht said, as if with sudden anxiety: 'You are going to
do what? You propose to do what?' Valentine said:
'Obviously after your conversation with Edith Ethel you won't be so
glad to have me here. My moral influence has not been brightened in
aspect!' A wave of passionate resentment swept over her.
'Look here,' she said, 'if you think that I am prepared to...
She stopped, however. 'No,' she said, 'I am not going to introduce
the housemaid note. But you will probably see that this is irritating.'
She added: 'I would have the case of Pettigul One looked into, if I
were you. It might become epidemic in a big school like this. And we've
no means of knowing where we stand nowadays!'
PART TWO
I
Months and months before Christopher Tietjens had stood extremely
wishing that his head were level with a particular splash of
purposeless whitewash. Something behind his mind forced him to the
conviction that, if his head--and of course the rest of his trunk and
lower limbs--were suspended by a process of levitation to that distance
above the duckboard on which, now, his feet were, he would be in an
inviolable sphere. These waves of conviction recurred continually: he
was constantly glancing aside and upwards at that splash: it was in the
shape of the comb of a healthy rooster; it gleamed, with five
serrations, in the just beginning light that shone along the thin,
unroofed channel in the gravel slope. Wet half-light, just filtering;
more visible there than in the surrounding desolation because the deep,
narrow channel framed a section of just-illuminated rift in the watery
eastwards!
Twice he had stood up on a rifleman's step enforced by a bully-beef
case to look over--in the last few minutes. Each time, on stepping down
again, he had been struck by that phenomenon: the light seen from the
trench seemed if not brighter, then more definite. So, from the bottom
of a pit-shaft in broad day you can see the stars. The wind was light,
but from the North-West. They had there the weariness of a beaten army:
the weariness of having to begin always new days again...
He glanced aside and upwards: that cockscomb of phosphorescence...He
felt waves of some X force propelling his temples towards it. He
wondered if perhaps the night before he had not observed that that was
a patch of reinforced concrete, therefore more resistant. He might of
course have observed that and then forgotten it.
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